Hello World. The following was written 09/17/2014.
I was contemplating how I was taught to plan ahead and prepare for possible disasters which could befall me. Things such as having enough money to survive for months, if an emergency happened. To constantly look to some far off possible event as a possible outcome and fear it.
I am talking about manifestation. How we create scenarios in our minds of possible problems to come, then try to put things in place in case there is a fallout of some kind. We look for possible problems in our lives and create what we think a solution might be.
Houston we have a problem! By thinking about all these negative possibilities we are trying to tell God and The Holy Spirit we know better. We create a solution to a problem which does not exist. It isn’t until we think up this problem and it’s solution, the problem actual becomes real and manifests itself in our reality and lives.
Until I think it up, it does not exist for me. So, my question is this. Why would I want to manifest problems and issues in my life? Why do I think I know what is better or right? The honest answer is, I don’t know a fucking thing. I was told my head was attached to my shoulders and neck. How do I even know I have this body, this head, this mind, this life? I really don’t know anything. Everything I know was taught to me by someone else, just as everything was taught to them. It was someone else’s thoughts, opinions, judgments and fears all of us are taught as children.
So, why would I be willing to sit here and think of anything and everything which can go wrong in my life? Then make a contingency plan for every occasion I can think of. Seriously, by thinking of and focusing on all this negative bullshit, all I am doing is giving it the energy it needs to become manifest in my life. I am giving it the energy it needs to become a real and tangible thing in my life. In doing this I am creating the path to my own destruction. I am literally destroying any peace I may want or be trying to obtain.
Just something I have been contemplating. It may be twisted, yet it feels like Truth.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.