Hello world. The following was written 3/31/2016.
In everything we are and have been taught to judge. To negate what we experience is a choice we make. Everything we experience is for our benefit and the benefit of Humanity as a whole. Pointing fingers and placing blame helps no one heal. This kind of thinking is what caused me to get cancers and other diseases. I had to come to this understanding myself. I had to look at every rape, beating, exorcism and molestation I endured and recognize I CHOSE what it was I was believing in those moments. The reactions of those around me where somehow my fault.
Until I willingly looked at these beliefs and the experiences I have had without judging them, I could not heal. I could not heal myself or anyone else until I decided to choose differently this time. To stop believing in whatever is being said to me as being the Truth. To look at everything I have experienced and see what it was I was thinking, feeling emotionally, and feeling physically in those moments. To see how each one is connected to what I am believing in to be true. To recognize everything I have been believing in have been the judgments and opinions of those around me. In choosing to follow what they have said to me blindly I have created my own personal version of HELL ON EARTH.
Everything I have experienced has been of benefit to me. I would not be who I am without them. As I look out at those around me I no longer see them as being above or below me. I see everyone as being equals in all ways. There is no differences between us. We, each of us, are going through similar experiences of different depths or levels of severity. With different lessons to be learned from a different point of perspective. Yet, we are exactly alike in all ways. We each have flesh and blood. We each have pain and suffering. We each have things we have placed our faith, trust, and belief into blindly.
We defend that which we believe defines us. The Truth needs no defense. The Truth can stand all on it’s own. It does not need anything to bolster it up. The Truth is not painful, hurtful, mean, or any other negative incantation it is given. The Truth simply is. You either accept it as it is or you do not. That CHOICE is entirely yours. You get to choose what it is you will believe in, regardless if it is true or not. It is called FREE WILL for a reason.
In everything you experience you choose what it is you DO experience. You can judge it as being something it isn’t. Or you can accept it as it is and see what the purpose of it is for without judging it. An example of this I am being given would be the Paris attacks or even Brussels. If these events had not happened as they did, Humanity as a whole collective would not have taken notice and chosen to change the way we do things. We would not have taken the step back we have to re-evaluate these things that are happening and see what can be done differently. To see how all life matters and not just the chosen few.
Every event has a purpose created for the benefit of the whole. Even those things we do not understand are of benefit to us. You are responsible for everything it is you have chosen to place your faith, trust, and beliefs into. This is what YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR. You are NOT RESPONSIBLE for the choices others make. You are not responsible for the actions another makes. You do not have the right to take those responsibilities from the ones choosing them. Recognize you are and have been responsible for yourself and only yourself from the day you were born. You have never been responsible for anyone else’s choices and decisions ever.
It is the brainwashing we are raised with which has us believing we are responsible for everything that happens to us and everyone around us. That we are responsible for what another is choosing to feel inside because in that moment they made an active choice to believe what was being said to them as being the absolute Truth. In that moment they failed to recognize the person speaking to them was in Truth telling them exactly what it is they believe about themselves. This is what they were taught to believe in as being true. No more and no less. They have placed their faith and trust in judgmental opinions based off of shame, guilt, blame and fear. They repeated a pattern handed to them from one generation to the next, as we all do.
Lots of stuff to think on here. Lots of stuff.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.