Hello world. The following was written 6/21/2017.
In 2009 my Husband Alex and I entered into a land sale contract with a family member. We requested copies of the contract and waited, and waited, and waited some more. Our copy never arrived. Within a year we had improved the property so increased it’s value. By some strange happening we are told the contract has been lost. We asked if another one could be written up to replace it. We are told no and a nightmare ensues, being told we are renters and must conform to their dictates. When we refuse we are then threatened with eviction thereby losing our business, animal companions and homelessness.
In our scramble to clear out excess and try to sell whatever we could to make enough money to move out, the contract was found hidden away were they had hidden it amongst the things they had stored on the property. It is amazing how little pieces of paper with some squiggly lines can bring in a change of perspective. Change ones purview from darkness to light. How the smallest sliver of hope can be manifested by the tiniest of things.
I am finding my mind shifting quickly and seamlessly from fearful thoughts of survival to thoughts of living and thriving with love of life. There are more options and possibilities than was first believed. I am recognizing I had to look at that which I do not want to experience in order to see what it is I really would like to experience instead. This has helped me to crystallize within my own mind what is truly of value to me. How I choose to see the world and the Beings within it. How I am choosing to interact and respond to what is placed before me. What I am choosing to value is what will decide my state of mind.
The Truth is what shall set you free. Understanding and recognizing everything you experience is for your benefit and you are the one judging it to be other than it is in those moments. When one willingly goes within to seek the answer, an answer is always given. Yet, recognize when you seek outside of you, the answer will never come. Our actions or inaction in response to any given situation will always be based out of our own fears and judgments of what we believe is the Truth and how things should be. It has nothing to do with what another is thinking, feeling, and doing. It will always be based out of what it is we choose to believe. No one is doing anything to hurt us. It is our judgments which do.
When one willingly stops and looks within at what it is they are experiencing, they will begin to see a pattern. A pattern of following and doing what someone else tells you to do, blindly believing they will know best or better than you what is right for you. Of how in every instant it was your choice to hand away your power to another. It is and has always been your choice to follow another’s dictates and beliefs of what is or is not Truth. In every instant you chose to judge and accept the judgments being handed you. You do all of this to yourself with the choice to follow another. To believe another’s judgments define you. Only you may define you. Yet you do not seem to understand this lesson yet. You continue to listen to and follow the dictates of others. You do all of this to yourself with your choices to believe there is Truth in another’s opinions of you.
This conflict you are feeling inside is directly related to your choices to believe what is being said to you may be true. It is your doubts in yourself which is being played out before you now. Recognize how willingly you are accepting what is being handed to you in the amount of inner conflict it has raised within you. It is in direct correlation to how deeply you believe what you do. Go within and ask Holy Spirit what all of this is for. Ask how all of this is for your benefit. He will answer you.
He answered me and my needs to understand why what was happening, was happening the way it was. How would standing in my Light of Truth do anything, without physical material proof the contract existed? The lesson was for me to let go my fears and accept everything as it was. When I accepted we would have to move and began the process of doing so, the contract was found and all fears released instantly. Immediate guidance was given to me as to the next steps needing to be taken. Since that moment all has been provided in myriad ways like legal counsel, work, food and money. We are provided all we NEED in the moment it is needed.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.