Hello world. The following was written 11/15/2018.
For a number of days now I have been experiencing flashbacks of visions, astral travel and lucid dreams I have had these last few years, regarding scrolls. In the visions, astral travel and dreams I would be in a library of sorts. Scrolls would appear in front of me with a word written out in a beautiful cursive style script or hand writing. At the top of these scrolls were the words Acceptance, Contemplation, Relationship, Unity, Limitation, Shackles, Labels, Judgment, Perspective, Belief, Questioning and many more.
Not long ago, I found myself in a number of dialogues with my brothers demanding I prove something to them. None of these brothers were willing to do the research, to inform themselves as to what is or is not True. Like many others, they choose to blindly follow and believe whatever is said to them or they read in a book as being absolutely True. They choose to the ones speaking as their chosen authority. My brothers were choosing to blindly follow and believe an imaginary authority.
Today a brother shared a section of the Text from ACIM which brought back some memories of the first year I did the workbook lessons of ACIM. Memories of how differently I was perceiving what the material was stating compared to what the teacher was stating it said.
ACIM T-2. III. 3. “The acceptance of the Atonement by everyone is only a matter of time. This may appear to contradict free will because of the inevitability of the final decision, but this is not so. You can temporize and you are capable of enormous procrastination, but you cannot depart entirely from your Creator, Who set the limits on your ability to miscreate. An imprisoned will engenders a situation which, in the extreme, becomes altogether intolerable. Tolerance for pain may be high, but it is not without limit. Eventually everyone begins to recognize, however dimly, that there must be a better way. As this recognition becomes more firmly established, it becomes a turning point. This ultimately reawakens spiritual vision, simultaneously weakening the investment in physical sight. The alternating investment in the two levels of perception is usually experienced as conflict, which can become very acute. But the outcome is as certain as God.”
I remember when this first came up in 2013. What I perceived it stating was very different from what the “teacher” was stating it said at the time. My understanding was, we will each come to understand and accept the Truth for ourselves in our own time. The Truth will be similar yet different for each of us, based on our experiences and the lessons we are to learn from them. Once we accept the Truth as it is without judgments our perspective purview will shift, thereby changing what we see and how we are seeing it. The teacher’s response was, I do not exist and nothing is real. I needed to sit down and shut up, because they were the teacher and not me.
My Guides state, “No, they are not a teacher. They are the ass dangling a carrot on a stick before the other asses, who blindly follow and believe without questioning.”
LMAO! Now that is the freaking TRUTH!
My Guides state, “Question everything. Question what you are told. Question what you hear. Question what you see. Question what you perceive. Question what you believe. Question what you experience. Question everything! Question even that which those who state they are your Guides would have you believe. Do not blindly follow and believe just because they state, they are this Being or that Being. Question what it is they would teach you. Ask for clarity and understanding as to how what they are stating is the Truth. Ask for examples which show how this is True. Ask and you will receive. Stop believing blindly whatever is placed before you. Discernment is needed. Learn it! You will be easily manipulated by any Spirit which would speak through you, until you do.”
What they share is True. When I first began this journey I found myself questioning everything, after my Guides had asked me some probing questions. They asked me to write out everything I believed defined me and who I am. After I wrote out the list, They asked me what each item had in common. Each was a label. They asked me where each one came from. Each had been taught to me. They asked me why I believed those things defined me. I believed, because I was told those things defined me. I made a choice to believe.
It was in those moments I came to understand, I was the one making these choices to believe the judgmental labels taught to me. I was creating my own living hell with my choices to blindly follow and believe without questioning. The more I looked, the deeper this illusion went. Everything I thought I knew and believed in was a lie which was taught to me by someone else, just as it had been taught to them. None of the Beings who came before me questioned what they were being taught to believe in. There was no questioning!
It was my questioning what it was I was experiencing and being shown by Holy Spirit and my Guides, which opened my eyes to these Truth’s. It was my own willingness to look at what I was believing in and choosing, which freed me from the shackles which were binding me. It was the questioning which healed me, releasing me from my pain and suffering and from the fear of dying from disease.
When I first heard the Voiceless Voices and understood their messages, I questioned who they were. Each time I would ask for a name, the response was the same. “Who we are does not matter. The messages we bring is all what matters. Consider what is shared and try what we suggest for yourself. It is in the doing, you will see the Truth of what is shared fully”
Each time I would do as I was being asked, I would see the Truth they were sharing before me. It is this understanding which has built the convictions I now hold within me, what they have been teaching me is True. It has taken me 5 years of listening, questioning and doing as I am bidden, before an understanding came to me of who two of my Guides are.
My Guides would place the materials before me, showing me who They are. It was my own inability to Discern what was right in front of me, which kept me from seeing the Truth staring me right in the face. It was also my own belief in labels, titles and NAMES which was blocking me from this Truth. It was not until I could let go those attachments to labels or titles, understanding came.
In everything we block ourselves, destroy ourselves, imprison ourselves and FREE ourselves. In everything we are responsible for what it is we are choosing to believe. In everything we have to be willing to question that which we have chosen to believe it is, we perceive our experiences to be. For in everything we have been taught to judge it to be what it is, then taught to never QUESTION that which we are told to believe it is.
In other words we are taught to accept the judgmental labels and beliefs being taught to us as defining us and what it is we experience. We are taught to never question those judgmental labels and beliefs. We are taught to accept them blindly, following them strictly without questioning the ones teaching them to us. We are to assume these Beings are an authority who has the right to control what we think, say and do. We are taught, to never question the authority. We are taught, to question the authority brings pain and suffering. We were taught to blindly follow and believe the authority. We are taught, to never question.
On my journey I have learned to question everything, if I am to discern the Truth before me. Questioning! Breaking the shackles which bind you.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.