Hello world. The following was written 10/08/2017.
In the first few lessons of ACIM I found myself hearing directions being given to me from a Voiceless Voice beyond what the “teacher” was implying it’s meaning was to be. I was directed to begin to look within at my own thoughts and beliefs. The language Holy Spirit used as directions for me at the time was, “Holy Spirit would use His Light and shine it before me. As Holy Spirit would shine His Light into all the nooks and crannies along the pathways that are the labyrinth of my mind, He will guide me back to the Center to my beginnings and where the One Infinite Creator awaits me and my coming home to the Truth of who I AM and am meant to be.” I began to understand I had to willingly retrace my steps to where I first began to step away from the Truth and accept the lies as being my reality.
It took me almost a year to figure out for myself what I was being shown was the absolute Truth. I had to let go of the belief these “teachers” knew better than the guidance I was being given by Holy Spirit. I had to let go of the belief something written in a book or said in a video was the absolute Truth. I had to learn to start questioning everything I was reading, seeing, hearing and experiencing. I had to question all I was taught to think, believe in and perceive, to see where I made my own choices to believe.
I learned to Stand in my Light of Truth no matter what it was anyone was telling me. As I did this I was healed on all levels of my Being. I healed all diseases, could forgive and love those who had hurt me. I could see how every experience was of benefit to me. Every rape, molestation, beating, exorcism, caning, mental and emotional abuse had a purpose and reason for being experienced with a lesson to be learned buried within it. Every broken bone, disease, trial, trauma and tribulation was exactly what was needed for me to understand who I AM. This was the proof for me, I was on the right path.
I found myself writing to an astrologer named Laura Boone. She is an astrologer and a psychic medium with The Lighter Side Network. I asked her if she could explain to me the fear that is experienced whenever I would try to get a reading done. The fear was not my own but the ones doing the reading. She told me that my charts show a lot of darkness and abuses that I will or have experienced and will heal from. That I have a strength of will that will not accept anyone’s authority over me in any way.
Her explanation helped me to understand how the information they were to relate to me causes them to feel guilt, shame, blame and fear. They feel responsible for what the chart is stating. I am told by Holy Spirit they are trying to take responsibility for my path and journey because they would be the one to tell me of it.
I understood immediately what was happening and why I was always being blocked from getting these “readings”. My journey required me to turn inward for everything and not seek anything from out there in the world. I was and have been being taught Self Reliance and how Humanity has been indoctrinated through their subconscious mind unknowingly.
If and when I would try to get a reading all connections would be severed by them and money refunded. I stopped trying to get readings because the results were always the same. My brothers would read the darkness within my charts and feel they were responsible for what it was I would experience if they were to tell me of it. Them mentioning to me what they were seeing would make it real and make them responsible for whatever happened to me. Their fear of responsibility would drive them to distance themselves from me and return any money I had paid to have my charts read.
Ms. Boone responded to my query with a number of passages and an explanation as to what it was she was seeing within the charts that would cause such a response. Keep in mind here I did not ask for a reading of my charts. I asked for an explanation as to why I was sensing extreme fear from my brothers when they would run my charts, begin reading it, then return my funds and cut all ties or connections to me.
I found myself responding to her with the following, “Thank you brother! You have just helped me fill in the blank. I have been being shown where the first distortion came into play to take us from Free Will Sovereign Beings to slaves. I had been asking if there were any points I may have over looked in regards fear and how to reverse it. This conversation brought into the Light the aspect of one taking on another’s experiences as their own was what I was not seeing at that time. I now understand fully how to reverse that which has been done to Humanity unknowingly.
Thank you brother for this passage. Psalm 91:13 holds a particular meaning for me. It refers to the Gods once worshiped throughout the lands. They were the “Alien Gods” known as the Northern Gods with white skin and hair. The others where the Reptilian Gods who resembled snakes. Both were known of and worshiped in ancient times. Many of the Indigenous Tribes speak of them in and throughout their histories. The oldest Tribes known of here in America would be the Hopi and Zuni. Their histories are verbal and passed down generation to generation exactly as they were first taught to them. There is no twisting of the meanings for multiple elders are teaching and sharing the story at the same time. Each have a part they speak.
Psalm 91:13 speaks of the lion and the snake or dragon. Of how when one chooses to Stand in the Light of the One Infinite Creator nothing may touch them. They will cast out the lion and the dragon so Humanity will once again have Free Will to choose what resonates for them. Until now we have been made slaves through ignorance. As Humanity awakens to the Truths of what has been done to them the lion and the dragon lose their hold more and more. Humanity is beginning to seek the Light of Truth. As more and more do so the lion and dragon become trampled under the feet of the masses who walk over them and through the door to their freedom. Never again will they be able to be controlled or manipulated. They will now stand truly in the Light of their Truth no matter what is happening to them or around them.
Holy Spirit works in mysteriously strange ways. Even the most traumatic experiences have a purpose and reason for being experienced that IS for our benefit. Everything we experience can be used as a catalyst to get us to start seeking the Truth of all we have been taught and have chosen to believe it is that we perceive to be our reality.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.