Day: August 24, 2021

Hello world. The following was written 8/24/2016. This dis-ease within me causes me pain. This dis-ease within me has me suffering again. This dis-ease within me has blinded me in it’s acuteness. This dis-ease within me has caused me to run in fear again. This dis-ease within me has taken form. This dis-ease within me has become a norm. This dis-ease within haunts me day and night. This dis-ease within me. This disease within me. This disease within me eats me from within. This disease within me shows all my sins. This disease within me shows the world my shame. This disease within me shows the world my pain. This disease within me hold me in a cell. This disease within me is my manifestation of hell. This disease within me I have judged as insane. This disease within me is part of the game. My dis-ease caused my disease. The putrid lies that I believed. Those judgments that you handed me. The ones that I chose to believe. They are the ones that taught me shame. They are the ones that taught me blame. They are the ones that taught me guilt. A house of twigs from which I Continue Reading

Hello world. The following was written 8/24/2018. I came across a post from a brother talking about the Ouija Board. The post in and of itself was meant as a back handed joke. Yet, the commentary was filled with judgmental beliefs filled with fear. I found myself responding to those comments that were fear based. My brother shares, “The recommended age to use a Ouija Board is 8 years old so… You need to be 21 to drink alcohol but 8 to summon demons?” A brother responds, “not only that, these boards will attract “Djinn” to any user, it was created by them after all. Not even skilled practitioners in the know will touch them..” Another brother responds, “Can of worms not to be played with. The dark is sadly real” A brother states, “Im 62 and never let one near me, bad juju.” Another brother states, “Pure evil” A brother asks, “Omg is this true?????” My brother responds, “It is…look it up” Another brother shares, “I had read somewhere a while back that the Ouija board is actually the Lost book of Thoth and that tarot cards are the same they actually hid the book in tarot cards” My Continue Reading

Hello world. The following was written 8/23/2018. Yesterday my Husband Alex wrote an article about friend requests and the content displayed or lack there of on their pages. One of the responses he received was targeted at me and our relationship. To which I found myself responding. Today my Husband has had someone else come at him telling him he needs to leave me. Seriously!? What the hell is up with these people trying destroy someone’s relationship, all for control and to be their “teacher”? How far are their egos willing to go to control a brother? Alex shares, “For those sending me friend requests. Please have a real profile picture and please speak or at least read English. If all of your posts are in a different language then I will not accept your friend request. For the women (and some men) please be aware that I am happily married and I have no interest in anything more than an open friendship. That means no private conversations on messenger. If you do message me on messenger please be aware that I share everything with my wife so don’t say it if you wouldn’t want her to see it. No Continue Reading

Hello world. The following was written 8/23/2018. My Husband responded to a brothers post regarding Alex Jones. This garnered a response where I was dragged into the conversation. The following is the dialogue that transpired between my brothers, Husband and I. Brother one states, “Alex Reyenga I wish you could step outside yourself (and your wife’s hypnotic influence over you) to see you are coming from a place of deep paranoia. I’m sad for you Alex. You think you’re immune to the traps your own mind has set for you. That’s the NATURE OF THE MIND, Alex. IT PROJECTS, it doesn’t SEE. Seriously, how are you missing this????? We can’t perceieve what has no reference point inside our own minds. We contain what we are “seeing.” That’s the whole basis of ACIM. Your wife is committed to specialness, her there’s little hope for. I don’t have “special” knowledge. I’m imperfect — no more and no less than another. I try to follow a TEACHING I believe in. I TRUST the teaching more than I trust my ego. Oh, and I mistakenly wrote “unfriend.” I meant unfollow.” My response, “All of this is coming from a Being who has refused to read anything Continue Reading