Hello world. The following was written 9/02/2016.
We were in the middle of a retrograde and it was feeling as if everything, including the kitchen sink, was being thrown at me, all at once. I was experiencing distress on all levels of my being as Holy Spirit was bringing items before me to contemplate and question. Many of those items dealt with the insecurities I learned growing up from the adults around me.
“At this time we are in a Mercury Retrograde. What I have been experiencing of late has been hair trigger emotional responses (being snappish and extremely BITCHY), a lack of clarity of thought, a lack of direction of purpose, dizziness, nausea, spots of light, and a complete review of all I have been working on and clearing out. What is being brought to my awareness at this time, are the things I am still needing to work on. Things such as insecurities. I seem to be experiencing a stress, fret, worry my spouse is dissatisfied with me and our relationship. Worry he wants to find someone else. This is telling me I have something to work on in regards a fear of being left alone. Of being rejected in lieu of another. To go within and look at what my “belief” is in regards this aspect of myself and my relationship with my Husband.
I am finding these retrogrades provide the perfect opportunity to focus on what’s in need of healing. To pin point it and then review it. They are also helping me to recognize those things which are coming to me as well. Deeper clarity in the visions I receive. A fullness of understanding what is happening underneath what is witnessed as the Observer. A recognition of how everything is connected one unto the other through the mind. How everything is a “Mental Creation”. As The Kybalion stated, “THE ALL IS MIND; The Universe is Mental.” The Kybalion.””
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.