Hello world. The following was written 12/13/2015.
On my journey I reached a point of needing a fuller understanding of the things I went through in my life. Why was I taught to believe the things I was believing in. It wasn’t enough I see the judgments I was holding onto and believing in as Truth. When I asked for understanding I was shown clearly what my misconceptions were. I was believing their judgments and opinions of me as being true.
Holy Spirit and my Guides took it a step further and showed me every single judgment and opinion they were handing over to me, where no more than their judgments and opinions about themselves. When I believed them blindly and followed what they said to me I enacted those same judgments on myself. I created my own living Hell from that moment forward. When I looked at my thoughts, what I was believing in and asked for corrections, I got it. I also received healing. Not just of the mind, but of my physical body. If that does not say our thoughts create our illnesses I don’t know what else would.
Holy Spirit and my Guides keep telling me to Testify to Their Truth in my life. To what They are showing me and how I am getting there. I am to share my processes and the results of them. I am speaking and sharing my own experiences and nothing more. No projections of shame, guilt, blame and fear.
How many would question the validity of a miracle happening to them with doubt and the belief that something has gone wrong? Apparently all of them. Everyday we judge the things happening in our lives and around us as good, bad, right, and wrong. We judge everything out of some belief we know what is best for us. Yet, losing our jobs, breaking bones, or burning dinner was the absolute best thing that could have happened to us in that moment if we simply allowed it to be as it is and accepted it without any judgments. That any one of those things leads us to a healing in some way and a better situation than we were in before if we stopped fighting it with what we are thinking needs to happen.
I no longer deny what I experience. I accept it and allow it to be as it is. I no longer listen to anyone or anything outside of myself for guidance. I have placed myself in Holy Spirit’s and my Guides hands and have no desire to take myself from there ever again. I reached the bottom of my barrel long ago and Holy Spirit and my Guides have been helping me climb out of it ever since.
Hahahaha, Holy Spirit and my Guides are saying, “Riding the barrel over the water falls may seem like fun and games at first. That is until you recognize the true peril of what it is you’re intending to do. Which is leaping blindly after the guy in front of you because you never bothered to question if it was a good idea in the first place. Instead of following them blindly, come over here to the stairs and we shall get you there in a more orderly fashion. One that will actually get you there in one piece alive and kicking. Instead of an old pine box with your name etched herein.”
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.