Hello world. The following was written 3/6/2017.
I seem to be having a drawn out dialogue with a brother who is of the belief they are the teacher and their brothers must follow them and what they are believing in to be true. They keep telling their brothers they need to ignore what is being experienced. To stop looking at what they are thinking or feeling. All they do is regurgitate that which has been taught to them blindly. What they do is no more than Spiritual Bypassing. They deny themselves so would also deny their brothers the healing they would seek. I found myself responding to this brother with the following.
My response, “Apparently you are not aware of the fact what one Truly believes in has a “resonance” that can be felt by everyone around them and who would hear or even read their words. There is a conviction being put forth that states this IS what I AM and what I would have my brothers be too.
When one Truly believes in something it resonates throughout their Being and emits a Light all of it’s own through them. Nothing you have ever shared emanates the Light I speak of. You show me you hold no True faith or belief in these things you share and speak of. In all, I am shown how you are only repeating that which was said to you.
These are the things that cannot be hidden from me. As a Psychic Intuitive Empath I am able to feel exactly what it is my brother is experiencing or not. In this I am shown you have NO faith or belief in what you say. Your only concern is in how you are being perceived. You come from your ego and only your ego in all you do.”
As a child I was being raped, molested, exorcised, caned, mentally, emotionally and physically abused (beatings). I AM a Psychic Intuitive Empath, Clear Open Trans Channel, Hands on Healer, Spiritual Writer, Spiritual Healer or Master Teacher. I understood the intentions of those around me. Who was there to hurt me or care for me. If I spoke about what I experienced I was told it was not to be talked about. If I spoke of what I new was about to happen I was hit and accused of lying. When it did happen I was hit for not staying away if I knew what was going to happen. It did not matter that it was their choice to leave me there with the one who was abusing me. To stop those beatings and other abuses I learned to conform and comply to their dictates and stopped speaking of what I experienced. I started blindly accepting, following and believing their dictates to survive.
As a child I accepted every judgement and opinion handed to me as being the Truth. I blindly accepted, followed and believed everything the adults around me told me. I accepted every label they handed me about every experience I had, every person, place, and thing, and every label they handed me about who I am and am supposed to be.
It was my acceptance of those judgments, labels, opinions, and beliefs being handed to me that created my own personal hell within me. Those beliefs are what I was holding forth as defining who I am as a Human Being. In choosing to believe in those judgments I would have them playing over and over in the back of my mind eating at me constantly from within. It was those things I had to look at. It was those beliefs I had to let go of and recognize them for the lies they were.
As an adult I am now able to look at and question every item I ever chose to believe in as being True. As an adult I am now able to discern for myself what resonates within my heart as Truth and what does not resonate within me. As an adult I am able to let go what I had been taught to think and believe in for what I choose now. I no longer blindly believe and accept what is said as the Truth anymore. Now I question everything and ask Holy Spirit, my Guides, and God above for the Truth of what I perceive and what They would have me understand of it.
When I first started this journey God and Holy Spirit asked me questions. They asked, “If everything you think and believe to be True was taught to you by someone else as it was taught to them and the ones before them, how do you know it is the Truth? Why do you believe as you do?” My response was I did not know if it was true, I had never questioned them about it. It is what I was taught and told I am to believe and is True.
What followed was my being told to play a game called connect the dots. I was to look at every thought that comes into my mind and question where it came from. Why was I believing, that thought and thinking, that thought. As I did this I began to see a pattern form of where, when, and why I chose to do what I did. So, may I suggest a game of connect the dots my brothers? Where it leads you will be your choosing.
Spiritual Bypassing is nothing more than a form of denial. The refusal to look within and question what is experienced will keep you locked in a box of your own making. No one is required to think or believe as you have chosen to do. You give no examples of how anything has been proven True for you when doing these things you speak of. You do not show how any of these things have helped you to heal yourself.
Until you can speak of all you have ever experienced and explain what was experienced and how it has been of benefit to you and through you all of Humanity, you will still be in the gauges of the egoistic mind and belief system. You will still be a student and NEVER a teacher.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.