Hello world. The following was written 6/9/2015.
On the way out the door the other day Alex noticed something very interesting. It was the numbers on our home. Our street number is 226. The last few weeks Alex was looking at life path numbers. Alex’s life path number is 6. My life path number is 22. Hahaha, the Universe is way to funny.
The last few days have been rough. A lot of triggers have been brought forward into the Light to be looked at. Connections are being made and traumas cleared or worked on. Understanding of misconceptions of experiences had. Understandings when we do not stand True to ourselves and stand in Holy Spirit’s Truth and Light we place ourselves in Hell always. The judgments we make and the ones we believe and enact on ourselves create our version of Hell.
When I listen to my brothers advice and judgments then believe them to be Truth, I deny God. I deny myself, when I judge my brother. When I give advice to my brother, I deny God and I deny my brother knows God. I place myself above and before God when I do these things. None of these things are my function or purpose.
My only function is to share my experiences and the lessons I have learned. To hear my brothers share where they are and what they are going through or have been through. To witness the Truth of the lessons they have learned. The miracle of healing they are now sharing with me. To accept them exactly as they are without judgment.
My purpose is to heal and be healed with my brothers through love. To be an example and testify to Holy Spirit’s Truth in my life. I am not here to judge. I am here to accept and be accepted exactly as I AM and exactly as you are. We are, each of us perfect. We are exactly when, where, and how we are to be. Everything is perfect if we accept and allow. All is for our benefit. We are loved.
It took me quite a while to develop a voice. And now that I have it, I am not going to be silent! I recognize walking away from those who do not accept me as I am and would not allow me to express myself as I would choose is the only option. I do not have to stand there taking a beating for their choices to believe. I am allowed to walk away and love them from a distance. In walking away from them I am loving ME and respecting ME and my choices to be as I choose to be.
In the moments of “Father why hast thou forsaken me?”, I had to let go of everything I believed define me as a human being. I had to let go of all my judgments and beliefs I was something I was not. I was not my body. I was not a housewife, mother, business woman, cripple, or a burden. I was none of the things I was judged to be. Nor was I any of the things I believed myself to be. I had to learn to let it all go.
There comes a point when one starts to recognize the Universe has always supported them in everything they have done and do. It will always give them exactly what they need when they need it. Not more and not less. It does not give them whatever they want when they want it. This would not be to their benefit. When one is given whatever they want when they want it, they do not strive to improve themselves or anyone else. In many cases they begin a self destruct which impacts not only them but any close to them. So the Universe in it’s wisdom knows what someone needs and fulfills those needs.
Each and every one of us are perfect just as God created us. We are created in His image with all of His gifts. Even the Free Will to pick and choose what it is we shall experience here. Each of us are equals. Not only to each other as a species, but, to every other species as well. There is no difference between us. We, each of us experience the expressions of love, hurt, pain, and sorrow. Even plants have shown responses to the environments they are in. What divides or separates us are our judgments and beliefs there is a difference between us.
Every one of those differences are a belief being held within our minds which was taught to us by someone else. It was a choice we made to believe. We can also change our minds about how we are choosing to think and believe here. We do not have to continue holding those beliefs which were handed to us. We are allowed to choose again and choose differently this time. We were never required to accept any of those things being handed to us. We only thought we were required to because this IS what those teaching us taught us to believe.
They also taught us to believe we are victims and SOMEONE will ALWAYS have AUTHORITY over us and what it is we are choosing for us. We were taught to believe in lies just as they had been taught to do. They never stopped to question and ask if this is what resonates as Truth for them. They chose instead to blindly accept, follow and believe whatever was being dictated to them. Those who did or do question were immediately judged as insane and needing to be reconditioned to comply with the dictates of those who believe they are the authority.
You were never required to accept, believe, or conform to the dictates of those around you. No one has authority over you and the choices you are making to be and believe here. You only THINK they do. It is an illusion you have accepted as being real and true so enact it upon yourself every moment of your existence. All because you never stopped to question this belief another is the authority over you.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.