Hello world. The following was written 01/15/2020.
I am witnessing on my journey, how my brothers are seeking outside of them. They turn to their brothers and books, for all they are seeking. They negate what it is they are experiencing within them, as a signal of something to be looked at and questioned. Instead, they judge what is being experienced, so seek ways to make it stop from external sources, no matter how extreme they may be.
I have watched my brothers poison themselves, with the things they are using to get the pain and suffering to end. Blaming each other and inanimate objects, as the source of the pain and suffering of what they are experiencing. None of them are recognizing the choices they are making, to judge so believe that which they think, they perceive.
The words they use are directly connected to, the judgmental beliefs they hold forth as defining who they are and are supposed to be. They superimpose these mental images, over everyone around them unconsciously, including themselves. What they do not comprehend, is all they were taught to perceive, are illusions. They have been indoctrinated to believe in lies, as being real and true.
Every judgmental label handed to them, as defining who they are in those moments and how they are to perceive of themselves as being, was a lie used to control and manipulate them, to conform and comply willingly with someone else’s choices to believe. Each one was used to twist, that which they think they perceive before them. Especially when they look in their mirror, at themselves.
As with an over head projector, Humanity is taught to overlay each judgmental label with its definitions, onto the image they see before them. Each image over laid over the original image, distorts what is seen or perceived. It changes what is in front of them, to be what it is not. These distortion are the curtains, filters or film, which is pulled over ones eyes or consciousness. It is what keeps them from seeing themselves and their reality clearly, as it actually is.
When they look in their mirror, they are trained to compare themselves, to every around them. To change themselves to be, the person next to them. They are shamed and guilted through judgmental labels, to believe they are not good enough, as they are. They are lacking, because they do not look, sound, act, think, feel and believe as someone else, is choosing to. They are demeaned and denounced, until they choose to conform and comply so become what another, wants them to be. They are trained, to overlay those judgmental images, over themselves. They are trained, to strive for what another is choosing to be, and would dictate they be.
These choices to conform and comply so become what another is dictating, eats at them within. The more they bow down to another, the more they find themselves eaten inside with angst, frustration, anger, self doubt, hurt, depression and a rage at themselves and others. The more these things eat at them, the faster they find their bodies shutting down on them. Illness and disease, makes its way in, in slow increments, until it hits them like a ton of bricks, stopping them in their tracks.
I hear my brothers calling out for prayers, to have what is happening, taken from them. To have what is being experienced, stopped and taken away. Afraid to face, what is happening and themselves in those moments. They continue seeking outside of them, in others. Hoping and praying someone else, will hold the answers and the power to remove what they are experiencing, from their existence. Hoping someone else’s prayer, is more powerful than their own.
All refuse to turn within and ask Holy Spirit to show them, what all is for and how it is of benefit on their journeys. They forget how their body is there to tell them to look, when something is not in alignment. Holy Spirit uses our bodies to get our attentions, for a reason. It is when we are stopped in our tracks, we are forced to evaluate what we are now faced with and have been running from all along, Ourselves.
Have you considered stopping and listening to, what it is your body is telling you? No amount of praying for something to be taken away, will work. In all things, we must be willing to take responsibility for our choices to think, believe, say, and do. Your body is speaking to you right now, it is asking you to stop and listen.
In 2004 I was in a motorcycle accident, which broke the left side of my body and left me bedridden, unable to move. At the same time I was told I was dying of multiple diseases, such as two form of cancer and diabetes.
I had to start listening to, my body. I started eating and using, only organic products and produce. Then I started paying close attention, to how my body was reacting to every item I took into me. As I did this, I began to learn many of the foods I ate, I was allergic to. When I stopped eating them, I started losing weight, shoe and clothing sizes. The more I paid attention, the better I began to feel.
I then began looking at my life experiences, questioning everything I had been taught to think and believe in as being true. As I did this, I was shown many Truths, which freed me. I was freed from my nightmares, of past experiences and I was healed of all diseases, without medications or surgeries. I did this by going within my own heart and mind with Holy Spirit, asking Him to show me the Truth of what I had chosen to believe defined me, to show me the corrections to those beliefs. When I asked, I received. When you ask, you receive brother. You have to ASK first though, if you would receive the answers and healing you seek.
In all things you have to ask, if you are to receive. You have to willingly acknowledge, you do not know what anything is for and you would have Holy Spirit show you what His intentions for everything is for. Everything we go through and experience is for our benefit, with lessons we are to learn of ourselves and how we are choosing to judge ourselves and our reality as being. How we are the one making all decisions for ourselves willingly, even when we feel we are being coerced. We still must make a choice, to believe we are a victim. We must make a choice, to conform and comply with what is being dictated to us.
No one, is a victim here. Each of us are making choices, to believe as we are. Judge, as we are. Accept, what is handed to us, as we are. Accept, what we read in a book, as we do. Judge ourselves, as unworthy, unlovable, lacking and so much more. In each instant, we are the one making this choice, this decision, to believe whatever we are experiencing, will destroy us and define us. In each instant, we do this. No one does this, for us.
What my brothers are faced with in these moments, is the false facades and masks they have donned and built for themselves, on their journeys, to hide behind. They are faced with everything, they feared. In these moments, they must willingly face, themselves. They must look in their mirror with blunt honesty, asking themselves why they are choosing, as they are. They will have to face themselves, with blunt honesty and authenticity. They will have to remove, the false facades and masks they have built one by one, until they are able to see themselves as they are Truly authentically, in all their majesty.
It is through the turning within to Holy Spirit for your answers, you will gain all you seek here. It is through the turning within, you may heal all which is being experienced by you, on your journey. It is by turning within, you will find the answers to your own choices, to believe as you do. If you would heal, you must turn within. Holy Spirit awaits you there, within the labyrinth you call your mind.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.