Hello world. The following was written 5/12/2022.
All traumas experienced are retained within ones physical body on a cellular level. They are what causes many of the illnesses and diseases one experiences such as cancer. For me my catalysts to the diseases I was experiencing were force feedings, molestations, rapes, exorcisms, canings, beatings, deaths and mental and emotional abuses where those I loved and my own mind and emotions were the tools used against me to gain my willing compliance through fear of retributions.
Everything is interconnected one to the other seamlessly. Our thoughts and beliefs are connected to our emotions which are connected to our bodies physical responses. When we can catch our thoughts we can see they are judgments taught to us. We can also see how our body is reacting to those thoughts with emotions and the tightening of muscles.
I have a gag reflex I learned at 9 months old after being force fed and kicked across a room into a brick fireplace killing me literally. This gag reflex kicks in anytime a brother tries to control, manipulate or judge me in any way. I have died and been resuscitated over 100 times on my journey. I experience forms of synesthesia which tell me exactly what another is thinking and believing. For their written and spoken words and emotions have attached to them different smells or scents most are not aware of. Jealousy, envy, anger, lies, lust all have smells attached of rot, decay, vomit and feces to name a few.
In 2004 I wrecked my motorcycle breaking my left ankle and arm, as well as impacting my neck vertebrae into my skull. This cause me to be bedridden for a long time. I had 6 doctors tell me during that time I had multiple cancers and other diseases, was dying and there was nothing they could do for me other than make me comfortable. They had me on 14 pills 4 times a day.
I found myself Talking to God and Holy Spirit about the situation. I heard a Voiceless Voice respond that day. I was guided to change my diet and switch to all organic natural holistic herbs, foods and other things I would take into my body or use on it. When I got those items I was to wean myself from the doctors medication.
I did as the Voiceless Voice of God and Holy Spirit told me to do. They also had me looking at childhood experiences which stayed with me haunting me. By the time I was done weaning myself from those doctors medications I had healed those childhood traumas and HEALED my body fully of all cancers and many of those other diseases.
My childhood traumas were the catalysts to my diseases, depressions and dis-eases. The pharmaceutical medications were inhibitors used to block my bodies systems from functioning properly and keep me disconnected from myself physically, mentally and emotionally. They were what kept me in hell.
Depression comes from self judgments. They eat at one from within and are learned. They can be UNLEARNED. Anxiety is born of judgments and beliefs based in fear. Fear of judgments, labels, persecution, ostracism, lack and so much more. These to are LEARNED and can be UNLEARNED. All of it was taught and taken in on a subconscious level of ones psyche unconsciously and unknowingly.
Those who taught these things had no knowing they were doing so. They repeated the patterns and beliefs taught to them, accepting them as Truth. Just as we all do. I had to ask Holy Spirit to show me what I was accepting blindly and why I did so. Once I could see it for what it was I could let it go. As I did this process of asking and accepting what Holy Spirit showed me, my depressions and anxieties left, as did those diseases.
Everything is connected one to the other. This inner work of looking at what we experience is how we can heal our body, mind and Soul at the same time. When we do, we find all we went through was for our benefit with lessons we needed to learn about ourselves. For we wouldn’t be who we are if we hadn’t had those experiences. We wouldn’t be able to connect heart to heart, mind to mind and Soul to Soul with our brothers in understanding that which they too are experiencing on their journeys.
Our depressions and anxieties are born of our judgments and beliefs. They are learned and can be unlearned when one chooses to look at what has been experienced and questions it with Holy Spirit. One has to ask Holy Spirit to show them the absolute Truth in order to receive healing. One has to ask Holy Spirit for the Truth then accept it. This is how I healed depression, anxiety and disease on my journey. I did it with Holy Spirit as my Guide.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.