Hello world. The following was written 11/13/2020.
For the last few days I have had conversations with people in different places, on different platforms and on different days of similar things. What has occurred, you ask? I would respond to what a brother has shared, then another brother asks me questions or makes statements, to which I am guided to respond.
Another aspect coming into my awareness is, my brothers choices to judge that which I share of my journey, at first. Once a deeper sharing is given, a silence ensues there after from those brothers. What is usually shared in those moments, are real life experiences of trials, traumas and tribulations used as the examples of how my perspectives and purviews have shifted so changed, changing how it is I am now perceiving all to be, including myself.
Some seem to grasp what has been shared, so choose to join with me in accepting that which is shared for themselves. As understanding comes of exactly what it was I was pointedly shining a Light on with my sharing of that which they initially chose to judge.
The following were my brothers questions, statements, responses ending in their eventual silence.
Brother one asks, “WHAT IS AN IMPORTANT QUESTION THAT YOU WANT ANSWERED REGARDING ANXIETY AND PANIC ATTACKS?”
Brother two asks, “How to prevent them?”
My response, “Hello brother. Be willing to look deeply at what it is which is causing the panic and anxiety to occur. Meaning question what it is you are experiencing in those moments. Look at your thoughts and question them. Ask yourself where they came from, why are they there, who taught them to you and why you are CHOOSING to believe in them.
As you begin to do this catch and release of your thoughts, like a fisherman, you will start to notice how each thought is connected to an emotion, which is connected to your bodies physical responses and reactions. Another aspect to pay attention to, are the judgments and judgmental labels you are using on yourself in the form of self recriminations and to judge all which is occurring or has occurred.
Recognize how those judgements and label are the catalysts effecting you on all levels of your being in those moments. Once you can SEE what you are doing and choosing to do, you can change your mind. You can let go those thoughts and beliefs so they stop repeating themselves. When you willingly look within you, you open a door to healing yourself.”
Brother three responds, “Sabrina Reyenga SEEING what your doing is good advice. And it is a commitment to give relaxed attention to your thoughts and where they contect in your emotions and body. One of the common methods to treat something like anxiety is the emotional trance method. If your anxious your already absorbed in unconscious thought and emotions. So the entry to the answer is through the emotional state. I Apply attention to the emotion and were it is in the body. My clients get perspective thats outside looking in at the issue. This creates the separation they need to dissidentify from the issue. Then when they come in contact with their normal triggers nothing happens. And conversational hypnosis is rapid. My clients change quickly.”
My response, “Hello brother. What I shared was the processes I had to go through in order to heal myself on all levels of my being, of the trials, traumas and tribulations experienced on my own journey. I had to look at molestations, rapes, beatings, exorcisms, canings, mental and emotional abuses to see when, where, how and why I chose what I did to believe of myself, my experiences and those connected to those experiences. In turning within and looking at my experiences and how I was choosing to judge them as being, I healed my physical form of two forms of cancer and other diseases without medications or surgeries.
In turning within to the Holy Spirit, Holy Spirit showed me how my thoughts and beliefs can heal me or kill me. The choice is mine, so I have had to consciously look at all I am choosing in any given moment, to see how I may be in judgment of it. I AM a Psychic Intuitive Empath, Clear Open Trans Channel, Spiritual writer, Spiritual Healer and Master Teacher. I share the experiential aspects of my journey, with the lessons learned through them, showing how all is and was of benefit on the journey. That is ALL without exception.”
Silence…
Brother four states, “On Parler now..”
My response, “I am on Gab as @MysticNamuha. I wont sign onto parler as their user agreement dictates they can use my content as they see fit. Even monetizing it without compensation to me for my creative content. When I read this I walked away, saying no thanks. I own all rights to my creative content. I share freely that which Holy Spirit has given me, in understanding as I was asked to do. I am not trying to make money off my brothers. I will be damned if someone else is going to make money of my brothers using my content.
Besides, I speak way to much Truth for these platforms, anyway. As it is no more than controlled opposition who censors on the sly, like twitter and facebook do. You know, followers disappearing. Likes disappearing. Content disappearing. This is what is being shared on Gab. What people have been saying has happened to them. Haven’t experienced any of this on Gab. Total freedom to speak ones mind, without censorship and you own your content.”
Brother five responds, “Sabrina Reyenga Sounds like Facebook yet here you are.”
My response, “I go were Holy Spirit would have me go and stay were Holy Spirit would have me stay. I spend the majority of my time elsewhere. Usually writing. As a matter of fact the night before last I wrote and published article 802. That is 802 articles in just over 8 years. I am published on my own website SabrinaReyenga.com and https://sabrinareyenga.medium.com/
As you see, I am here as Holy Spirit would have me be, at this time. Holy Spirit has me come and go from different groups on different platforms, for myriad purposes. I go where I am Guided Brother. It is that simple.
By the way, when I joined Facebook in the early 2000’s, it was completely free and uncensored. Now they are racketeering, with shadow banning, while sending advertising to you. You have to pay to be seen. If you refuse they crack down even harder, limiting how many see you and what you share. Going so far as to remove your content without notice ,until you call them out on it. Which I have done many times. Truth is Truth brother. Even our brothers who are still asleep, need a beacon of Light in the Darkness, as they begin to wake up.”
My brothers response, “Good.”
Silence…
Brother six shares, “A thought from the past that helped me to heal my mind so that this doesn’t happen anymore.
I have learned to civilize my behavior so I seldom act on my angry thoughts, but the thoughts are still there sometimes. Any time I think someone should have acted differently, I have silently condemned them, and in my mind, I have punished them. The punishment might even show up in form. I might punish them by avoiding them, for instance.
In the scheme of things, it doesn’t seem like much, but in judging this person and finding him guilty and deserving of punishment I have rejected everything the Course is teaching me. I have rejected my true Self, my Oneness, my unity with my brothers, and with God. In short, I have said that I choose not to accept my self as Love because it would mean that I would have to be one with this person who just doesn’t meet my standards. A poor choice, indeed.”
My response, “Hello brother. Something to consider, there comes a point on ones journey when they must understand, it does not matter what a brother is choosing for themselves. All that matters and will ever matter, is what they are choosing for them. They are not required to accept or believe as their brothers are choosing to. They are allowed to choose differently for themselves.
With this understanding also comes the recognition you are not required to stand there taking a beating, for what your brothers are choosing. You are not required to stay in a relationship, with those who judge you and are not willing to accept you, as you choose to be. You are allowed to “WALK AWAY”, “UNFRIEND” or even “BLOCK” those who become abusive, in their demands you conform, comply so adhere to that which they have chosen for themselves. You are able to LOVE them still, but this time from a distance.
The only thing we are required to do, is choose what we want for ourselves. We cannot choose for anyone else, not even our children. We must accept full responsibility for all choices we would make for ourselves, to believe as we are choosing to. This acceptance of responsibility, empowers us to Be who and what we choose to Be and not what someone else would dictate we be.
We cannot choose what shall be right for anyone else on the journey. All we are able to do, is choose for ourselves and LIVE what we would choose to Be. When we do this we become a Beacon of Light in the darkness for our brothers who are still asleep, so lost in the darkness of their deepest nightmares. In standing in our Light of Truth we give our brothers another way of perceiving their reality so change it for themselves. In this aspect they begin to choose to mimic what they see us doing. Eventually turning on the Light within them, as they crack open the door to their own consciousness awakening to who they are and are meant to be.”
Brother seven asks, “Sabrina Reyenga love what you commented sister. However. There is nothing in the post about abuse. I think maybe you are putting that interpretation onto it. Which is good for the ones who need to hear it and choose that, is this or was this the situation you created for yourself in the dream? Abuse that is? Or a situation as what you commented above?”
My response, “Hello brother. As with everything I share, all refer to the experiential aspects experienced and the lessons learned through them, from my own journey. We have to experience certain things for ourselves, in order to understand what our brothers experience so go through, on theirs.
On my own journey I had to LISTEN when Holy Spirit was telling me it was time to WALK AWAY from my own family, when they refused to accept me as I AM. They instead chose to demonize and persecute me. Calling me evil and demon possessed, according to what they believe their bible was telling them.
What they were doing is negating their own scriptures teachings, about the gifts we are ALL GIVEN from GOD in PSYCHIC ABILITIES. Their choices to negate what their own scriptures teach, demanding I denounce who I AM and that which I AM able to do. Their fears and lack of understanding, pointed clearly to the need for me to walk away from them and love them from a distance.
As a child I was beaten into submission by my family for their religious ideologies. I was forced to denounce myself and everything I was seeing and experiencing. As an adult, I am no longer required to continue denying who I AM and that which I AM able to do. As an adult, I AM allowed to change my mind. I can choose differently than what I was psychologically indoctrinated to, using non-contact torture and physical torture. Remember, I was exorcised and caned into submission by my family and the Catholic Church, from the age of 2 until the age of 14, when I walked away from the church and 16 my family.
I turned within to Holy Spirit on my journey, for all guidance and the answers I was seeking. It was Holy Spirit who showed me the Truth, guiding me to walk away from the abusive nature of those around me. It is a form of abuse ALL of Humanity is and has been subjected to, as I have.”
Brother seven responds, “Sabrina Reyenga mahalo for sharing your journey with me. Isnt it nice that we are not bound to bodies and that we can love anyone anywhere no matter where they are? And we can still choose to see them innocent and choose not to be a victim? Joined with you beloved sis”
A deeper understanding is accepted…
Brother eight states, “Let me know how you feel when you’re on your deathbed. I’ve been there multiple times, and prayer is all ya got. I will always keep a praying now.”
My response, “I have died and been resuscitated over 100 times on my journey, starting at 10 months old. I was kicked across a room into a brick fireplace. My last instance of death and resuscitation was in my early 30’s. I am hard headed and slow to learn my lessons. The lesson I was to learn is, I AM not the body I inhabit. I AM the Soul within the shell. The body is a tool, a vehicle which transports me from one experience into the next, then allows me to gauge what the experience shall be for me.
It took me crossing over and back, over 100 times. Visiting the other lives I AM living simultaneously in other forms, Human and otherwise. It took these experiences to understand fully, this body does not define me. It is no more than a costume I have donned like an actor on a stage pretending to be what I am not, for the experience of it.
Nothing is as it may seem. What we think we know so believe in, are illusions we were trained to believe so perceive. They were based on what another chose to believe in, as being real so true. Until we question what it is we think we know and believe in, we repeat the patterns taught to us unknowingly and unthinkingly. The Universe is a Mental Construct created within the mind, then projected before you as what you perceive to be. What you choose to believe, IS what you shall perceive, until you choose to change your mind about it.”
Brother eight responds, “I hope you find your way. God bless you.”
My response, “I have found my way. I was raised Roman Catholic. My family blindly believed what the church dictated, so began to exorcise and cane me at age 2, when I stated there was a dead man with his head almost decapitated in the bathtub. My family and the church negated what their own scriptures stated, about the Spiritual Gifts given us in psychic abilities. I walked away from the church at age 14 and my family who were molesting, raping and beating me into submission at age 16. I walked away, turning within to Holy Spirit for my Guidance. What I found was a Truth which healed me of multiple cancers and other diseases, without medications or surgeries.
When asked, Jesus told his followers to follow in his footsteps. He was referring to turning within to Holy Spirit for one Guidance, as the Holy Spirit IS the bridge to God. This is what I chose to do and have been doing every day since I walked away.”
Brother eight responds, “I’m good with your choice. I’m not good with you ridiculing others for theirs. Its childish.”
My response, “Please point out specifically, where I am ridiculing another for their choice. You, are not accepting of my choices. Which you have clearly pointed out, by saying I have ridiculed another for their choices. I stated facts not fiction. All has been recorded in legal documentation. Pointing out a Truth, is not ridicule. My family and the church DID negate what their own scriptures stated, so judged me to be evil and demon possessed. They also used it as their excuse as to why grown men were attracted to me, so where molesting and raping me. All Truth. Do the following passages look familiar, because the should?
“Having gifts that differ according to the grace given to us, let us use them: if prophecy, in proportion to our faith;”
– Romans 12:6
“Now concerning spiritual gifts, brothers, I do not want you to be uninformed.”
– 1 Corinthians 12:1
“For to one is given through the Spirit the utterance of wisdom, and to another the utterance of knowledge according to the same Spirit, to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healing by the one Spirit, to another the working of miracles, to another prophecy, to another the ability to distinguish between spirits, to another various kinds of tongues, to another the interpretation of tongues.”
– 1 Corinthians 12:8–10
“To each is given the manifestation of the Spirit for the common good.”
– 1 Corinthians 12:7
“Do not neglect the gift you have, which was given you by prophecy when the council of elders laid their hands on you. Practice these things, immerse yourself in them, so that all may see your progress. Keep a close watch on yourself and on the teaching. Persist in this, for by so doing you will save both yourself and your hearers.”
– 1 Timothy 4:14–16
“As each one has received some spiritual gift, he should use it to serve others, like good managers of God’s many-sided grace.”
– 1 Peter 4:10
“Do everything in Love.”
– 1 Corinthians 16:4″
Brother nine responds, “Sabrina’s Reyenga, thank you for posting this. I’ve experienced something similar, though far outside the Church. I needed to hear this. I’ve experienced both demonic and good spirits, along with abuse from childhood. If you’re like me, it can seem you’re alone, but you aren’t.
I’m not going to tell you what to do, but please ensure you’re in a state of grace. God is bound by the sacraments of the Catholic Church, but He isn’t limited by them. You could be brought to heaven outside the Church, but since you were born in it you’re safer if you follow the rules about going to confession, Mass (Latin or Orthodox in communion with Rome) and communion. As bad as things are in the Catholic Church, it is the Church Christ established. It is better, safer, to obey. You don’t have to go into detail with priests as even the best of them have a hard time understanding edge cases. I’m praying for you.”
My response, “I walk in the Light and have been since the day I was born. I AM, that I AM, which is exactly as God created me to be in His image, with all the abilities He has. For God does not make mistakes and states, He created Man in His Image. Not His reflection. Not His shadow. Not His afterthought. We are created EXACTLY LIKE GOD. As Jesus stated, we shall move mountains and more beyond what He was able to do.
I AM a hands on healer. I experience the pain and suffering of others within my own body, literally. I experience their mental, emotional and physical pain within my own body. This ability allows me to understand and pin point that which is hurting my brother. I AM able to find the cause and help them SEE it, so THEY may heal it. Thereby healing themselves.
All of these abilities have been with me from day one and many others I have not mentioned. We are not these bodies. We are the Souls, within these shells. Who we are, are Eternal Beings. Our True Forms are of Energy or Light. Each time I died I was in my True Light Body before returning to this form, to continue my journey.
There is more to this reality than Humanity is aware of. There is more to their minds and emotional energy than what they have been taught. We manifest that which we focus our attentions on mentally and emotionally, good or bad. Our fears are what we use to block ourselves from having what we truly want in our hearts.”
I AM a Mystic. A Psychic Intuitive Empath, Clear Open Trans Channel, Spiritual writer, Spiritual Healer and Master Teacher. I share the experiential aspect of my journey with the lessons learned through them, of how each one has been of benefit to me in understanding who I AM and am meant to be. I teach the student how to turn within, so they no longer seek me, the teacher, for their answers. I share openly, honestly, bluntly and authentically all I have experienced and learned on my journey holding nothing back, hiding nothing. I AM here to help Humanity heal, by Healing with Sharing one conversation, contemplation, experience, vision and channeling at a time.
I do not and will not dangle a carrot on a stick before you, asking you to pay me first if you would have me help you. I leave those types of manipulations to the cons and charlatans who call themselves the Teachers and Gurus, of books and religions. I teach you to turn within, so seek the answers from within you and not in me or out there in the world in others. I can help you understand how your own mind works and has been used as a tool to manipulate and control you, using your mind and emotions as the mechanisms of leveraged control against you. I can help you see what it is you are choosing for you. I extend freely to you that which the Holy Spirit has extended to me.
Everything I AM able to do you are able to do, if you choose to. It is a choice you must make for yourself. We are all equals in every way. We have all been trained to see differences, between us. I share the experiential aspects of my journey, as the examples to show how and when my perspectives shifted and changed. I share what the catalysts were, to me seeing all differently. I share the processes I went through which have healed my form of all diseases, my mind of the nightmares I was living and my heart of the burden of the pain and suffering I experienced. By Turning within and accepting what the Holy Spirit was showing me, I chose to become who I AM and choose to be.
I AM, that I AM, which is exactly as God created me to be, in His image.
Please be the Light, I know you to be. Please be the Light, I see you to be. Please be the Light, you are meant to be. Please choose, to be the Light.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.