Hello world. The following was written 2/20/2019.
A couple of days ago a situation transpired in a group with a brother that had me standing up for myself in my Light of Truth. In doing this that brother removed the article I had posted and then removed me from that group. In sharing what had transpired there others chose to step forward and JUDGE what was being shared in my article titled, “Frauds and hypocrites are what these bottom feeders are to Humanity.”.
In each instant none of them could comprehend they ARE NOT REQUIRED to bow down to ANYONE ELSE for ANY REASON. Each of them seem to be choosing to accept an imaginary authority figure to rule them. None of them seem to understand they are responsible for their choices to accept and believe. What they choose IS what they will experience on their journey. When they judge they place themselves in Hell.
Brother one states, “Another rant? Seriously hun, get a life. One so full that you have no time or patience for this kind of bs.”
Brother two states, “You find it offensive. I find it funny. That is why I am happier than you are.”
My response, “So many closed minded individuals. THESE WERE THE QUESTIONS HOLY SPIRIT ASKED OF ME AND WOULD HAVE ME ASK OF MY BROTHERS. Holy Spirit LITERALLY ASKED me directly these questions to which I had to TURN WITHIN and SEEK the ANSWERS within my own heart and mind.
As I have asked our brothers I will also ask you. Why do you believe as you do? If everything you think you know and believe in has been taught to you, how do you know it is the Truth? Have you ever stopped to question what you believe? Have you ever stopped to question that which you read in a book or is told to you by your chosen authority figures? Every choice you make to blindly believe and follow another is on you and a choice you will have to look at and heal yourself from. Have you stopped and questioned these things your chosen guides tell you or do you blindly accept it as Truth?”
Brother three states, “ First of all, it is their choice. No matter what it is. Their choice. Choices lead to experiences. Experiences lead to lessons. Lessons lead to action. No thing is ever wasted, good or bad. This goes for anything anyone chooses to believe in. You can help bring awareness in an assertive or loving manner, but the choice is still theirs to either believe or not. Whether to accept it or not. Whether to take action or not. You can show anyone the door but they have to decided for themselves whether or not to walk through it. So shift your focus away from expecting them to react how you want them to.”
My response, “Holy Spirit states, “How do you get a flat earther to realize the world is round? You keep placing the evidence before them bluntly, openly, honestly and authentically until they CHOOSE to begin questioning what it is they are choosing to believe in for themselves every time they ask for proof. You become the Light in the darkness by holding that space, Light and Truth for them until they are ready to accept it for themselves. The same goes for your brothers who would deny they exist and would deny that YOU exist. This belief is what is causing them to hurt themselves and to actively hurt those around them willingly without a single thought to what it is they do. In their minds their brother does not exist so it does not matter what they do to them. This is the indoctrination Humanity has gone through. To no longer see their brother before them. Instead they are trained to see a vending machine of which to get what they want from. This is what is in need of correction and healing.
And Yes, you cannot drag anyone kicking and screaming into the Light. Each and every Being must willingly pick themselves up off the ground and walk themselves into that Light on their own of their own Free Will of choice. Until they do so, one must STAND in the Light of Truth holding that Light until they choose it for themselves.”
Brother three responds, “You should be more invested in changing yourself. Being more in alignment with self love and love for all. Not worry about what they believe as truths always reveal themselves to those who seek them. Live in your truth and be the change you wish to see in them. An example goes a longer way than an opinion. Let go of the need for outcomes otherwise you are asking for disappointment. Then you will start to attract more people that may match your way of thinking.”
My response, “There is an assumption that I have not changed or that I AM DOING SOMETHING WRONG HERE. Nothing is going wrong. Tis the point Holy Spirit is making. ALL is AS IT NEEDS TO BE for the MAXIMUM HEALING of ALL OF HUMANITY.
Every single thing that is happening or has happened has a purpose and reason for being beyond what we are CHOOSING to JUDGE it as being in those moments.
Holy Spirit states, “The Truth comes in when you stop and ask how is this of benefit?””
Brother four states, “Sabrina Reyenga Just because you embrace a doctrine, doesn’t mean you have to devote and follow it. All Guru’s are like that, when you step away from blind faith, you start to investigate why did you enter blind faith in the first place. A course in miracles is a manual, and as such, can be viewed as religious, or a religion, but it doesn’t mean you eat breathe and sleep it. It means to take what you need for yourself, and move it along when it no longer serves you well. Why so much anger at their reaction? It isn’t the answer and response you wanted, and it lead you to a different perspective of the ‘group’ you attached yourself to. All knowledge is an addiction, and what I think your message is, is do not be blind to those addictions, it’s just another cog, in your wheel of movement. Embrace what you learned from it, and look for new learning..and do not be a follower..of anything except your own grace.”
My response, “I am not following any doctrine love. I am severely dyslexic and all I know I have learned through Holy Spirit and my Guides and the experiential aspects of my journey with the lessons learned through them. I DO NOT learn from book nor mankind as both have shown themselves to be POORLY TAUGHT and are POOR LEARNERS with their judgmental egoistic mindset they know what is best for others.”
Brother four responds, “You have missed my point completely.”
My response, “Actually I do believe Holy Spirit IS MAKING HIS point here.”
Brother four responds, “Sabrina Reyenga The point is stop believing in what you think so much, and let it flow.”
My response, “Once again you are assuming that I AM FOLLOWING someone or something out there in the world brother. That is the fallacy of your judgmental belief that one SHOULD or SHOULD NOT be doing something based on how you are choosing to perceive. That is not what is happening here at all. In all things I do as Holy Spirit would bid me do. I speak as Holy Spirit would have me speak. The language used is that which is easiest for the one I am interacting with to comprehend and take in.
If everything was all roses and glitter there would be no growth nor change happening. ALL would become STAGNANT. It is when the waters have movement or ones feathers are ruffled that they LOOK at what it is that is disturbing them and seek the healing of it. Until it is seen and felt it cannot be healed. It is through the discomfort that we seek change.”
Brother four responds, “Sabrina Reyenga so if you know everything already, why do you ask the question of the group?. All the Best to you Sabrina.”
My response, “As was stated, the questions put forth are for the INDIVIDUAL to ask themselves so understand themselves and what it is they are choosing to do. Each question requires one to look inside them for the answers and NOT out there in the person standing next to them or in some book.
You all state you are here for the COLLECTIVE. THOSE questions ARE for the COLLECTIVE. If you would seek your own CONSCIOUSNESS then one needs to ask themselves some very pointed questions about their choices to believe.
The opening question being, WHY do you believe as you do?”
Brother four responds, “Sabrina Reyenga When you get “Tough Love” It feels like you are being hammered. You are blessed to get tough love. And the answer is the beliefs are your own limitations.”
Brother three responds, “Why do you??? I don’t care actually so don’t answer that. I only care that I am as aligned with love, peace, and harmony as much as I can. I can’t control anyone else or what they think or believe so I am not going to worry about the why’s and how’s. I am going to focus on the Now moment and plant as many seeds as I can. Then leave it to faith and the divine as to when and if those seeds cultivate. You are ok. Just don’t worry over the things you cannot control.”
My response, “Ahh, if only that was all the situation was about. It has just come out that the admin in question is selling a MENTORING class. My sharing freely the Truth without holding out my hand saying pay me first if you want me to help you was in direct opposition to what his agenda was apparently. Which is exactly what I was calling him out on in that other post.
The ego mind has a tendency to go ape shit when it thinks its paycheck is being taken away from it.”
Brother three responds, “It’s not your job to call people out. Otherwise the main one in question, to be called out, should be You. You can only be held accountable for you. Sometimes you have to let people “make their bed” because eventually they have to lie in it.”
My response, “When whatever it is another is doing DIRECTLY impacts YOU on your own journey, ONE is REQUIRED to STAND up for themselves by Standing in their Light of Truth. No one is required to silently accept that which is being handed to them by another. Therein is where the rubber meets the road of taking responsibility for our choices to BE.”
Brother three responds, “Ok. This is your battle not mine. And I choose how I react to anything that does directly or indirectly impacts me. There is a difference between standing up for oneself and responding from a bruised ego. You are worried more about their choices than you are your own. You are reacting more than you are just being silent and maintaining peace. You are allowing your joy to be taken away instead of letting it be. Because at the end of the day, they will still be doing what they do and moving on while you continue to worry over it or rant about it.”
My response, “Very interesting perspective there. Something to consider here is that I AM at peace and centered in all of this. Years ago I did the inner work needed to understand what it was I had been trained to do and how to reverse all of it. It took me laying in a bed dying of a broken body and multiple diseases to reach my bottom and seek death as an answer. It was in those moments Holy Spirit stepped forward when I asked to be shown how to get out of the Hell I was in without wading through more bullshit or I was checking out. I was done being a victim constantly abused by everyone around me. It was in those moment Holy Spirit showed me every rape, molestation, beating, exorcism, mental and emotional abuse I had experienced and how I was the one in judgment of them and accepting judgments about them.
When I accepted responsibility for the choices I was making to believe I healed instantly all diseases without medications or surgeries. I now share as Holy Spirit bids me to holding nothing back. I share how each experience was of benefit to me. How I would not hold the compassion and understanding for that which my brothers go through if I had never had those experiences. Everything has a purpose for being beyond what we have been trained to perceive it to be.”
Brother three responds, “Nice. And never stop sharing. Sharing is good. But don’t get hung up on the responses or reactions. And if you get triggered (I still do sometimes), use it to figure out why. Usually that means something is within you that requires your attention. If you need to respond do it from a place of love. Or offer a suggestion to a different perspective. Never force it tho or convince them to change it. Remember, some people are not at a level of vibration to receive all you have to share. “
My response, “This is already understood brother. It is why I step out of the way and no longer filter what it is that Holy Spirit is saying and doing. So far, the majority of my brothers who come to me receive exactly what is needed so heal and move through what was blocking them.”
My brothers when you read what I write and hear my word spoken aloud it is not anger you hear and witness in those moments. What you are witnessing is the power of my CONVICTION that what it is I AM sharing IS TRUTH! It is the power and strength of my acceptance of what HOLY SPIRIT is showing me and teaching me that is giving me the CONVICTION of which is witnessed and FELT by all of you. I am choosing to STAND in my LIGHT of TRUTH as HOLY SPIRIT has shown it to me.
My brothers, ONE is REQUIRED to STAND up for themselves by Standing in their Light of Truth. If you do not choose to do this for yourselves no one else is going to do it for you. All your brothers will do is use you as the vending machine society has trained them to perceive you as being. You will be USED and ABUSED. It is a choice you are actively making to accept so BE.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.