Hello world. The following was written 5/17/2026.
A brother states, “Smarty pants you. Wordy but intelligence radiates from my phone. I finally get your ideals of ego. It seems tied to a subversion. To common values.”
My response, “No, you do not understand what the ego is. It is a way of thinking, perceiving so believing taught using judgments and labels with myriad definitions one may switch out at will to change who and what others would perceive them to be including themselves.
All I know so understand has been taught to me by Holy Spirit and my Guides. I dropped out of high school at age 16 with severe dyslexia, synesthesia. Holy Spirit has used this disability as a tool to keep me from taking in the garbage my brothers have been taught and trained to do so believe. If Holy Spirit does not want me reading or hearing something I get blocked. Writing looks like a foreign language and spoken words will sound foreign too.”
My brother responds, “Ya know. Love is bottom line. No more words needed. I am quiet. I am not so eloquent as you. I think that we could make a great team. I want to make a difference. You have that something that I don’t.”
My response, “There is way more to me, what I have experienced on this journey and the understandings given me because of them than you know. I speak with Conviction a Knowing and Understanding that knowledge cannot bring one. Until something is experienced personally one has no knowing of it, so no understanding. All they have is a knowledge this thing being described may be possible to be experienced.
What I have that you seek and crave, is Knowing with CONVICTION what is shared is TRUTH! You cannot get this by hanging onto my coat tails or anyone else’s. To get these things one has to do the inner work needed to face themselves and their inner demons, then heal themselves. No one can do this inner work for you. You have to willingly face yourself head on and question every single thing you think you know so believe in, including all you believe yourself to be.
Consider this inner work needed as The Dark Night of the Soul on steroids. One has to face their darkest moments starting from their birth to present day and heal them all completely.
Something else to consider, I am not dangling a carrot on a stick before my brothers in a bid to get them to follow me or pay me for my help. I am not their healer here. I am simply a conduit the information flows through to get to them the receiver.
Holy Spirit and my Guides have stated I am not to ask my brothers for anything in return what I share. I am to share openly, honestly and authentically holding nothing back, hiding nothing. I am to use the language best suited for my brother to understand what is shared with them. I am to use the language, THEY UNDERSTAND.
I am not and do not seek out others. Holy Spirit will place those I am to interact with before me, asking me to share specific items with them. I go where Holy Spirit has me go and speak with who Holy Spirit would have me speak with. When something I share is helpful my brothers share with me how it helped them to heal and understand their own journey.
I may share the experiential aspects of my journey, yet I always direct my brothers to turn within themselves to Holy Spirit and their Guides for their answers. It is not to me they are to seek these understandings from. I am a Light in the darkness showing my brothers where the doors are out of their nightmares.
As I said, I ask for nothing from my brothers. When my brothers find what is shared helpful, they have been choosing to donate to me of their own Free Will choice to do so. When they do I accept their gift with gratitude and appreciation. For when my brothers donate to me they are paying it forward so I may continue helping them and others heal what has been experienced on their own journeys. It is not asked for. It is given FREELY from the Heart by them.
I am not here giving to get. I give freely knowing what is given shall be received back to me, in what I may need to continue my own journey. I am always provided what I need, when I need it, as I need it.”
Please be the Light, I see you to be. Please be the Light, I know you to be. Please be the Light, you are meant to be. Please choose, to be the Light.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.