Hello world. The following was written 5/10/2019.
Holy Spirit and my Guides have been teaching me the principles that have been applied to Humanity through psychological indoctrination starting at birth. All I know and understand is taught to me by Holy Spirit, for I do not and am not able to learn and perceive as the majority of Humanity is trained to. All I share pertains to the understandings given me of how we have been indoctrinated and how we enact this indoctrination on ourselves subconsciously every moment of the day through the judgmental aspects of the prohibitionism we were trained to perceive and accept the governing of ourselves through.
All is and has been taught to us through our subconscious minds using coercion, subversion and manipulation to gain our compliance. At times physical force and violence were the tools used to gain that compliance. These recognition’s of how it is our own minds and emotions are used against us and by us to police ourselves and everyone else, are what will free us from the very shackles we unknowingly accepted from those using coercion under duress to control us.
A brother shares, “I don’t think I’m ever going to get my confidence back…”
My response, “Something to consider, what you are and have been placing value on is actually valueless, so Holy Spirit would remove it and the possibility of it from manifesting within your life and so be experienced by you. All you go through and experience here has a purpose and reason for being beyond what it is you have judged it as being.
The material aspects of this world are valueless as are those relationships built on the aspect of striving for what has no worth. All of Humanity has been indoctrinated to strive for and seek out the valueless as that which is of value and worth. They are taught to use and abuse those around them to get what it is they think they want and need. Humanity is taught to see and perceive each other as stepping stones and vending machines from which to take what we want without repercussions.
Nothing of this world can define you. Nothing another would choose to judge you as being will define you. The only one who is and can define you, would be YOU! It is your own choices to judge and so perceive of yourself as being which is in question here based on your statement of lacking the ability to have confidence in yourself.
Your lack of confidence is coming from the preconceived judgmental expectations which have been handed to you by other people you have chosen to believe are real and true so would define you as a Human Being. NONE of those egoistic judgmental expectations they would hand you have anything to do with you. What they are telling you in those moments is what they think and believe of themselves and all they believe they are failures at being.
In each and every situation you are taking in these judgmental aspects of belief being handed to you and are trying to enact them and make them real and true by defining yourself as what they would have you be. Brother you are not and have never been required to conform, comply, accept or believe any of the bullshit those people would hand to you. This is a lie they were taught to believe in and so they taught this same lie to you.
You are not required to believe as your family is choosing. Their approval and acceptance of you is NOT REQUIRED. The only one needing to accept you as you are, IS YOU! No one else is required to think, believe, act, speak or be as you are choosing to be for you. YOU ARE PERFECT EXACTLY AS YOU ARE! You are unique in who you are and hold a perspective of purview NO ONE ELSE IS able to perceive at this time. This makes you perfect as the INDIVIDUAL BEING you are.
Recognize all you go through is of benefit to you and it all has a purpose and reason for being beyond what you have judged it as being up to this point. Each of these experiences have had lessons within them you have had to learn about yourself and how it is you are judging your life to be. Accept responsibility for the choices you are making and you will open a door to changing what it is you do and how you do it. It will be this SHIFT WITHIN YOU that FREES you to be as you were meant to be and not as someone else would dictate you be.
You are a Sovereign Being who is given Free Will to choose what resonates within you as being True. It is through your Free Will you are given the ability to be the Sovereign Being you are meant to be. For you were meant to be Self Governing so Self Reliant. To be Self Governing one must take responsibility for themselves and every aspect of their lives and the choices they have made to believe so perceive. Striving for the approval of others and to please those around you does no more than make of you a slave and a willing slave at that.”
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.