Day: June 17, 2021

Hello world. The following was written 6/17/2017. The following is a post from a year ago talking about the nightmare my Husband and I were dealing with in our lives when a family member decided to negate a written contract we had with them as if it did not exist. The turmoil it created within us both and how we tend to ignore and push things away when we feel another needs our strength. “I am looking at some things that I am and have been experiencing of late in a very deep way. I am looking within at my thoughts and feelings and some judgments I seem to be holding as well. My Husband and I just got home about an hour ago from looking at a couple of RV/Motor Homes. On our way home we started talking about the situation with his aunt and this house we were supposed to be buying from her. I found myself verbalizing how I was feeling about her and the situation she created with her greed and avarice. Until I opened my mouth and spoke I did not realize how much it had been eating at me within. These underlining thoughts and Continue Reading

Hello world. The following was written 5/17/2015. Projection makes perception. If you are thinking with your Ego then you are thinking in lies. If you are thinking with the Holy Spirit as your Guide you are thinking in Truth. Truth is truth. It cannot be changed, only denied. Our circumstances do not matter. It is our state of being that matters here. Every experience is for our benefit whether we understand it in the moment we are experiencing it or not. Even the most painful and traumatic of situations have lessons we are to learn within them about ourselves. I was diagnosed with Endometriosis, Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome and many other illnesses and diseases. I had severe bronchial asthma, severe allergies to my environment, foods and medications. I was having migraines every day and was in mental and emotional turmoil over my life experiences. All with no understandings as to why. I have been through abusive relationships that were physical, mental, and emotional in my adult life as well as my growing years. Most before I met my Husband, Alex Reyenga. At that point in my life I was tired of being lied to, used and cheated on. My Girl Continue Reading

Hello world. The following was written 6/17/2014. I had a dream that had me waking up five or six times in the night for 10–15 minutes only to fall right back into it when sleep over came me again. It was powerful and intense. In it I was not myself. I was in another body walking down a street when I stop and look up looking into a mans eyes. I was looking at my Husband, but it wasn’t his body. Then I realize I am not in my own body. We recognized each other instantly. We both wondered what was going on and how we got there. There was a lot of things happening around us yet nothing was familiar. We had stopped in front of what looked to be a coffee shop. We both hear a grating cackling laugh, and turn to look across the street at a woman surrounded by men giving them orders to find the couple before anyone else does. Hearing this we both walk quickly to the coffee shop and enter finding a booth to sit in. As we sat there we looked around at the other patrons not recognizing what it was they Continue Reading

Hello world. The following was written 6/17/2014. I come to you on bended knee. I give to you my soul to keep. I bow my head, begin to pray. Fill my heart with love this day. For I am as you created me. Innocent and pure. Beautiful and whole. I am one with Thee. The illusions weak and cannot stay in place. No need for fear, guilt, or shame just grace. I am one with all I see. All I see is one with me. For I am as you created me. Innocent and pure. Beautiful and whole. I am one with Thee. Peace now, is all I seek. Ego wants, I no longer need. Pride, greed and righteousness. I no longer want that mess. For I am as you created me. Innocent and pure. Beautiful and whole. I am one with Thee. Sabrina Reyenga Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.