Hello world. The following was written 9/02/2016.
I was recognizing how seeking outside of me was causing me pain and suffering that would only release if I turned within to Holy Spirit.
I prefer laughter over constantly crying my eyes out. Both can be painful at times. The difference is in the aftermath. With laughter my body aches, it is hard to breath, and I run the risk of wetting myself and the furniture. Yet, I still feel gloriously happy inside afterwards and I can usually see everyone around me feeling just as joyous as well. When I cry my body aches, it’s hard to breath, I can barely see, and for all intents and purposes I am completely miserable and am working to make everyone else just as miserable. Yes I am choosing to be happy. It seems like a much better choice all the way around if compared to how I feel when I cry. Wishing everyone joyous laughter this day and everyday. I love you.
If you are seeking for peace outside of you, then you shall never find it. The only way to peace is within. Going within your heart and mind with Holy Spirit or Higher Self and asking them what everything you have and are experiencing is for will bring understanding of choices made. Of things learned and believed in as being Truth. Of judgments made and accepted. The accepting of responsibility that you made the choices and decisions to judge and believe what is causing you pain and suffering at this time. You get to choose in every situation, every instant what is you shall experience. It is your judgments of it that causes you pain and suffering. It is your choice to believe it is something it is not. These judgments and choices you make that upset you tell you that YOU are the one with a misconception and not whatever is bothering you and taking away your peace. Ask for correction to that misconception. Accept and allow it to be as it is without judgment and peace will follow.
You are loved. You are innocent and perfect exactly as God created you. You have purpose and value here in this life. You are and have always been worthy. Worthy of love, kindness, gentleness, understanding, and acceptance.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.