Hello world. The following was written 10/13/2019.
My brothers, what you fail to understand or recognize, is NO ONE is required to think, say, do or believe as you are choosing to nor as you would dictate they do. The only one you can control is yourself. In this respect, your mind and choices are the only things you have the power and control to change. It does not matter what anyone else would choose for themselves. All that matters is what you will choose for you. Your choices effect you and only you in the end. For it will be your choices you must live with and heal from eventually. Step back and contemplate these perspectives I am placing before you, of what you are dealing with in regards psychological indoctrination.
I AM a Natural Mystic, Clear Open Trans Channel for Holy Spirit, and a Psychic Intuitive Empath. I was raised Catholic and left religion at age 14 after 14 years of molestations, exorcisms, rapes, canings, beatings, mental and emotional abuses. My family blindly believed the church when it deemed me as being evil and demon possessed. They used psychological indoctrination in myriad forms including torture to get me to conform and comply, so believe what they dictated I was, was to be and believe in.
I had court appointed psychologists tell me I was lying, wanted it, deserved it and should have stayed silent about all I had experienced when my landlord tried to rape me. They negated what I was sharing of my experiences. They tried to get me to say nothing happened. The tried to get me to say I was lying. They tried to get me to say I wanted to be manhandled and raped by a grown man.
What I went through were extremes in abuse. It is possible to heal on all levels of your Being and become a beacon of Light in the darkness, for those around us. Stand in your Light of Truth, becoming the Beacon of Light for those around you. It does not matter if they choose to accept what you share. It may not be them who counts in those moments, but those on the sidelines watching what transpires. Be willing to change your own mind and stance when presented a different Truth. Do not clutch what you believe to tightly or it may just end up suffocating you in the end.
All we may do is work on ourselves and change our own minds about what we are choosing to believe so perceive. No one can drag you kicking and screaming into the Light of Truth. You cannot drag your brothers kicking and screaming into the Light either. All you or anyone may do, is lay the Truth before them then walk away giving them the opportunity to pick it up and examine it for themselves or ignore it if they so choose. Each Being must be willing to seek the Truth for themselves. No one can do this work for them. They must be willing to do this for themselves and no one else. No one can prove anything to them, if they do not want to hear or see it.
When one is handed the Truth and choose to deny it, they are faced with cognitive dissonance mentally, emotionally and physically, as they react subconsciously to what has been shared and shown them. Many will find themselves angrily confrontational when faced with a Truth they would prefer to deny. Unfortunately, my brothers forget the number one principle laid out in most religions of forgive them for they know not what they do. It goes out the window when they are actively and willfully choosing to ignore or negate the Truth which has been shared with them. In those moments they have made a choice to continue harming themselves and their brothers knowingly. What they are choosing will harm their brother and themselves.
Change is difficult, no matter what it is we are trying to change. It becomes even more difficult, when it is ourselves we would change. When we choose to change ourselves, we receive negative responses and reactions from those around us. Our brothers would prefer we stay the same and be as they would have us be. In choosing to change ourselves and choose differently than they are, we now become an antagonist or thorn in their side.
It is their own judgmental beliefs which are causing them to experience blame, shame, guilt and fear, in those moments. They fear to be judged as they are judging you. They fear to question what they are believing in, because when they do they recognize how they did so blindly without question. They are terrified of taking responsibility for themselves and their choices to blindly believe.
What they fail to understand is once they take responsibility for those choices and themselves, they are able to change their minds and let go those beliefs freeing themselves from further manipulations in similar ways. They have to see it, before they can heal it. This means they have to willingly look at what it is they would believe of everyone and everything, including themselves. It is a choice each Being must willingly make for themselves. All you can do is be an example by Standing in your Light of Truth, without fear of persecution.
Remember you cannot change anyone’s mind but your own. Each of us must choose to look at what we have experienced, questioning what we believe of it on our own, by ourselves. No one can force this upon us. It HAS to be VOLUNTARY, due to Free Will.
This is why I research everything and no longer blindly accept whatever I am told, see on tv, hear or read in a book. I found everything I was taught to believe in where lies used to control and manipulate me subconsciously to someone else dictates and to do so willingly without question. I research, questioning the so called facts and look for documentation to support or refute those claims. I refuse to be a willing slave.
This is why I cannot blindly accept and believe ever again.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.