Hello world. The following was written 01/11/2020. It seems, many of my brothers are lost in the darkness, of a nightmare of beliefs. They seem to hold a belief, if their brothers are not thinking and believing as they are choosing to, their brothers are insane and to be vilified. They seem to believe, they are critical thinkers, free thinkers and believe they are not following a group thinking system. They do all of this declaring, while sharing their judgmental labels and opinions of those whom they believe, are thinking and believing differently from them. After reading through their commentary, I found myself responding to them, after they made these particular statements. My brother states, “Their problem is, they have a ravenous need for INSTANT GRATIFICATION. They don’t understand that it takes time to come back from the BRINK OF OBAMA’S ATTEMPT AT DESTROYING THE US. Household median income IS on the rise. But it’s not gonna happen overnight. But they think that if it’s not happening IMMEDIATELY, then it’s a lie. They’re kind like my kids were at the age of 6. Yup…that’s about right.” AND “Actually she uses her fucking common sense and critical thinking skills, and is Continue Reading
I used to be terrified, of being seen or heard.
Hello world. The following was written 01/11/2020. I used to be terrified, of being seen or heard. I used to be terrified, the world would find out, I was psychic. Growing up, I was judged by my family, their friends, neighbors and the Catholic Church, as being demon possessed, so evil. They believed the only way to get the demons out of me, was to beat them out of me, through canings, exorcisms, rapes, molestation and myriad mental and emotional abuses. These treatments continued, until I was 14 years old. Then I walked away from the church and 2 years later, I walked away from my family. On my journey, I tried to hide my abilities. My brothers would react the same way my family and the church reacted, to what I was able to do. This caused me to have to walk, a very solitary path alone with no support, validation or acceptance from those around me. I had to learn to become Self Reliant and to TRUST, that which was being shown to me, by Holy Spirit. My fear of being seen so judged, incurred multiple cancers and other diseases within my body. My fear of accepting who Continue Reading