The reality of duality, is what one is choosing to believe.

Hello world. The following was written 01/16/2023.

I had a brother ask me a question regarding the article, “Tomorrow becomes today, which becomes yesterday.”. The following is the dialogue which ensued from his question and my response.

A brother asks, “So what ever happened with your mother?”

My response, “The day of the surgery, the doctors kept loosing her heart beat and she didn’t want to wake up from the anesthetics. It took them almost 4 hours to stabilize her and get her to wake up. A couple of months after this, my Mother chose to walk away from me, asking me to choose between her and my Husband Alex. I chose my Husband. My mother and the rest of my family packed up and left the state. They are now scattered and most no longer speak to me. I am now the black sheep. They see me as a Devil Worshiper, because of the Psychic abilities given me by God. They negate their own scriptures, when they demonized me. Their demands I leave my Husband for them, closed the door between us.”

My brother responds, “How sad.

I wonder if there are any issues playing out from a past lifetime of yours and theirs in this lifetime.”

My response, “Yes and no. The issues you speak too, are the patterns repeated so passed down from one generation to the next. These patterns are taught by the old to the new, to be learned. They are beliefs held so believed in, which were taught unknowingly and unconsciously, on a subliminal subconscious level of ones mind.

By the way, when I was hit with anaphylactic shock and pneumonia in 2020(?)/may have been 2021, my mom reached out to me, realizing I almost died. We have reconnected in some ways, yet are still distant.”

My brother responds, “I only ask because I have some examples of my own with people in this lifetime with whom we shared a past lifetime and are working things out for the better in this one. Or shall I say, “atoning” for past wrongs that I have committed, in one case involving me being an Inquisitor and burning a “witch/heretic” who turned out to be one of my students in this lifetime.”

My response, “Yes, there are and have been scenarios experienced in past lives, where I was the torturer and the tortured at the same time. I was the one torturing a family, blaming the father for what they were experiencing in pain and suffering, because he would not comply with what I, the torturer, wanted of him. As I tortured his family in front of him, I told him he was responsible for their pain. Just as I told them, he was responsible for their pain. When he finally complied, I killed each of his family members, in front of him. I then killed him, blaming him for their deaths.

They each crossed over, blaming their Husband and father, while the father, blamed himself. All of them negated the responsibility of the torturer and the torturers responsibility, in the pain, suffering and death they were using, to coerce so manipulate them to their will.

I literally played each role, in that scenario. As a Multidimensional Being, I am able to split myself into multiple Beings, in multiple dimensions, simultaneously. In this way, I AM that I AM, which is, All That Is.”

My brother responds, “I’m fairly certain many of us have played both sides like this. Perhaps it springs from our curiosity to experience both sides to help our understanding in some way.”

My response, “Yes brother. There is some truth, in what you state. The reality of duality, is one must willingly choose to experience both sides of the “coin” (for lack of a better phrase or analogy), for a deeper understanding to be gained of what is believed so perceived, as what is experienced within ones manifested reality.”

My brother responds, “Yes. And it also seems that we explore various sides of some aspect of human life, religious belief, for example. I think I’ve probably had many lives as a Catholic, and now this one as a Protestant. And this final lifetime where I’ve finally put it all to rest and walked away for good.”

The reality of duality, is one must willingly choose to experience both sides of the “coin”. We have to be willing to experience what we do not like, to discern what it is we would like. We have to choose ourselves first, to be able to help someone else. We must love ourselves first, if we would be loved by others. The reality of duality, is what one is choosing to believe.

Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.