Hello world. The following was written 10/14/2015.
As I sit here waiting on my phone to ring, I contemplate the messages I am hearing from within. Messages of, vigilance is needed to continue moving forward on my journey. Vigilance of what?, I ask myself. The answer I am receiving is, as I examine my thoughts, feelings and experiences with Holy Spirit, I am being shown what my misconceptions may be and what the corrections to them are. I am to be vigilant in looking at and observing everything I am perceiving and experiencing with my reactions before, during and after them. When correction is given, I am then to incorporate it into my life. I then ask, how do I do this?
What I am shown is, in everything we have a choice. We can accept it as it is or we can judge it, therefore denying it is the Truth. Many times I have found myself denying the Truth, in favor of what those around me have stipulated as being Truth. I accepted their opinions and judgments of whatever was, as if they knew more than God. I believed, God must have made some mistake. Why else would “horrid” things happen, to good people? This, is exactly what Holy Spirit is talking about. In asking this question, I judged something as being wrong. I judged the situation. I, I, I! I accept responsibility for my thoughts. I am responsible for what I choose to place my faith and belief into.
In any given moment, I make all choices and decisions on what it is I will say, do and experience, no matter the circumstances happening around me. Many say the key is forgiveness. What I am finding for myself is, yes forgiveness is the key. For in believing I need to forgive something, I am in Truth judging things as being other than they are. What I am learning is there is nothing to ever forgive. Everything which has happened or is happening, will always be for my benefit. If I believe otherwise, I am having a grave misconception I will then have to heal and ask for the correction of. To think anything has gone wrong in any way creates my own internal hell of conflict and adversity, which eats away at me from the very depths of my Being.
Everything I experience, is for my benefit. I would not be who I AM with the compassion and ability to understand what my brothers go through so connect with my brothers heart to heart and mind to mind, if I had not experienced everything I have been through. For most of my life I judged myself, others and the situations I was in, as being these horrible things which were destroying me. The only thing destroying me, was my own need to judge or seek out the judgments of others. My need to be the victim, of the world I perceived around me. As I let go my judgments and cease seeking out the judgments of others, I find myself at peace within.
I am now starting to accept and allow everything to be as it is without judging it. To see how everything happening, is for my benefit and the benefit of my brothers. Even those things I have judged as horrific in the past, are being seen as perfect in their way. I have had and will always have a choice, in how I choose to perceive. I am actively choosing to see it as perfect. Just as it has always been.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.