Hello world. The following was written 09/13/2014.
I am sharing where I was on my own journey, healing the trials, traumas and tribulations of my own life experiences. I found myself looking at and expressing the perspectives I was seeing the world around me from and my own personal experiences.
“I have been on a spiritual journey for over two years now. None of it seems to matter or mean a damn thing. I am still reacting to the abuses I am seeing being perpetrated around me. My Soul is crying out in agony, no one is trying to stop them.
Most spiritual paths call for turning the other cheek and forgiving. That, is all fine and dandy when it isn’t you getting the shit beat out of you. That, is fine if it isn’t you getting raped. It’s okay if it isn’t your baby being molested by Uncle Billy Bob. Your mentality is this, “As long as it isn’t in my back yard, I don’t care. It isn’t my business.” Well guess what? It is now in your homes. It is now in your schools. It is now in your living rooms. Welcome to hard reality.
Who am I to say these things? What do I know about this shit? I can speak about all of this, because I have had all these things happen to me. I have been raped and molested and beaten. I have had a knife held to my dogs throat and warned not to say anything or else, as a child. What did I do to deserve all this? Nothing! I was 9 years old. What did I get from the Adults around me? “You asked for it.” “You brought it on yourself.” “You are bad.” “You don’t belong here, you’re dirty.” “You deserve this!”
Reality is opening your eyes to the Truth which is staring you in the face. Reality is stepping up and stopping those who think they can hurt anyone they want. Put your phones down and pick up something to defend yourselves with. Because when they get done with the guy on the ground, you are next.
Just because I have been on a spiritual journey, doesn’t mean I am not right here in this reality. You can keep telling me this is all an illusion until YOU are blue in the face. Keep saying it, as they beat your head in. I am sure you won’t be able to feel any of it since none of this is real to you. Unfortunately, I am not to this point yet, so I still feel it when I get hit.”
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.