Hello world. The following was written 5/28/2018.
On May 1st I had two separate dreams were I had Beings “invite me” to join them in the “Middle Earth”. The first group to approach me were around a campfire. They told me “The Event” has already started. They said there was not much time left. Would I come with them to the Inner Earth. I would not be able to come back, contact or see my loved ones ever again. They tender their invitation with conditions using a catalyst of fear to prompt a fear driven reaction for ones safety to comply immediately and go with them. Problem is they underestimate our emotional responses to love and those items or Beings we feel responsible for such as our children, spouses, pets and what we feel is our purpose here.
My response was a no thank you, I need to get to my Husband. An older man who was tall, skinny, scruffy and dirty spoke then as he reached out to wrap his arm around my shoulders. He said, “Since the Event has already started Sweet Heart, you may as well stay with us now. We will keep you safe.” I felt his intentions to herd me with them and not allow me to go of my own Free Will. I duct under his outstretched arm and began running away. I found myself climbing onto what was a motorcycle which hovered (flew), racing away from them as fast as possible.
I awoke for a few minutes and went to the restroom. Upon falling back asleep I found myself in another dream. This time I was at the base of a mountain hiding behind some boulders. There were searchlights coming through the forest towards me and a group of people who were hiding with me. They were all in beige and were tall and skinny like the guy from the other dream. The difference this time is they were clean.
I started looking around for my Husband Alex. When I could not see him I asked where he was. I was told he was not with us. When I asked why, no one would answer. I told them I have to find my Husband. They tried to stop me. Telling me I had to come with them or I was going to die. Like the other group, they were using fear and the carrot of safety to try and get me to go with them. Once again I found myself running away.
Over this weekend I found myself having nightmarish dreams. Dreams where I am faced with making a choice of conforming to the dictates of my “family” to gain their form of love and attention or death. I was being shown in the dream if given a choice of returning to the conditional attentions of my “family” or killing myself, I would choose death. For conditional love is no more than slavery and handing away my Sovereignty.
It seems I have a theme going on here within my dreams which is manifesting within my reality as well now. It seems as if I am finding myself obsessing over MY SOVEREIGNTY of Being to be Self Governing through my Free Will to Choose what resonates for me. What I am also recognizing here is, MY Sovereignty, is ALSO my Brother’s Sovereignty.
If I am not willing to stand up for myself, who will stand up for me? If I am not willing to stand up for my brother, how can I expect them to stand up for me? These dreams keep showing me how I must be willing to stand up for myself and those around me. No amount of self preservation will keep my Soul from feeling the pain and suffering of abandoning my brothers in their hour of need.
I find I am no longer willing to bow down and conform to the dictates of those around me. I will not give ANYONE authority over me willingly ever again. I AM the AUTHORITY of ME. I AM RESPONSIBLE for MYSELF and what I am CHOOSING to BE, Perceive and Believe myself to be. No one may make these choices for me. NO ONE!
Over the last six years Holy Spirit and my Guides have directed me to read different materials and to watch different movies or listen to specific speakers, mostly channels and channeled Beings. The books blew my mind away. They had me read A Course in Miracles, The Kybalion, The Emerald Tablets of Thoth and The Law of One.
After reading ACIM I then started in reading the other books they would have me read. What I found out as I read each one is they have taught me the principles of each from the back of the books to the front. When I asked them why they would teach me these things “backwards”, their response was it is a nod to their use of my dyslexia to guide me. They have me looking at things from the INSIDE OUT and NOT the OUTSIDE IN.
When one looks within they will see where they chose to make a choice to believe. They will see where their choices to believe manifested before them for them to witness. They will begin to understand how it is THEY ARE projecting out before them all they choose to believe, because THAT IS all they CAN perceive to be.
Holy Spirit and my Guides have been shining a Light before me on this journey to healing and taking responsibility for myself. Many times the things they show me pisses me off and hurts deeply to think I chose it for myself. Yet every time I stop and look at what they place before me I am healed. I accept what it is they show me as the Truth it is. Once I can see it I am able to heal it. Every time it takes me being willing to look first and ask Holy Spirit and my Guides to show me the Truth of what it is I have done. Every time they show me it was my own choices to believe which was hurting me.
I was choosing to accept and believe every prohibition being handed to me. I was choosing to believe I was required to accept, conform, comply and bow down to the dictates of those who told me they were the authority over me. I was choosing to believe I did not have any choice and was required to do as I was being told if I did not want more pain and suffering.
In everything the tools of pain, suffering, blame, shame, guilt, judgment and fear wear being used to control me on a subliminal level using these subversive coercive tools of manipulation. The movie “1984” depicts this in a very extreme, in your face way. Yet, it is no different from these subtle manipulations being used in a similar way.
In the movie they refer to political correctness as the “Thought Police”. Children were taught to look to the state for everything and to turn in anyone who is not conforming to what the state is dictating, even their parents. Each time someone was brought to a “publicized trial” they would confess how they were happy to be caught and stopped from the way they were thinking. They were confessing to how they were cheating on their spouses trying to spread disease. Problem is none of them were married. Those who had children were seen as criminals to be watched. The government was trying to eradicate sexual expression and procreation. Through the entire movie they would play in the back ground statistics with spiritual or religious and war propaganda which could not be shut off continuously. Through those TV screens the people were being watched and surveilled.
Seems as if some were way ahead of their time in what it was they were seeing and perceiving coming in the future such as Orson Welles and his 1984 book which was turned into a movie. It seems there are quite a few authors, screen writers, scientists and even spiritual leaders throughout time and history who were given the vision to see what would and could be coming and were trying to warn Humanity to pay attention.
Do any of the things I was describing sound familiar? They should. You have been experiencing this ideology and programming for the last 40 plus years at least. Humanity has been under a constant attack to their Sovereignty through the myriad prohibitions they have been trained to think and believe are normal and how things are supposed to be or should be. Humanity has been trained to think and believe they are not allowed to question these prohibitions or those who state they are the authority. NONE OF THIS IS TRUE!
Every prohibition created is a tool being used on a subliminal level to enslave you to another’s will and dictates. Every prohibition creates a cage which confines you within your own mind. Each one is a bar to the cage you have built within you. Each prohibition you accept as being true and defining who you are and are supposed to be is what will kill you and your Sovereignty. Each one you accept takes away your ability to be Self Governing. Each one you choose to conform to will enslave you more fully and deeply to the mechanization of the machine you have chosen to be YOUR AUTHORITY FIGURE.
I do believe I am starting to better understand why it is I am now obsessing over this thing of my Sovereignty and the Sovereignty of all of Humanity. I am no longer willing to bow down to someone else’s choices to think and believe themselves to be. I am no longer willing to hand away my rights to choose for me what resonates as Truth. I now find myself more than willing to die for my choice to be as I would choose to be. I now find I am more than willing to stand before my brother and protect his right to choose to be as he chooses.
Humanity, I am more than willing to take a stand and take back my RIGHTS to be a Sovereign Being who is Self Governing through the use of my Free Will to CHOOSE what it is I WOULD CHOOSE FOR ME. I am willing to stand beside you as you choose to do the same. We ARE EQUALS my brothers. There is no difference between us other than those judgmental beliefs you were taught to filter everything through held within the recesses of your own minds. Those judgments are the only things which separate us one from another. They are what keeps you separated from each other.
When you choose to look at these choices to believe and change your minds, those walls you have built will fall away. No longer will you see yourselves as separated. It is in these moments you will witness and recognize your equality. It is in these moments you will be handed the opportunity to let go your beliefs in differences. It will be in these moments Humanity will achieve UNITY and ONENESS through their joining together as one family, one race of Beings. We ARE the HUMAN RACE. When we are joined together with one mind and one heart we become HUMANITY as a WHOLE. No more division, no more separation, no more beliefs anyone is above nor below anyone else. We ARE EQUALS in every way.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.