Hello world. The following was written 4/26/2015.
My mind twists and turns.
My throat fills with an acid burn.
Fear and guilt an emotional blur.
The wrongs I perceive have never occurred.
Yet my child’s mind cannot perceive.
The holy and good inside of me.
The judgments of those who care for me.
Are what I am taught to only perceive.
I feel the Truth deep inside.
Being told what to feel is only a lie.
The twisted thinking they do not perceive.
This is what they would have me believe.
Holy Spirit I ask that you come to my aide.
The Ego’s thinking gets in my way.
Thinking by pushing them far away.
I will be safe wherever I stay.
I look for your Truth inside of me.
The pure and innocent Truth of me.
The fearful lies in others I see.
As a reflection of what’s been told to me.
I see these as no longer true.
I see them as the Ego’s glue.
To keep us blind in misery.
To keep us from the Truth we seek.
Lord, I give myself into your care.
Filled with love I need to share.
I ask you now to help me perceive.
The Truth of your Love inside of me.
Sabrina Reyenga
I keep getting questions popping into my head that keep persisting with a mini commentaries from Holy Spirit. Holy Spirit states, “If everything you think you know was taught to you by someone else. And everything they think they know was taught to them by someone else. How do you know what you believe in is real or True? How can you believe there is a God? It is a concept. An idea used to explain away the world we see. It was thought up by someone somewhere to explain what they could not. When seen in that light how can you still believe in something that has no tangible grounds in fact as we know it?” My response, “It is through my experiences that I have grown in faith and belief there is a Higher Power out there.”
Experiences such as the following, “Standing and looking down at my body as the P.E. teacher is giving me CPR. Hearing her thoughts and mumbled words as she works frantically to get me breathing again. “Please baby, breath, just breathe for me. Damn it breath. Come on baby breath for me.” All while administering CPR to my body. Laying back down in my body and opening my eyes to see her heartfelt tears. I could feel her love as she worked on me. Her love is what pulled me back into my body more than anything. I was free to go right then, and I chose to continue. This was my choice to be here and continue to live out what was and is my life.”
When we are guided to share our experiences, we are giving another perspective on how any situation can be seen and a lesson learned. You find layer upon layer of deeper understanding. When you speak from experience I hear the authenticity of your words that are coming from your heart and not your mind. You are no longer just repeating something you read or heard with hope of understanding. You are now speaking with knowing. It is literally and physically felt. It isn’t mind reading. It is opening yourself to the Truth within yourself by connecting to the experiences another has had. To see yourself in them and them in you. That is joining in its truest form. To see your brothers as yourself.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.