Hello world. The following was written 08/26/2026.
There seems to be some misconceptions held within the ACIM (A Course in Miracles) Community regarding what the material is and what it is for. Many are trying to turn it into the next religion when it is a Theoretical Philosophy. In doing so they are creating hierarchies, division and a propagation of the illusions they are choosing to believe in. All of them use the books in their hands as a weapon.
The materials are to be used as a Self Study to heal oneself. It is a Self Study because the Individual is the only one who knows what has been experienced, accepted and believed in and also judged as being whatever it is for them. Only they know what demons their mind is holding onto and tormenting them with. The Individual must face themselves head on without fear by themselves, because no one else can look in their heads and tell them what is there.
The following is the continuation and end to the dialogue between a brother and I. I shared the first portion yesterday. That brother decided to respond again, finally admitting they were trying to be a teacher. They were judging and assuming they knew what I need. When I pointed out the fallacies of all they were choosing, they cut tail and ran, deleting the conversation on the way out. Unfortunately for them, I saved the conversation before they did so.
My brother is afraid others may see what they think, say and do, and see the Truth of who they are and it is not a teacher of ACIM. They also fail to recognize and understand when a dialogue is held out in the open for all to witness, those on the sidelines witnessing are the ones gaining the real benefit. They are given an opportunity to see the contrasts in real time before them as an example. This understanding has me contemplating reinserting what has been removed. This I shall pray on whether it is needed or not since I am sharing it now.
My brother responds, “Sabrina, the waking dream is amazing I know. It has included for me too incredible phenomena, including empath, light work and energy work, teaching dreams, miracles, synchronicity, clairaudience, visions, etc. It’s all beautiful and part of our awakening to the Truth we are.
My prediction however is that you will come back to looking more closely and under the carpet of your experience as empath and healer. What is it you believe requires healing? Is it true or an effect of what we and/or our brother believes to be true? Effects never leave their cause. Environment is not cause. Genes not cause. Others not cause. Past not cause.
If it seems this is not true, that is only because we are believing NOW what we are believing Now and experiencing the effects of such.
It’s what we believe NOW that matters and what we believe NOW that is CAUSE of what we are experiencing.
ALSO… believing we need to let go of or be healed from a belief no longer believed is a strange myth which gets around in psychological and other circles. Not sure if you fell for this one but I did.
Consider this. If it is what we believe NOW that is cause which is what Jesus teaches and I’ve found to be true, why would we want to believe that a thought no longer believed can cause effects as if we still believed it.
That’s a good one to stop believing.
Today, instead of praying for help from Spirit for healing imagined effects I believe to have been caused not by myself, I pray for simplicity and clarity to see how I am cause so as to know where I need choose again.
And it is this I would teach.”
My response, “Wow, so many assumptions and judgments laid bare in a single spewing vomit. Brother, you have NOTHING to teach me nor anyone else other than how to be an enlightened ego. Can you share your own personal journey with the experiences had and what you learned about yourself from them? What types of traumas, trials and tribulations have you experienced on your journey?
I was born with a heart murmur and died moments after birth when my mother rejected me because I am female. The doctors resuscitated me. Next memory I am 9 months old and am being force fed by my grandmother created a gag reflex to anyone trying to force their will on me mentally, emotionally and physically. Next memory, I am 10 months old and get kicked across a room into a brick fireplace killing me as the adults erupt in chaos and violence with each other. Each time I stepped back into my form willingly, knowing I would be experiencing more violence, abuse and death. I was digitally raped at 10 months old and continued to be raped and molested into my teens. I was also exorcised and caned into submission by my Catholic family and the Roman Catholic Church until I walked away from the church at 14 and my family at 16. I have flat lined from asthma, anaphylactic shock, pneumonia, drowning and other things. My heart stopped beating as I was giving birth to my son via emergency C-Section a month and a half early.
As you can see, I can speak of every experience I have ever had and I can tell you how I judge it to be and what judgments I accepted blindly about it. I know how I manifested every single cancer and other disease within my body and what experiences it was connected to. I can do this because I have done the inner work to heal myself on all levels of my being simultaneously. I did what the medical industry and 6 separate doctors could not do and I did it without their medicine or medical attention. Their response to finding out I was healing what they said they couldn’t, was to try and institutionalize me and force medicate me. Both my Husband and I told them to F off.
As I stated, you have NOTHING to teach me, nor anyone else other than how to be an enlightened ego mind. Notice how I am not regurgitating the Course here word for word as you choose to do. I am a living example of what the course is teaching. I ask nothing from my brother other than they consider and contemplate what I share. I am not seeking followers nor to be anyone’s guru. Those things take blind following and placing your equal on a pedestal above yourself and that is not what I am an example of. I leave that crap to cons and frauds who use ones own mind and emotions as the tools to manipulate so control those of weak will and mind. Like you.”
My brother responds, “Sabrina Reyenga was only trying to be helpful sister. I will leave the group now and leave you in peace. There are no pedestals in Christ. It was you that said flat outright how below you and behind you I was. I don’t really care about that. I only care about you. All the best to you in your recovery loved one. Bye now.”
My response, “Being helpful? When one assumes they know what another needs and chooses to proffer advice unasked for, it is not helpfulness being extended. What is extended are ones judgments in those moments. Especially when they hold an expectation their “helpfulness” is wanted and believe it is needed. You do not listen to hear, you listen to respond. You see what you want to see and not what is actually before you.
Stay or go, that is your choice to do so. If you decide to stay, you will learn from those who are sharing here.”
As was stated above, they left the group and tried to delete the entire conversation from existence. These patterns of the egoistic mind are the traps used to keep one from looking at themselves and what it is they are choosing so doing. The ego does not want the filters it created removed so it is seen plainly. It is not and was not helpfulness being extended by our brother. By deleting the dialogue as they did, nailed home the Truth it was not their intention and had never been their intention. They would have left it up if it had been.
Please be the Light, I see you to be. Please be the Light, I know you to be. Please be the Light, you are meant to be. Please choose, to be the Light.
Blessings on thy journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.