Hello world. The following was written 2/18/2019.
For the last couple of days a dialogue has been transpiring with my brothers in a group that holds the opening title of OPEN MINDS. Problem is this so called open mind public group is not really as open as those in charge would have you believe.
The following are the comments made by the owner and admin of that group when the continuous dialogue happening between our brothers did not fall in line with what he is choosing to believe. After stating the following he then closed down that discussion and removed all access to ALL of the subsequent dialogues that had occurred from being read or seen by anyone else in the group again. Talk about a closed mind.
Problem is this admin forgets who I am and what it is I do for a living. I am in the tech industry for a reason. The dialogues are not gone. I have access to them all.
The admin states, “lets stop this thread here. if you wish to continue. take a private message room FB provides. or start a new thead. Thank You “
My response, “ Wow, you would cut off the opening of a door that your brothers are using for healing? What makes you believe you know what is best for others brother?
Also, why keep hidden what is for the healing of all? By taking this dialogue to a private discussion any and all value is hidden from all who would witness what is being shared here.
Something to consider here brother is that ALL DIALOGUE even vitriolic dialogue is of benefit and has a purpose for being. It brings to the surface that which has been hidden into the Light for healing. To shut down such a dialogue is to close the door on that Light and stop the healing that your brother is seeking from happening.”
The admin states, “it has nothing to do with the topic.
It has to do with giving MEMBERS WHO WANT TO POST.
A CHANCE TO HAVE THEIR POST SEEN..
SO STOP THIS THREAD… THANK YOU”
Alex responds, “LOL, in other words, you don’t want this post on the top of the list anymore, LOL hahaha rotfl.”
My response, “ Unbelievable. I get it. Only the chosen few may speak and be heard here as long as they tow the line and lie as they are bidden too. Your title for the group is misleading brother. You may want to consider changing it to CLOSED MINDS instead.”
The dialogue our brother tried to erase from existence is the following.
Brother one states, “Well, if our brother and ten of his little herd members don’t show up here to call me a sinner and all have a big laugh at how superior they are I will consider changing my perspective.”
Alex states, “I find myself wondering about this idea of changing someone else’s perspective or mind. People can change their own mind and they can do this by seeking for the corrections to their thoughts or feelings that hurt. What are your thoughts on this Sabrina Reyenga?”
My response, “Hello brother. What is it you would shift your perspective of? Would you be willing to share what it is that is standing out for you in your life that you would shift your perspective of? If you can share where you are at with me, I can then better understand what it is you are needing and share an aspect of perspective from.”
Brother one responds, “Sabrina Reyenga You have fabricated a fundamentalist religion from the text of A Course in Miracles or you allowed someone else to explain the contents of the text to you. That is my perspective.”
My response, “First off brother I HAVE NOT done anything. You have just judged me and assumed I have done something that I have not. Secondly I DO NOT and I WILL NOT ever follow anything I read in a book or that someone else tells me. All that ever got me was a date with death, two forms of cancer and other diseases’ and having to reincarnate into this shell of mine.
I asked you questions based off of your diatribes at our brothers to prove something to you. Honey no one can ever prove a fucking thing to you. Get off your high horse and soap box. Get your head out your ass and maybe you can learn something.
You are standing in judgment of that which YOU are NOT able to comprehend. You cannot comprehend what it is you are hearing your brothers state nor what they write. All you are capable of hearing is your own EGOISTIC VOICE.
Now want to try this again by answering my fucking questions or do you want to get bitch slapped like the pussy and bitch you are acting like? What you put out IS what you will get back brother. If you cannot take it stop dishing it out.
By the way, ACIM IS NOT and was NEVER MEANT to be a religion. It is a Self Study course based in Psychology that redirects ones thought processes to look at and question all they have been taught, trained and indoctrinated into believing and perceiving their reality and themselves as being.
IF all you are witnessing is RELIGION then that is on YOU and what you are CHOOSING to believe and so perceive. What that states is that YOU are choosing to try and blindly follow and believe and it is causing YOU cognitive dissonance.”
Brother one responds, “Goodness. Looks like I hit a soft spot.”
My response, “Not at all. As I stated, “What you put out IS what you will get back.” May I suggest you go back and reread your own commentary on this thread brother to see and witness what it is that YOU yourself have been handing out so you may finally understand what it is that was being handed back to you?”
Brother one responds, “This will be a much better example if you go round up eight or ten of your herd members. I really like the lady that stares at infants and then makes up stories about what it means.”
My response, “Wow, you really are stuck in a judgmental egoistic herd mentality aren’t you? I am not what you think I am brother. I do not have followers nor students. I AM a Master Teacher brother. What I teach and what my brothers are choosing to teach are completely separate and different things. If you are capable of reading and comprehending at all, may I suggest you go look at some of the things I share on my own personal pages. I share freely that which is given me by Holy Spirit. I do not hold my hand out saying to my brother pay me if you want me to help you. I leave that bullshit ideology for religion and the closed minded frauds.”
Brother one responds, “That’s fine Sabrina. I can surrender to that. And no,I walk alone in the dark, because that is where the light is needed most. I am a Mystic. My question is; What motivated you to come on here in response to the question: Can you point to some evidence that nothing exists and nothing ever happened. I can grasp the concept. But it seems more likely to me that the word illusion has been transcribed over the phrase “Illusory state”, that this is not our natural form of existence. By my own experience, rocks are hard, water is wet, and cancer really sucks. (I do not have cancer.) And if nothing ever happened and nothing exists, why are you here? Why aren’t you sitting in your comfy chair waiting to rejoin the eternal choir?”
My response, “Holy Spirit is that which motivates me brother. I go where Holy Spirit guides me and I respond to that which Holy Spirit would have me respond to in the way that HOLY SPIRIT would state for that would be the way my brothers are best able to take in and comprehend that which is being shared with them. Holy Spirit uses the language that my brother will comprehend best.
As for sharing an experience, I have many of which I can and do share the experiential aspects of my journey with the lessons learned through them. I share how each rape, molestation, exorcism, beating, mental and emotional abuse has been of benefit to me in understanding who I AM and am meant to be above and beyond that which I was taught to believe and perceive myself to be.
Your question of, “Can you point to some evidence that nothing exists and nothing ever happened.”, is a loaded question brother. You are putting forward a judgmental belief as the gauge with which you are requiring some response to validate your own thoughts and beliefs with. That is NOT how this works and you are holding a misconception about your very existence.
Brother, YOU EXIST and you always will. Your form may change, yet who you are within it will always remain the same. Your experiences are just that, EXPERIENCES. How you are choosing to judge so perceive them is unique to you and your own perspective beliefs that you have chosen as being real and true for you.
The following is from a channeled being called Bashar. The message he shares has been shared by many other channeled beings and happens to be what my own Guides and Holy Spirit have taught me on my own journey prior to my ever hearing of ACIM.
By the way, YOU are NEVER ALONE. Holy Spirit and your Guides given you by the Creator are always with you. It is your own choices to pick and choose so believe that have you perceiving yourself as being alone and in the dark on your journey.”
Brother one responds, “Sabrina. My spirit guides tell me that my lessons are complete. But thank you for sharing.”
My response, “Brother if your lessons were complete you would not be here now stating what you state and questioning as you do.”
Brother one responds, “You will have to take that up with them. I am following my instructions. Also, it is part of my ongoing education to monitor what my brothers and sisters are up to.”
My response, “Brother you have been taught poorly by your chosen teachers if your commentary and questions are anything to go by. Seems as if you are following the directions of your Egoistic mind and not that of Holy Spirit. Methinks you may be espousing no more than an enlightened egoistic thought system that has taken Truth and twisted into an illusionary image that you project out before you as being real and true for you.
Why do you believe as you do? If everything you think you know and believe in has been taught to you, how do you know it is the Truth? Have you ever stopped to question what you believe? Have you ever stopped to question that which you read in a book or is told to you by your chosen authority figures? Every choice you make to blindly believe and follow another is on you and a choice you will have to look at and heal yourself from.
Have you stopped and questions these things your chosen guides tell you or do you blindly accept it as Truth? In ALL things I ask questions of Holy Spirit and my Guides as to what it is I am experiencing and what it is They are showing me and would have me learn. I ask how all is of benefit to me and through me all of Humanity. In asking for clarity and understanding I am shown how to reverse the training I was put through.”
Brother two states, “”It just seems really hard to believe someone could immerse themselves in the course and the only thing they come away with is that nothing is real and nothing ever happened. That’s the shallow end of the pool to me”
One who has immersed themselves in the course and has come away with anything other than Nothing, is not done with ‘the Course’. For to come away with Nothing is to come away with Everything.
Sabrina Reyenga “if your lessons were complete you would not be here now stating what you state and questioning as you do….”
He’s not really doing that — it’s in ‘your’ mind.”
My response, “Reread his commentary on this thread brother if you believe that to be true. He has been asking for his brothers to PROVE something to him.”
Brother two responds, “Sabrina Reyenga I’ve given up regurgitating the past — bliss is NOW — embrace if!”
My response, “Welcome to denial and the pain and suffering that comes with it.”
Brother two responds, “I will not be coerced into believing there is a sick brother — OUT THERE. Thanks anyway.”
My response, “You perceive what you want to believe brother. You project what you believe in before you.”
Brother two responds, “Thanks for the invitation to fear and doubt, but I’ll catch the next train if it’s all the same to you. Sabrina Reyenga I know you are but what am I? Nannie nannie ha ha and rooty toot toot!”
My response, “As I said you project out before you what it is you are choosing to believe in brother. You deny your experiences and so deny your existence and your brothers existence in this reality that is co-created by Humanity.”
Brother two responds, “At least I’ve got you laughing — might be sinister sarcastic laughter, but there’s no one to know one way or the other really — so ‘i’ll’ pretend you are a ‘good humored person’ for now anyway.”
My response, “Reverting to your childhood antics will not help you on your journey. All it does is prolong the journey and the pain and suffering you incur while on it.”
Brother two responds, “No one is denying anything — trying to deny things is just a recipe for suffering. The voice of duality brings out the childishness in the ageless One.”
My response, “As I have asked our brothers I will also ask you. Why do you believe as you do? If everything you think you know and believe in has been taught to you, how do you know it is the Truth? Have you ever stopped to question what you believe? Have you ever stopped to question that which you read in a book or is told to you by your chosen authority figures? Every choice you make to blindly believe and follow another is on you and a choice you will have to look at and heal yourself from. Have you stopped and questions these things your chosen guides tell you or do you blindly accept it as Truth? Well?”
Brother two responds, “If you truly seek answers to all your questions — go within — ‘i’ cannot help you.”
My response, “THOSE WERE THE QUESTIONS HOLY SPIRIT ASKED OF ME AND WOULD HAVE ME ASK OF MY BROTHERS. Holy Spirit LITERALLY ASKED me directly those questions to which I had to TURN WITHIN and SEEK the ANSWERS within my own heart and mind.”
Brother two responds, “Alex is like: Oh no, it’s that chick again — I fear I will never convince her she’s a sinner. — — Sabrina be like: Hold my beer!”
My response, “Obviously you HAVE NOT and ARE NOT willing to do the work needed to TURN WITHIN to HOLY SPIRIT and only Holy Spirit for your healing.”
Brother two responds, “Tag teams are a blast. I feel like Neo with all those agent Smiths.”
My response, “You just made my point beautifully with your diatribe tagging Alex and and myself with your self directed judgmental statements of being a sinner.
Sin is a lie you were taught to believe in as being real. As is FORGIVENESS. ALL ARE LIES that have been taught to you that YOU have CHOSEN to accept and believe in as being real and true. Try taking responsibility for yourself and these choices you are making to judge, perceive and so believe as you are.”
Brother two responds, “”Points” can never proven as there is no one to have one. If YOU are seeing someone making judgments or denying things — forget about it — it’s hocus pocus! Live Laugh Love Sister!”
My response, “Deny, deny deny! YOU EXIST and you ALWAYS WILL! Your experiences ARE REAL! How you are choosing to JUDGE so PERCEIVE them is what IS NOT real here. Each perception you hold right now of those experiences are no more than judgments that have been handed to you and taught to you. Each one you have accepted and chosen to believe in as defining who you are and are supposed to be. You were put through a psychological indoctrination that you have been accepting blindly. YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS CHOICE TO BELIEVE. NO ONE MADE THESE CHOICES FOR YOU! ACCEPT IT! IT IS WHAT YOU HAVE CHOSEN FOR YOU!”
Brother two responds, “You couldn’t possibly know what i am perceiving — not matter how psychic you THINK you are. You are yelling at yourself — — just do it already and leave me out of it.”
Alex responds, “”Alex is like: Oh no, it’s that chick again — I fear I will never convince her she’s a sinner. — — Sabrina be like: Hold my beer!” Hahaha!”
My response, “Want to bet? Every word you use and phrase you state shows exactly what it is you are choosing to think and perceive brother. You are lying to yourself if you are choosing to believe otherwise.
Well brother one, was enough clarity of how one shifts their perspective of what is perceived shared here clearly for you? Were the questions Holy Spirit put forth direct enough and pointed enough to have you turning within and looking at what it is you are choosing here?”
Brother two responds, “ Rejoice! You are never healed alone. Sabrina: “He has been asking for his brothers to PROVE something to him.”
Maybe that ^ is not really him, but an outside picture of YOUR inner condition/belief that: I need proof from brothers that they don’t need brothers to prove something to them before I can accept that others don’t need to prove anything to me’.”
My response, “Brother, you are still experiencing level confusion with your denial denial denial…. LMFAO! OMG!”
Brother two responds, “You can not possibly know what any of us are experiencing! All the so called “levels” are all happening at the same time anyway so if you see language that mixes it up — CHILL — and flow with it. No one is being left in the lurch for real.”
The admin states, “lets stop this thread here.. if you wish to continue.. take a private message room FB provides.. or start a new thread. Thank You “
As I stated at the beginning of this article the admin chose this time to step in and close down the dialogue that was ACTIVELY occurring between their brothers. Sure does make one wonder why it is they do not want this dialogue to be seen too. To the CLOSED MINDS, What you put out IS what you will get back, you trap yourselves.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.