Hello world. The following was written 4/1/2015.
Wow! Interesting way to start today. I am guessing today may be a day of emotion. I woke up crying and continue to cry at the drop of a hat. Before you smarty pants start in, no I am not pregnant. Just an emotional tomato as my Husband and Son have affectionately termed it. Maybe I could actually compete with the rain to water my garden today. LOL, what a picture that makes. I would feel like Alice in Wonderland after she fell down that rabbit hole crying herself a river.
What a morning! I have spent the last 3 hours answering emails and making phone calls to get appointments scheduled for time sensitive jobs. Running into one issue after another too. Either the end user is not available and I have to leave a message for a call back or the equipment has been lost in shipping. So, everyone seems to be scrambling to figure out what went haywire and where.
I had an emotional morning this morning. I found myself bawling my eyes out for no reason a few times. Then a burst of anger at myself for crying and at the situation with this work I am trying to schedule. Feeling frustrated when a client emails asking for services right away but doesn’t want to pay for it or to actually call in to schedule. Instead I am supposed to chase them down only to have them tell me they are going to call someone else because they don’t want to pay for emergency services or wait for a regular service call appointment. Blah!
Seems like today the joke is on me for April 1st, being as nothing could be done. I was spinning my wheels uselessly.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.