Hello world. The following was written 3/11/2019.
Holy Spirit has been having me respond to my brothers with Truth with examples of how what is shared is the Truth. In some cases even providing evidence which corroborates this is Truth being shared. Yet in many instances my brothers would deny what is being placed before them, judging it to be this or that. In each instance they are choosing to overlay an image within their own minds on top of whatever is being shared, skewing their own ability to purview what is shared objectively.
The following was a question asked by a brother with my response.
My brother asks, “If you have had any experience with mind altering substances, what is the most profound thing you have learned?”
My response, “Nothing is as it may seem. How I am choosing to perceive and believe is directly connected to the judgmental opinions and thoughts handed to me I accepted as being real and True are no more than lies created to control and manipulate me to another’s dictates and will consciously and unconsciously through my subconscious mind.
Each and every one of the items handed to me are being used to strip away my ability to be a Sovereign Being who is Self Governing so Self Reliant using the Free Will given me by the Creator. I was shown how to take back my Sovereignty. This is what was shown to me.”
After responding to that question from a brother I found myself responding to another brothers question.
A brother asks, “What is choice? Where does choice originate within you? What I am asking is, if you close your eyes, and imagine you have nothing. You can not even move, because the ability has been removed from you. Perhaps you cannot even think because your mind has been damaged in some way. Do you think that choice would still exist? (Just asking individually — — no right or wrong).
What is choice? Is it a desire? A will? What is it? Does everyone have choice?”
My response, “Hello brother. When I ask Holy Spirit what is choice, the answer I receive is CHOICE is a STATE OF BEING. CHOICE becomes a RESONANCE Frequency of which we become that frequency as our state of Beingness. Even in the experience of nothingness one is still experiencing something. That something would be the resonance frequency one is choosing to be in those moments. Does this clarify what you are asking?”
My brother responds, “Sabrina Reyenga if it does for you. I am asking individually. Your personal answers, because it will be different for everyone.”
My response, “If that is the case then I would add the mind as you have stated it IS NOT the controlling factor here. We are not these bodies we inhabit. We are the Souls within these shells. Our SOUL BEING is the MIND so cannot be “damaged” as you have indicated in a “physical” way. The resonance frequency I mentioned comes from the SOUL and not the bodies mind.
I am being told to give an example to you of what I am speaking of. In 2004 I wrecked my motorcycle breaking the left side of my body. This caused me to be bedridden unable to move or do anything for myself for around 8 months. During this time I was told my body was dying of multiple cancers and other diseases and that NOTHING could be done for me.
As I laid in bed unable to move I held a dialogue in my head with God and Holy Spirit. I asked them why I was being punished and what did I do that was so bad to have a life filled with so much pain, misery and abuse. Why am I the only mistake you have made in creation?
In that moment Holy Spirit stepped in and began to show me the Truth of what I was believing. I found myself “looking” out my eyes as if I was looking through a window at the world outside. The detachment from my physical body and the pain and suffering I was experiencing opened my eyes to a Truth I had never contemplated before. I was trapped in a body and NO ONE could see me in it. I was alive and wanted to live and yet my body was dying with me trapped inside of it. I felt as if I was in a submarine and sinking to the bottom of the ocean where no one could hear me, see me, save me.
It was during these moments and many others of a similar nature I began to look at what I was taught to believe and how I had been choosing to accept judgments and labels as defining who I am. When I laid there unable to move I kept fantasizing about killing myself. Being completely helpless and at the mercy of those around me was torturous. It brought my childhood and the abuses experienced flashing back into my mind. It was in these moments Holy Spirit would step forward and guide me in looking at what it was I had experienced back then and how I had chose to judge all of it as being. In looking at what Holy Spirit brought before me I healed every disease without medications or surgeries. I did what the doctors said couldn’t be done.”
After responding to that brother I was guided to another brother and their question.
A brother asks, “If I told you a story about something, and I have years and years of evidence, and its clear to see that my story is in fact true beyond a shadow if a doubt, and you believed me but someone else didn’t, would the person who did not believe the story be wrong, or in some way amiss of logic or reason? Perhaps even evil or suspect of some gross defect? Or would it simply mean that my story does not resonate with their personal truth?”
My response, “Hello brother. It is interesting that you would ask this question at this time. I had a brother respond to something I had shared with the following and was guided to respond back to them this morning.
My brother states, “Sabrina Reyenga everything u write is an absolute waste of time wow do u think people actually read your garbage but keep writing let it out hahah”
My response, “Only to closed minded egoistic judgmental ABUSIVE Beings such as you is what I share garbage. Especially since what I happen to share are REAL LIFE EXPERIENCES that I have personally had. I have been raped, molested, beaten, exorcised, caned, mentally and emotionally abused by my own family starting at 9 months old when my grandmother force fed me and kicked me across a room. Only those who are abusers themselves would state what I share is garbage.”
As I said it is interesting that you have asked these questions. Blessings to you.”
Once this response was finished I found myself guided to a response from another brother in my own group who responded to something I had been guided to share there.
My brother asks, “Why is this on A Course in Miracles page?”
My response, “Why NOT? If everything is for our benefit as ACIM states, WHY NOT? Why are YOU choosing to JUDGE IT? Why is it triggering you? WHY ARE you HERE? WHO ARE YOU? Who do you believe yourself to be? Did you bother to watch the video to SEE what it was about? Try watching it and then MAYBE you can figure out the answer for YOURSELF.”
My brother responds, “Excuse me? I did actually watch the video and perceive it to be right wing propaganda. The fellow has holes in his reasoning all over the place. I am a bit shocked that you, the administrator of this page, actually spoke to me in the way that you did. I asked a simple question and I asked it respectfully. and you began SCREAMING at me with capital letters. Maybe you need to resign.I dont come to this page for this type of negative information and treatment.And looking at your other posts I can see that you are very unenlightened by your so called interest in The Course in Miracles and that you have a very high opinion of yourself..”
My response, “That would be your own judgmental perception that what is stated is screaming and negative. What was put forth was fact based with evidence from their own mouths being represented as evidence. To state what is shared there is propaganda AND that it does not belong in this group which speaks of opening one’s eyes to the TRUTH of what is placed before them beyond what you are choosing to perceive it as being would be an egoistic response to that which it is in denial of accepting.
This group is of MY OWN CREATION as per the Direction of Holy Spirit brother. I share as Holy Spirit would bid me share and YOU do not get a say in how it is done or what it is that is being shared. All that is asked of you and anyone else when a brother shares is to witness and contemplate that which is shared and ask thyself if what is shared resonates within as Truth or not with Holy Spirit. To ask questions for clarity of understanding WHERE your brother is at on their journey without judging them for it. Blessings to you.”
My brother responds, “You are using your own so-called spirituality as a weapon and as self mastiurbation. Leave this thread up and see if other members have anything to say.”
My response, “As I stated you are in judgment of what is shared and cannot see beyond what you have chosen to believe. That IS your choice to do so. All you have chosen to believe in has been taught to you by someone else and you are the one responsible for making these choices. You will have to heal thyself when the pain and suffering becomes to great to bear any longer. Blessings to you.”
My brother responds, “Im not a sheep that follows what I have been taught. I do use my own judgement to decide what I believe. My own judgement has proven sound especially since I have studied the Course. I judge the original post to be foolish right wing propaganda and it doesnt belong on a page that claims to be about healing and ACIM. Go back to fox news and shut your page down conspiracy theorist.”
My response, “Once again you do not get a say in what is being shared here brother. If you do not like what is posted you are able to scroll past it and NOT partake of it. May I suggest you read some of the other things I share about my own life journey and the experiential aspects of it that has lessons to be learned. You may learn something, or not.”
Upon finishing this dialogue I was immediately tagged to look at an article I had posted yesterday about racism being a psychological disease and the responses to it. After reading through a number of them Holy Spirit chose to step in and respond to my brothers DIRECTLY with the following.
“Holy Spirit states, “Something to consider here is the subject matter one is holding onto as a belief can be so entrenched the very idea it may not be True would cause extreme pain and suffering in the moments it is INITIALLY considered.
Sometimes the egoistic thought system needs a good poking to ruffles its feathers so it starts to look at that which is poking them so uncomfortably. The Truth is the best poker to use to get the egos attention and have it screaming to cover the Light that has been exposed for all to see. In this instance what is being revealed would be the understanding of what and where the belief in the physical differences you perceive of each other come from and are now labeled as being race and cultural differences that would seem to DIVIDE you from each other. Each are perspectives taught to you individually and shared societally throughout your communities and to the world at large. Each holding a variation of the others in some form or degree. All of you are taught to believe and perceive in almost the exact same way with different levels or degrees of severity. These aspects are what was being pointed out. For each of you hold your own diseases within your own minds that are connected to your chosen beliefs. Blessings to you all on your journeys to seeking the Truth of who you are within you. I AM awaiting you to ask ME to step forward and help you on your journeys. I await you within.””
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.