Hello world. The following was written 3/16/2017.
Yesterday I found myself responding to a brothers post. What followed was an interesting dialogue about responsibility and how our assumptions are judgments.
My brothers post, “THE GREAT DECEPTION Thoughts??”
My response, “The belief you are a victim of the world you perceive and have no power to do anything about it.”
My brothers response, “I think it’s more that all we were told taught to believe everything is now proven to be upside down whereby evil is rewarded and end good us said to be evil… It’s all a lie… a deceit…. So… What now.???”
My response, “That is just it, when you believe your power has been taken from you by another in any way, you are believing you are a victim. We are taught to judge everyone and everything around us as trying to kill us, maim us, punish us, and destroy us. That we are the ones who are wrong, bad and deserve to be punished. That we deserve whatever is happening. We are taught to judge every experience as being this or that. These experiences are always colored by the judgments being handed to us at that time.
Right now you are being given a chance to change your mind. Look within at what you have been taught. The next step is to accept responsibility for the choice you made to believe what was said and done in the first place. To choose again and choose differently what it is you are wanting to believe in from now on. As you begin to let go those things you were taught and choose again choosing differently this time, you recognize the lies for what they are. You are asking for and receiving the corrections to what you were taught and the Truth to replace it’s meaning and values within your own heart and mind.
When we accept responsibility for the choices we made we can then change our minds fully. We are able to let go all we had believed in for the Truth and heal when we do. It is at this point we may then extend this understanding and healing to our brothers once we have healed ourselves. This is how we help our brothers and the world heal. We heal ourselves first and then show them how to do the same when we share our “story” or experiences with them.”
Another brother chose to respond.
Another brother responds, “Sabrina Reyenga, one cannot take responsibility for choices falsely presented. No one is responsible for another’s lies, including belief in those lies. The only fault the believer of the lies has committed is misplaced trust. These statements that tell you to take responsibility for what you have been told are a magician’s trick meant to deceive people into accepting guilt that should properly be attributed to Evil. …and not all is as it seems. You live in a “make-believe” world, made to deceive all humans. The Sword of Truth must be applied to expose the lies and the liars. Only then will you be truly free.
Don’t fear. You have help here. Not the “Ascended Masters” spoken of by Blavatsky, nor the “Angels” so many falsely worship. When a human ascribes the title of “Angel” to him/herself, they are cheating themselves. Their creation was “a little lower than the angels”, but their destiny is to commune with God. No. Your help comes unbidden when you least expect it. Trust God. In order to find Truth, one must seek it with their whole heart.”
My response, “What I was speaking of in regards accepting responsibility, was for the choices one makes to believe as they are. You see, as a child I made my first choice to judge at 9 months old. I made my first choice to judge and believe I must deserve the treatment I was receiving and the words being said to me must be true at NINE MONTHS OLD. I made those choices and decisions. No one made those choices for me. Did I make them based off of how I was being treated? Yes I did. I am still the one responsible for making that choice.
I am not responsible for my grandmother force feeding me. I am not responsible for her kicking me across a room into a brick fireplace killing me. I am not responsible for her believing I was the cause of her pain and suffering. I am not responsible for being raped and molested from the age of 10 months to 15 years.
What I am responsible for is choosing to blindly accept, follow and believe everything that was being said and done to me was my responsibility. That I asked for it. That I wanted it. That I deserved it. I am responsible for accepting their judgments I was ruined, bad, wrong, evil, sinful, and should be punished with beatings to change my ways.
You see, what I am responsible for is my choices to believe as I did. For my choice to hand away my power of Free Will to someone else because they told me they had authority over me to do so. I am responsible for choosing to believe I am different in any way from those around me. That anyone is better or less than I am.
When I accepted my responsibility for my choices my pain and suffering ended because I could then let go what was not True for what is the Truth. Things such as I am not my body. I am the Soul within this shell. I AM the Light within that is the Essence of LIFE ITSELF! I am not limited to these beliefs you hold in a limited Being and neither are you.
You see brother, I understand how every experience I have ever had has been of benefit to me. How I would not be able to connect with my brothers as I do if I had never experienced the things I have. I accept who I am, as I am, and where I am. Who I go to for my information is not of this world. My guidance comes from within. I chose Holy Spirit and the many other Guides my Father has given me. None of those Guides are of this world.
You assume I want you as a teacher and you assume I am not following God. You assume I am speaking of being responsible for another’s choices to believe. You assume I am suggesting one take on a belief in guilt as if they have done something wrong. You are very mistaken on all accounts. In everything you project out what you are doing yourself to yourself. Your assumptions are based off of your own judgments and beliefs brother. What I share and teach is how to let go of what one has been taught so healing may occur.”
My brother responds, “We cannot truly judge ANOTHERS by a brief glimpse of them, nor their intentions. I have never ever found my friend to want ppl to follow her or her be a guru to anyone.. and I have known her yrs she has a huge heart of love for humanity”
My response, “Many may not be able to understand and perceive another’s intentions. I AM able to and have been able to since I was a child. I knew who was going to touch me, when, and where. I knew their intentions before they did anything. I have always known and been able to discern when one is not being truthful, completely honest and authentic. This ability is what kept me alive as that child. It kept me from being beaten to death many a time.”
My brother responds, “Yes I understand I have that ability too.. yet I know can smell Fake and I am a very very good judge of ppl and my friend is a good person… I would actually listen to someone who knows people who you are judging rather than go on your first impressions which can be deceiving specially if you felt attacked and are maybe being somewhat defensive? No one is infallible or totally right about everything….. We need to see this and as you do and I do question our judgements of others..”
My response, “I never said they were not. I was not judging them in what they were doing. I observed or witnessed and then pointed out what was being done by them. It is for them to discern if it was done knowingly or subconsciously. My function was to Stand in my Light of Truth and share what is being shown to me in what is being observed so witnessed.
My Guides are laughing at me. They are saying, “Hello! You are a clear open trans channel of higher vibrational energy. Your function is to observe and share what is being witnessed so your brother may heal that which they have been seeking healing of.”
Well now… That just put me in my place…”
My brother responds, “But we are never finished healing and learning and seeing inside ourselves also .. no one has reached perfection nor total understanding… I judge myself only and try very very hard not to judge others especially if I do not know them. truth is relative and personal and no one is right all of the time… I found nothing untoward with my friends replies… I embraced them and was glad she shared her words”
My response, “Brother I was not attacking your friend in any way. I offered corrections to their misperceptions of what I was speaking of and the understanding my Guides bid me share of where their misperceptions were coming from their judgments and assumptions of what they have chosen to believe in.
My pain and suffering ended when I accepted who I AM as I AM. When I stopped denying myself and what I AM and am able to do, I became free of all shackles. When I let go all I had been taught to believe in I healed instantly.”
My brother responds, “But I believe it’s a continuous process that is ongoing till we die in this life and are released from our bodily shells. My guide is my higher power .. and my lessons learned but I never think I am totally right I see myself as forever flawed trying to change and grow on a daily constant basis.. different folks different approaches but if it’s the same end results that’s all that matters. Everyone walked their own path differently and learns when they are ready imo.”
My response, “What it took for me, was me, no longer listening to and believing everything said to me and I was thinking I was seeing, hearing, and experiencing. I had to willingly look at every experience and question what I believed about it. Look at how I judged it. Look at what someone else was saying to me that I believed about it. As I did this I saw how I made each choice. When I accepted I made those choices it was easy to let it all go and chose again.
Something to consider, although we may be Eternal Beings with infinite possibilities in what we may choose to experience. There are a limited number of misperceptions we may hold onto. As we let go each misperception and the baggage that came with it, it does not come back. As we begin to let go of that ego thought system it does not come back. Everything is a choice. Once you choose to let it go, you will not ask to have it back. No one asks for their pain and suffering to come back once it has been healed.
In the 18 years Alex and I have been together I have only been wrong twice. As a child I would be beaten for being right. For knowing something before it happened. I learned to hate and fear being right brother. I used to beg to be proven wrong. Because every time I chose to ignore what I was being shown, I got hurt and hurt badly. Not only was I hurt by the perpetrator, I was then hurt by those who were supposed to protect me, for not protecting myself. That I should have known better.”
I had to accept full responsibility for my own choices to judge and believe in what I was. I had to accept who I AM, as I AM and where I AM without judgments. I had to let go of every single thing I was believing in to be true and that I believed in as defining who I am and am supposed to be. EVERYTHING! I could not hold onto any of it. When I tried to I suffered. I had to stop looking out there in the world in books and my brothers for the answers. I had to start turning inward and going to Holy Spirit, my Guides and God for EVERYTHING. I had to learn to ASK if I was to receive the healing I so desperately was seeking.
The answers are not out there in the world in books or in your brothers. The answers are within you and have always been inside of you.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.