Hello world. The following was written 01/06/2018.
Something interesting has been occurring and being brought into my awareness. For the last couple of days I will comment on a brother’s post and another brother will respond to my comment. When I respond to those brothers they immediately begin projecting onto me their beliefs and judgments. Then they threaten to block me if I continue to tag them in the conversation. Umm, I wasn’t tagging anyone and I wasn’t the one who made the initial contact here during these dialogues. Yet, these brothers would call me the troll, insane, sick, and twisted amongst the other derogatory labels they would hand to me as defining who I am and am supposed to be.
One brother took issue with my comments about supporting our troops. Sighting how their father went to Vietnam and both their lives were damaged by it. That they refuse to be responsible for what our troops and government are doing.
My response, “Therein is where your own misconception lies. You are not responsible for the choices another makes and they are not responsible for your choices either. Nothing can be done in your name unless you accept and allow yourself to willingly be responsible. Your choices to believe are yours alone to make brother and no one may take your choices from you or make them for you. Stating that someone could do anything in your name and you be responsible for it is no more than handing away your own Free Will and Sovereignty to be Self Governing to someone else and to willingly bow down to their dictates without question.
You are not a victim here and neither was your father. Each Being has a roll that they are here to play and fulfill in those moments so the next Being may take their place and work on those things they came here to work on. Every single experience we have is for our benefit and through us all of Humanity. I can look at every experience I have ever had and see how it was needed for me to learn the lessons I came to learn and help me understand exactly who I am and am meant to be. I can look at every rape, molestation, beating, exorcism, caning, mental and emotional abuse, broken bone, and disease as the gifts they were. I can understand why the things that happened did and why they happened the way they did. I understand what they were taught to think and believe and what I was taught to think and believe. I can also see how they are no different then I am and were taught everything I was in almost the exact same ways. We are equals and all we were taught was never questioned. Be willing to look at and question these judgmental beliefs you are holding brother. They eat at you from within and are what causes you all the pain and suffering you are experiencing every moment.”
Another brother responds, “” I can look at every rape, molestation, beating, mental and emotional abuse, broken bone, disease as the gifts they were.” Sorry, but that is just sick, twisted thinking & you def live in lala land!”
My response, “Why would you have me be a victim? To what purpose would believing I am a victim and have no value or worth be? Especially when based on the judgments of small minded people like you? You seem to be no different than my family who would beat me after I was touched. They told me I was responsible for a grown man touching me. Sounds like you are of the same ilk as them. It mattered not to them that I was under two years old. I was responsible so must be beaten. I am not worthy to be seen as a Human Being. I am unworthy of love, kindness, gentleness. I am unworthy of anyone every wanting me because I am used. I am guessing this is what you tell anyone who has been touched too based on your comment. You probably blame your children just as my family did. You are the one in lala land dear, not I.
There is a misconception being held that one should ignore their thoughts and what is being experienced in the moment. That one should ignore the pain and suffering and just think happy thoughts. That one should never look below the surface at what is experienced or question ourselves as to what we are experiencing.
A brother compared the thoughts within our minds to the voices of a schizophrenic split mind. The label chosen by them points to a belief that all the voices are the same and have no purpose, reason for being, or legitimate meaning. It shows their judgments and inability to accept themselves as they are. To them there is only one voice inside that is not to be acknowledged in any way shape or form. To acknowledge that voice would be to acknowledge their reality and experiences were real and may not be what they believed them to be. They would have to accept responsibility for themselves and their own choices to judge and believe.
Something to consider here is that there are multiple Voices within you. One would be the egoistic thought processes or mind that was taught to you. It is a way of thinking, perceiving and experiencing. That is the voice we are taught to focus our attentions on. The other Voices would be Holy Spirit and the Spiritual Guides selected by the Creator for you. Those Voices give understanding and healing when one chooses to look at that which is brought before them and question what is perceived for the Truth therein.
Everything we experience we judge using the perspectives or judgments we were taught by the adults around us as children. Those beliefs are the foundation or basis with which we perceive everything experienced. We are trained to negate so judge all experiences as unwanted. Everything we experience is for our benefit with lessons we are to learn buried within them whether we know it or not in the moments it is happening.
We blindly believe, follow and accept what is taught to us. All of us are taught this way of thinking and perceiving. All beliefs held are taught and never questioned. This is how we perpetuate the pain and suffering. We teach what we are taught and teach as we were taught. We were taught to do as we are told and to never question the authority. That is what we teach our children even as we continue to conform to this belief ourselves with those we believe have authority over us. All of it is a lie. We are Sovereign Beings capable of Self Governance through the Free Will given us by the Creator. No one has the right to choose for us what resonates for us. We do not have the right to choose for anyone else either. That is the lie we are taught though. That we are able to take another’s choices from them or make them for them just as we have had done to us since birth. We made that choice to believe someone could do this to us. We can also change our minds and refuse to allow or accept their judgments any longer.
If you want to heal the split mind you must be willing to look at what it is showing you. Question what is experienced and believed. Just remember that the quality of the question asked will reflect the quality of the answer given. You have to ask before an answer can be given you. That would mean one must be willing to look within to see what needs to be asked.
A shift needs to happen for each Being Individually. Each Being will be required to stop looking out there in the world around them for the answers. They will have to stop looking in books, videos and to their brothers for the answers. Each Being is required to turn their gaze inward. There is a maze, a labyrinth within the mind that must be traversed back to it’s center of Being. It is this journey inward that will free you from all the ties that have bound you. Every seed that planted a belief will be found along the mazes paths. As each one is found and uprooted it is healed and removed. All connections to that belief are removed as understanding replaces the pain and confusion that was in its place.
This is the process that is referred to as the work needed to be done. A willingness to turn within and stop listening to all that is outside of you. To question all that is brought into your minds eyes for review and healing. To stop ignoring and start looking at and accepting your own choices to believe as you do and have. To finally be willing to take responsibility for yourself and who you are and want to be instead of accepting what you are told you are to be.
You are a Sovereign Being with Free Will to choose for yourself what resonates for you. You make these choices and always have. No one else has ever made these choices for you. In every instant you chose to accept what was handed to you as being true. That was your choice. You are allowed to change your mind. You are not required to continue believing as you have been taught to.
Be willing to turn within and question. Be willing to turn away from those outside of you and that which they would hand you. Be willing to walk the labyrinth within your mind and ask Holy Spirit and your Guides to walk it with you. Ask them to shine their Light before you and show you the Truth of what you have chosen to believe. You have to ask for their help in order to receive it. They will not interfere with YOUR choices to be and believe. When they show you this Truth it will be up to you to accept or deny it. This choice is yours. All they may do is lay that Truth before you. It is up to you to choose it and then Live it.
Something else to consider here is that a child is innocent and has no understanding of what is being done to them in those moments. The only ones who hold any understanding in those moments are the adults around them. Everything they learn from that experience is taught to them by the adults around them. How they view that experience, themselves, and everyone else from that moment on is taught to them by the adults. They hold no judgments or understandings in those moments. To them all it was, was an experience. Consider this as you look at what is shared here. The child is innocent and has no knowing of what was done. They learn this from the adults, they learn this from YOU! How you view them and what happened is what they learn to define themselves by and everything they experience from then on out.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.”
My brothers response, “Do you really expect anyone to read this diatribe?!? I mean, think about how this shows up on mobile. Your ramblings only prove you only think of yourself, you think you’re always right & you twist everything to fit into your…oh geez, not sure what to call it, idk…your insane belief system. I don’t wish to carry this convo further, tag me again & I’ll do what they did!” (meaning block me)
My response, “Once again you judge that which you have no understanding or comprehension of.”
My brothers response, “I know a nut when I see one!”
My response, “Cancer and disease are powerful catalysts when one is faced with death. They have one choosing to look at their life and ask questions. In looking at my experiences and seeing what I was choosing to do in accepting the judgments of the adults around me I healed every disease I was diagnosed with without medications or surgery. Two forms of cancer gone. Diabetes, HBP, IBS, migraines and this list goes on and on. I have healed everything by looking at my choices. What I share is my personal life experiences and the lessons learned. My beliefs were killing me. The judgmental beliefs that were handed to me by the adults around me were what was killing me with cancers and disease. When I chose to look at my beliefs and see them for the lies they were I healed instantly. Consider that aspect of what I am sharing here. Everything is connected one unto the other.”
My brothers, no one is required to believe as you do, see as you do, perceive as you do, or experience as you do. Each of us are allowed to choose for ourselves what resonates for us as Truth. No one may make these choices or decisions for you and you are not allowed to make them for anyone else either. Your children are not required to accept your choices to believe as you have. They are not required to be little replicas of you. They are their own Beings with their own right to choose what resonates for them as Truth. Stop shoving your judgmental beliefs down their throats. Stop training them to be slaves to the machine you have accepted for yourself.
Blessing on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.