Hello world. The following was written 11/21/2016.
I sit here contemplating what would happen if every Human Being were to stop whatever they are doing, turn and hug the person nearest them for ten full minutes in silence. How many would turn and pick up the weapons they just put down to harm each other? How many would be willing to harm the one they just sheltered in their arms with love and care?
Thoughts race through my mind. Considering possibilities for healing myself and through the healing of myself, helping my brothers heal, thereby healing the world. I ask, what is needed for my brothers to see, what it is I am seeing? What is needed for my brothers to understand, what I am understanding?
My Guides state, “All of Humanity are of ONE RACE, ONE SPECIES. You are Human Beings. There is no difference between any of you on this physical level. All of you bleed red blood. All of you eat, drink, piss and shit. All of you need food, water, and shelter to survive.
The only differences you have between you is how you choose to experience or perceive your world. Each of you experience your world in your own way. The ways you choose to perceive can be varied. It is what gives you your unique individuality of expression. Your Free Will permits you to choose for yourselves what resonates best within you. What feels best within your hearts.”
I watch and listen to the vitriol my brothers voice. The fear permeating everything they come in contact with. Their fears encapsulate them in a cancerous bubble, constantly eating at them from within. Their pain and suffering becomes plain to see. They do all the things I used to do, when I believed the things taught to me.
Everything I was taught to think and believe, were judgments I accepted and chose to believe. I sit and watch what my brothers do. I recognize everything, because I have done them too. Like them, I was taught all the things they were taught, to think and believe. The difference, is I have chosen differently. I looked within at what I did and do. I began to see the lies, I would choose. To gain acceptance or simply fit in. I would choose to judge myself and others, on demand.
I let go all the things I was taught, to think and believe. I let go those things I believed, define me. All the judgments my family taught me. The judgments my peers and society laid upon me. I let them go, when I began to see. Each of those judgments are what has been killing me.
I share where I have been and where I am at. I share my Truth and not some act. This has not been fun and games for me. The letting go of what I believed. It has been confusing, depressing and painful. At times I have felt I could not go on and death seemed like a possible answer.
From where I am on this journey, I can say every moment has been worth it. The place I am within, is truly peaceful. I found I am little affected these days by the chaos happening around me. I am truly at peace within and without.
I sit here contemplating what would happen if my brothers were to do, as I have done. Go within and chose to look at what they are choosing to believe defines them and this world. The things they have chosen to place their faith and trust into as Truth. I wonder if they would begin to see how everyone around them were thinking, acting, believing and following blindly what others say. Never looking inward and questioning the things being said and done. Accepting the judgments and victim hood of the moment instead.
I once did these things. The treadmill of victimization and hypocrisy. Going along with the masses instead of choosing what resonated within me. All it got me was pain and disease. A slow painful death manifested by my beliefs. I wonder when my brothers will begin to see, their pain and suffering is their own doing. Their choices to believe.
In standing in my Light of Truth and sharing authentically, I no longer have anyone or anything to fear. With nothing hidden, nothing can be used as a weapon. For no one and nothing can harm me in any way. I have looked at my choices to believe. I have changed my mind and chosen differently this time. No longer will I follow another or blindly believe all the crap said to me. I learned this lesson hard and well. To follow another leads only to Hell. To blindly accept what another says as being true, is to ask to be led astray.
I sit here contemplating a different world and way of being. Of accepting, allowing and loving, being the normal interaction between my brothers and I. My Guides tell me to wait. It is coming faster than I know. The tides have changed and people grow.
When will my brothers understand their choice to believe, is the key which will free them?
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.