Hello world. The following was written 11/29/2021.
Things have been interesting of late. Over Thanksgiving we had a dialogue with the in-laws about our Path and where it is taking us. How it is and has been building Faith, Trust and Belief we are on the right Path for us. I found myself explaining to a brother what this all is about.
On this journey we are finding we are presented with choices. Our choices at times seem unviable, yet we must make a decision and choice as to what we shall do. Over this past year we have been letting go what we think we want and need, instead we have been asking Holy Spirit to Guide us in all things. When we were in need of eggs and other food items we were provided through our Hosts giving us 8 dozen farm fresh organic eggs of which we were able to share that bounty with others who were also in need.
When an issue came up with our engines water pump over Thanksgiving we asked Holy Spirit and the Universe to provide us the place, space and time to do the repairs. Within 48 hours we were provided what we needed with a private concrete driveway that is level for us to do the work. Now as we tear down the engine to get to the water pump we find other issues such as crass members being welded in place blocking our ability to remove bolts. Alex is having to cut the welds to access those bolts. This means we will have to weld those cross members back in place when the pump is replaced and we put everything back together.
So far we have had to do all the work needed and necessary to repair our home ourselves. In this respect the lesson we are learning here is Self Reliance. Money is and has been tight for a very long time. We have to pay attention and watch every penny we are spending. We are down to around $1500 in one account and around $4K in another. Alex’s stepdad wants us to go find a 9–5 in his belief it would save us. We have been shown that path is not for us starkly!
As a Mystic, Shaman and Medicine Woman I AM guided to share FREELY what Holy Spirit has given me in understandings and healing. I AM NOT to charge for what I extend. All is to come through donations given of my brothers own Free Will Choice and I AM to give Gratitude and Appreciation for the GIFT my brothers would extend to me in those moments. For they are a GIFT. This is also something our families do not understand and cant seem to comprehend the purpose of. HEALERS are not supposed to charge for the GIFT they are given to help Humanity Heal.
I AM Asian, Native American and Caucasian. As per my Native Culture the Shaman and Medicine Woman or Man are given a gift of Healing for their People which is to be EXTENDED and SHARED FREELY without expectation of anything in return. One who HEALS learns so understands a Soul is not supposed to BEG for healing or help in healing. It is given FREELY to the HEALER so is to be given FREELY to the RECEIVER who ASKS.
I AM and have been doing as Holy Spirit has asked of me. As our funds dwindle my Husband voices his concerns and fears that we will run out of money so be stranded somewhere we do not want to be with now food or resources and no way out. I understand his concerns and fears yet am not feeling them myself. My Faith, Trust and Belief that we are always provided for has been proven to me again and again. My father in-law stated to me yesterday, “Well then why don’t you have your Holy Spirit fix the damn water pump for you!”, before my mother in-law asked him to stop. We explained to them we are not asking for anything from them other than their moral support and acceptance of what we choose for ourselves. This seemed to hurt them, the understanding there is nothing they can do to help us, so they left.
Just as with the eggs and driveway, I was gifted tickets to a conference of which Holy Spirit wanted me to go. Could I pay for it myself? Yes I could! Yet, the very fact the tickets were given to me showed me this is where Holy Spirit wanted me to be. I go where Holy Spirit is guiding me to go when guided to do so. I comply when Holy Spirit asks me to do something or go somewhere, for every time I have been guided in the right direction so far on this journey. And sometimes we are faced with making choices and decisions which seem unviable in the moment. Yet we must make a choice and decision of what we shall do each time. No one else is making these choices for us. No one else can! Our choices at times seem unviable, yet we must choose what we will do.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
Please be the Light, I see you to be. Please be the Light, I know you to be. Please be the Light, you are meant to be. Please choose, to be the Light.