Hello world. The following was written 5/7/2018.
My brothers, can you share where you are at and have been on your journey? Can you share openly, honestly and authentically holding nothing back without fear of being judged for what you are choosing to think and believe an experience to be? Can you share how those experiences have been of benefit to you? Can you explain how your perceptions of those experiences have changed and how you no longer see them as the traumas you once did? Can you share in these ways your own experiences and the lessons you have learned from them and the understandings of why you had chosen to believe those things you had as you did and why it is you now are able to see it all differently?
When will you stop judging the messenger and instead contemplate what the message being shared with you? Just because you have not experienced something for yourself does not mean it is not possible or it does not exist. When will you stop flapping your wings to get attention and settle your asses down to considering this bullshit you keep regurgitating you read in a book or some other person has said to you?
So far, what I have witnessed my brothers do is quote books, scriptures or someone else’s choices to believe and perceive. They do not share their own personal experiences and the lessons they have learned. Their response is usually a wall they build of text to separate them from their brothers. All in a belief they are above their brothers on the ladder to Spirituality. Holy Spirit is stating they judge the messenger and the message so do not listen to hear what is being shared. They listen to respond instead.
Seriously consider sitting down and shutting up while lacing your fingers together and placing them over your mouth to keep yourself from responding with your ego as you always seem to do. Until you are able to look at your own personal life experiences and see them for the blessings they are and have been, YOU HAVE NOTHING TO TEACH ANYONE! You are still trapped in your bliss ninny egoistic mentality of whoa is me I am a victim of this world I perceive.
Something to consider here, we must be able to meet our brothers where they are at on their journeys with the language they can understand. We are to listen to hear where they are at so we may better understand what it is we are being asked to share with them in those moments to help them see what is being experienced in a different Light and context so healing may be achieved.
It is in the open, honest authentic sharing of our own experiences on our journeys with those lessons we have learned from them which give an example as to how it can be seen in a different Light. It is when we willingly share in this way we are able to extend the healing we receive with our brothers so they may heal to. We are not telling them they are doing anything wrong. We are simply sharing a point of perspective which was not seen by them.
My brothers it is not until we are able to view our own personal experiences and the lessons learned from them as the gifts they are we may extend the healing we received to our brothers. In all things we must be willing to turn within to Holy Spirit and seek the healing of ourselves before we are able to help anyone else. Until we have healed, all we extend are the egoistic beliefs we have been taught to perceive everything to be. Until we choose to heal ourselves we are not able to help anyone else. All we do when we share our egoistic beliefs is propagate our own misery and compound theirs.
Nothing has gone wrong here. Everything is as it needs to be. It is not until something is brought out into the open to be looked at and questioned it may be seen for what it is and let go of. Understand, all of this is for HUMANITIES BENEFIT. It has clarified the purpose and meanings as well as the processes one must willingly go through to heal themselves.
As a Psychic Intuitive Empath, I experience things in a myriad of ways my brothers do not. One of the things I experience when interacting with my brothers is the smell of sulfur when they are speaking from their egos. I experience a form of synesthesia which allows me to experience my reality on multiple levels of my Being at the same time. I am also given a visual with it which shows a thick black sludge pouring off of them, they then begin to scoop up and smear all over themselves. Similar to what an animal will do when it finds something particularly stinky, they roll in it to cover themselves in the stench or to them it is a perfume.
My brother asks, “What do you do, when that happens?”
My response, “When my dog does this I give him a bath. Same with my cats. Yet, when my brothers are doing it I find myself gagging at the stench. It is in these moments I am usually guided to point out what it is they are doing in those moments with examples of how to reverse it.
I share with them what it is being witnessed or observed. I explain what it is they are doing with context in examples of my own real life experiences where Holy Spirit stepped in and SHOWED me in visions and dialogues what it was I had been doing so I am able to observe it when my brothers are doing it too. It is how I am able to recognize they are no different then I am and do all the things I once did.
We are equals in every way. They are the ones who are not able to see it in those moments and not I, for I am looking with Holy Spirit as my EYES. What I am stating is The Holy Spirit sees the Truth of the choices we have made to believe and judge. The Holy Spirit sees how our choices to believe cause our fear. What The Holy Spirit SEES is what is being observed and shared. What The Holy Spirit KNOWS is the TRUTH, is laid before my brothers for them to decide if they want to accept it or not.
What The Holy Spirit then shares is how they may heal what was perceived so as to not repeat the patterns they were and so heal completely on all levels. I am a Conduit, a Psychic Intuitive Empath and Clear Open Trans Channel. The Holy Spirit steps in and takes over and uses me as a tool to communicate with my brothers. This is who I AM and what I do as a Clear Open Trans Channel. I am always Channeling The Holy Spirit. When I state I am a Clear Open Trans Channel it is because I have removed all of the filters which have been taught to me. I have reconnected with The Holy Spirit fully and follow His Guidance and only His Guidance now.
Understand, until you are able to SEE your experiences for the blessings they are, YOU HAVE NOTHING TO TEACH ANYONE! It is not until you are able to look at those experiences and understand what their purpose was and how they have been of benefit to you, True healing occurs. It is the acceptance of what is which allows you to release all you thought it to be.
What I have found is it matters not if the one I am speaking with accepts what it is I have shared.”
My brother asks, “ So, what good does it do?”
My response, “Many times it is not them in those moments my words are helping but another who is on the side lines watching the dialogue and taking in what is being shared. Many times the one I have shared with does not reach understanding until a later time at which point they come to me to share how my words came back to them when the time was right for their own healing.
What it equates to is cognitive dissonance. What is being shared triggers their ego to respond with a shutting down of all lines of communication. They are in denial in those moments and are in judgment of the messenger and the message, so are not able to hear it. This also happens when one is in judgment of the messenger. Their judgments block the messages the messenger would bring. I share as I am bidden to without attachment to the outcome. I understand it will reach those whom it needs to when it needs to.”
Understand, as with the law of attraction theory, what you put out is what you get back, so this is no different. For every time you judge your brother, you are asking to be judged. Every time you try to control your brother, you ask someone to come and control you. It is a mirroring effect which occurs. The Universe reflects back at you that which you are choosing to believe, say and do.
There seems to be a crossing of perspectives, my brothers. When you and your brothers are not seeing things in the same way you are at a cross roads in perspectives. You haven’t done anything wrong. They have not done anything wrong. The way you are choosing to perceive, is YOUR choice. The understanding which comes in is what you have chosen as the label for your perspective, actually has a different meaning than that which you have given it compared to your brothers. The words being used are what catches you. For what you define a word to be, they may define it differently. How they perceive and you perceive are different.
Something else to consider here are the attachments you are holding onto. These attachments are beliefs what another is saying to you must be true so you must accept it as your own and your brothers must accept and believe as you are choosing to. This is not true. You are allowed to hold a different perspective and viewpoint than your brothers do. You are allowed to experience, perceive and even EXPRESS yourself as you so choose. No one gets a say in what it is you are choosing to do. No one has authority over you. You are a Sovereign Being with Free Will to be Self Governing so Self Reliant. You do not need anyone’s permission to think, believe, perceive, express or be as you so choose to be. If someone has an issue with how you are choosing to be, well it is THEIR ISSUE and not yours.
Understand, how your brother is choosing to perceive and be has nothing to do with you. It is their choice and decision and you do not get a say in it. It is their choice. They are allowed to think and be as they choose. They are not required to choose or believe as you are choosing to. What they choose to believe and how they choose to express themselves is their choice and YOU DO NOT get a say in it. You are NOT REQUIRED to accept what they are choosing and they are not required to accept what you are choosing. Nothing is required of you other than to be willing to listen to hear where they are at on their journey.
Even in those moments you recognize they may be holding a misconception, you do not get to judge them their choices. All you may do is lay Your understanding before them as an example of a different perspective with which to see the situation from. They are not required to accept or believe it. They get to choose, just as you do.
I have had experiences on my journey with having to learn discernment of who was there to heal and there to cause harm in a manner of speaking with their egoistic judgmental commentaries of what a brother should or should not be thinking, saying and doing according to the limitations they have placed upon themselves to be and believe. It is learning to walk away from those who no longer resonate with you and where you are at or going on your journey. It matters not if it is long time friends, new friends, strangers or even your own family members. You are allowed to choose differently than they are choosing. You are not required to stay with them accepting the abuses they dole out to you because you do not believe as they do. You do not have to stay in front of them allowing them to beat on you to continue to love them. Walk away and recognize you are still able to love them completely and fully from a distance and still allow them to be as they are choosing to be.
I have had to completely disconnect from my family when they refused to accept me as I AM and my choice in life partner. They placed conditions on their love and acceptance of me. I was to conform, comply and adhere to whatever judgments and labels they would hand me without response. I was to come over to their home and stay the entire day and visit them as often as they wanted which was almost every day. Problem is they did not want me to bring my Husband and stated he was not welcome in their home. My Husband is part of me and who I AM. If they do not accept him, they are not accepting me. I chose to cut my ties with them. They are my past and HE, HE IS my future. HE IS MY CHOICE of FAMILY for me.
Understanding comes on ones journey of the things they where taught to do and the things they now choose to do. The understanding of how things they once accepted are no longer acceptable. The understanding of how what was once believed is no longer believed. What was once perceived is now seen in an entirely different Light of perspective.
On ones journey they learn to allow and accept everyone to be as they choose to be. They do this to be an example of what it is they would choose for themselves. For in all things they too would ask to be allowed to be as they choose to be and accepted as they are. They would ask to be accepted without judgment. The only way to get this is to give it. The more you allow and accept your brothers as they are, they more they will accept you as you are. The mirror effect or Universal Reflection is at play again.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.