Hello world. The following was written 4/16/2018.
On my journey I have found it is not until I am able to verbalize what it is I am experiencing that I am able to look at it and heal it. I have experienced my brothers judgments of me and that which I share. I have been told I should be ashamed and feel guilty for speaking my Truth of the things I have personally experienced. I have been told and shown again and again if I do not bow down to my brothers dictates I will be shunned, ostracized, guilt, deleted and removed from their existence. Told I am to feel bad and say I am sorry for expressing myself honestly and authentically.
Every day I witness my brothers telling each other what they should or should not be doing, experiencing and feeling. I witness them telling each other how to perpetuate the hell they are experiencing with their dictates to keep silent and fake it until you make it. I ask, why would they do this? The answer I receive is misery loves company. No one wants to be alone in their misery, pain and suffering. All want someone to validate what it is they are experiencing so they can scream out how THEY ARE the VICTIM.
The more I choose to Stand in my Light of Truth, the more I am judged for not conforming and blindly following what it is my brothers have chosen. Daily my brothers are sharing how their lives are a living hell. They scream out in fear over all they are imagining happening within their own heads. They are in fear of that which does not even exist yet. They fear over all they have no control over as if it will make it easier to accept.
Each day I am faced with my brothers judgments I am shown how I am to ignore their judgments and become an example. I am to share openly, honestly and authentically my experiences and the lessons I have learned from them. I am to share how each experience has been of benefit to me. Each and every day I am to verbalize that which has been experienced so I may see it more clearly and gain an understanding of its purpose in my life.
Holy Spirit states, “Do not be sorry for expressing what it is you are experiencing in the moment. It is only through the verbalization of the experience one may be given the opportunity to witness it and see it from multiple perspectives so find healing for it. It is when an experience is verbalized it can be seen for what it is and let go of brother.”
It is only when I am able to verbalize what it is I am experiencing I am given the ability to see it in a different Light. It is as I am able to see the situation differently I am able to let go that which I had believed and heal from what was once experienced so perceived to be. The verbalization of the experience allows one multiple perspectives with which to view it from.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.