Hello world. The following was written 10/18/2017.
I was having a conversation with my Husband Alex Reyenga tonight about math and music in regards a response I made to a brothers post and where it has led me. I hold an understanding within me….
My response, “Believe it or not I am severely dyslexic and a high school drop out. I earned my GED and took a college class for medical terminology. I took the class to understand what the doctors were telling me and giving me. I figured out pretty quickly I knew more than they did at the doctors office. I healed myself of two forms of cancer and a bunch of other diseases without medications or surgeries. I am self taught and follow an inner guidance. I AM a Psychic Intuitive Empath and Clear Open Trans Channel. I discern Truth from lies and am able to see behind the masks and false facades people place before them. I learn differently than most. Reading is difficult at best. My gifts block those things which have trapped my brothers in the illusions they are in or shall I say it keeps me from comprehending them. Kind of like fractions, percentages and reading sheet music. They are beyond my comprehension.”
My Husband just pointed out what each of those items have in common. They are all a part of a whole. Music deals in fractions.
They each teach separation. They teach how to break a whole into parts. How to divide what was once wholeness. The vision I am given is fear in lack. That is what the “fractional” break down of reality is. The separating of the whole into parts and telling each part it has no connection to the whole. Contemplate that one a bit while thinking of media, politics, or parties.
What I am being shown are communities or groups. People living in harmony in close family groups. Helping each other and sharing their harvests. All are of the same heart and mind of what is best for the ALL. Next scene is of them being scattered and made to work alone. Another comes in taking a portion of their harvest. They leave them less than enough to survive. This was the beginning in a belief of lack, separation and a belief in portioning, dividing or taking from another. Now I am shown how everything we are taught is based on the premises of fear, blame, guilt, shame, separation and division.
Separation through labels. Separate the young from the old. Separate the male from the female. Separate by skin. Separate by hair. Separate by language. Separate by beliefs. Separate through fear. Separate through lack. Separate through shame. Separate through guilt. Separate through blame. Separate, separate, separate, divide, divide, divide and minimize the belief in wholeness. Destroy the belief in the Whole. The One Infinite Being. The Creator that connects each of us together as a whole.
What my Husband had pointed out about the separation aspect of fractions and my inability to comprehend them brought to light my lack of ability to accept another’s authority over me. I am not able to perceive anyone as being anything other than my equal in all ways. No one is better or less than I am. No has less or more than I do.
I hold an understanding within me the only separation there is, is held within the mind. It is a judgment held there is something that is different so separates you from the Being next to you. It is a belief in a judgment taught to you.
I hold an understanding within me of how every belief in a judgment is connected to an illness and a disease. I hold an understanding of how everything we take into us on all levels effects us on a physical level. How our focus on the external manifests the diseases internally.
I hold an understanding within me of how we are taught to think and perceive through blindly following and believing. How pain and suffering were used as a catalyst to manipulate and control. How ones Free Will is taken stealthily with a guise of freedom and safety.
I hold an understanding within me of how judgments were used as the tool of manipulation. Judgments of blame handed out to create shame, guilt, self blame and fear. How mental torture turned to physical torture when judgments stopped working.
Tolerance for pain may be high, but it is not without limits. To get the pain and suffering to end we learned to give in and comply. To conform to whatever is being dictated to us. To accept without question what we are told to keep from being judged and punished for doing so. We create a self imposed prison within our own minds.
I hold an understanding within me of how to heal the inner child who is in pain from all they have experienced. I hold an understanding within me of how to take back our Sovereignty. How to take back our inherent ability to govern ourselves.
I hold within me an understanding that I do not have to accept anyone’s judgments or opinions of me or anything I think, say or do. No one gets any say but me in how I am choosing to express myself. In all things it is MY CHOICE and MINE ALONE.
I hold an understanding within me of how the enlightened ego manipulates. I witness my brothers conforming and complying to political correctness. Biting their tongues and choking themselves into silence to keep from speaking their Truth out of fear. Fear of hurting another’s feelings and a fear of being judged for Standing in their Light of Truth. Begging for acceptance and validation through the bowing, scraping and conforming to the dictates of those around them. All through the tool of political correctness.
I hold an understanding within me of the twisted belief in responsibility that has been taught to Humanity. Of how they are taught they are responsible for what their brother experiences. They are responsible for healing their brother. They are responsible for saving their brother. They are responsible for the choices their brother makes. They are responsible for the pain and suffering their brother experiences. They are responsible for their brothers happiness, joy, love, inclusion, and peace. I hold an understanding of the lies they have trapped themselves into believing.
I hold an understanding within me of Truth beyond separations understanding and perception. I hold an understanding of how to retrace our steps to our beginnings and start over again with a shift in perspectives. An inner shift of understanding the Truth of who you are within the shell and how you are connected to everyone and ALL THAT IS.
I hold an understanding within me…
Please be the Light I know you to be. Please be the Light I see you to be. Please be the Light you are meant to be. Please choose to be the Light.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.