Hello world. The following was written 5/25/2015.
I found myself sitting in stillness and silence yesterday. Contemplating my Son and other family members serving in our military. My Husband, Alex’s post and many other things said by my brothers. The judgment I am not a Course student because I have not read or listened to the text. The blatant attacking of me and others for whatever our paths may be.
As I contemplated these things I asked God and Holy Spirit why I have been healed of Cancers, diabetes and so many other physical ailments, yet I have not been healed of my dyslexia. I asked why is it my brothers are unwilling to accept everything exactly as it is without judgment. Holy Spirit’s answer was to tell me to look for a story of the littlest angel.
As I read the story Holy Spirit explained to me all of us are the littlest angel. Each of us have gifts and abilities others may or may not share. Each of us are unique. We have our strengths and weaknesses. When we come together we balance each other. My brothers refusal to accept me as I am is because of their judgments of what they believe should or should not be happening.
Holy Spirit is saying, just as the Seraphim, Cherubim, the Angels and Archangels were saying the littlest angel didn’t even look like an angel, so too are my brothers denying the Truth of who I AM and who their brothers are. They judge others based on their own abilities or lack thereof. Each experience in our lives are a treasure. All are for our benefit and the benefit of our brothers. To deny one is to deny all and to deny yourself.
My dyslexia has not been healed because it is a tool being used to guide me on my path where Holy Spirit would have me go and for what Holy Spirit would have me do. My inability to read music, comprehend everything I read and even deal with math like fractions and percentages are all for my benefit. In their place I have other gifts. One is exchanged for another.
No two people are the same. Not even twins. Why then do my brothers expect me to walk their path and be able to do everything they can? Because they judge. Accepting everything exactly as it is without judgment, is not only possible but absolutely necessary. We each have gifts to offer. We only need to accept them without judgement. Love thyself. When you love yourself you are able to love your brother as you love yourself. If you are not showing love to them you are not showing love to yourself.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.