Hello world. The following was written 11/18/2017.
I once asked my Guides, why I had experienced the things I had and why those things were done to me. I asked why I was having memories and visions from my past coming up constantly. Their response was flooring.
My Guides speak, “The only difference between you and the Beings around you, are the judgmental beliefs you hold forth as being the Truth as defining you, them, and this world you inhabit. You are responsible for how you are choosing to think, believe, say and do. It is YOU, who are keeping the belief you are separate from the Being next to you. No one is making this choice and decision to judge, but YOU.
You are unable to accept who you are, which is why you judge who the Beings around you, are choosing to be. Accept yourself as you are without judgments, and you will be able to accept them as they are without judgments. When you become the example, the world follows your lead.”
At 9 months old I was force fed then kicked across a room into a brick fireplace, by my grandmother. In those moments I judged what I was experiencing. My judgments had me believing I had done something wrong. Believing I did not deserve love, kindness, gentleness, or compassion. I was then being raped and molested by family members and friends of the family, starting at 9 months old. This abuse continued until I was 14. During this time I was also being exorcised, caned, beaten, mentally and emotionally abused. I was seeing the dead, experiencing a knowing of who was there to abuse me and being beaten when I would speak of it. Told by the Church I am the sinner and deserved what I was getting. Told I needed to be silent and continue submitting to the abuses. ALL OF THEM.
It is important, to look at your beliefs. Those are the things I was taught to believe are normal and acceptable. This is what I was to conform to. Can you see why it is important to look at your beliefs to see where they come from and why you believed them?
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.