Hello world. The following was written 4/25/2018.
The energies of late have been very strange and emotionally charged. I have been having very intense emotionally distraught dreams filled with angst, anger and fear. Dreams filled with death, destruction, darkness and Beings trying to keep me from my Husband Alex through coercion’s, manipulations and the force of violence. In each one I am refusing to bow down to them. In each one I am refusing to run away and save myself. Each time I have fought to make my way back to my Husband no matter the chaos happening around me.
I have been waking up with the emotional energy from those dreams hanging onto me. As I look at them there is a recognition these realities are real that I am experiencing in these dreams. When I ask Holy Spirit I am told I am experiencing parallel realities in multiple dimensions within which I exist as a different aspect of my self and the co-creation of reality Humanity has built together.
I ask Holy Spirit about all the death and destruction in those worlds. I ask about the things I was witnessing and experiencing that were giving me such rage and fear to get away from those Beings and back to my love. I get an impression what I was witnessing were the merging of dimensions, timelines and realities. As things overlap I will begin taking in and releasing those energies not healed yet in those lives. As these energies speed up my different life aspects will be brought closer and closer together until there is only one of ME.
Funny, I am getting images of Jet Li’s movie “The One”, coming to mind. Holy Spirit is saying this is similar yet different. I will not be murdering myself. Which is what was happening in the movie. The main character had an evil twin who was jumping dimensions murdering himself in each one to gain their life force. Holy Spirit is stating the similarity ends at the jumping dimensions. We are not killing our other self. Holy Spirit is stating what is happening is the life force in the other reality will shift into the next reality closest to it in frequency so be absorbed by the aspect of self alive in this new reality who is working on similar issues. Each one helping to build on and heal the whole with their varied experiences.
There is a hell of a lot for me to look at with this experience and what it is I am being shown about it. Especially when the emotional energy is carrying over so strongly when I first wake up. I am working at integrating these emotions, energies and images which are constantly flying through my mind in remembrance of what was and has been experienced in another reality.
Looking at these things with Holy Spirit and asking questions has helped me to release the pain and suffering which was being experienced. It has helped me to understand better why I am waking up crying, shaking with fear and an impotent rage and crankiness I have no understanding of why or where it was coming from. This rabbit hole goes deep and is very dark and twisted at times. Thank God I have Holy Spirit to Shine His Light before me on this journey to healing I am doing.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.