Hello world. The following was written 10/17/2017.
I was responding to a brothers calls for love, when Holy Spirit stepped in and I began to channel.
Holy Spirit speaks, “Little One. Hear my words! Everything you think you know and believe in to be true has been taught to you. It was taught to you, just as it was taught to those who taught you. You were taught to blindly follow and believe, whatever was placed before you. You have yet to ask, if any of it is True. Every label you use to define you, was a label created to control and manipulate you to someone else’s dictates and will. You are blind and in the dark, for you do not even know who you really are. You label yourself with the labels which have been handed to you, by the Being standing next to you.
You deny there is a God, when you are God. Each one of you are God. God is within you, as you are within God. You are each, a part of the whole. Each Being is needed, to complete the whole. Each Being is a separate whole piece of the jigsaw puzzle, which is the face of God. Each is unique in it’s size, color, shape and variation of perspective, so place of Being.”
The vision I was given is of a jigsaw puzzle and its pieces.
I too had denied, there was a God. I blamed God, for every rape, molestation, beating, exorcism, caning and all the myriad abuses I experienced. I could not understand how God could create me, to only be used and abused. I could not understand, why God and my family hated me. Why was I singled out for abuse and left out of family functions? Why didn’t I have birthday parties as everyone else did? Why do you hate me, God? I used to believe this.
I reached a point where death, looked better than living. My pain and misery reached so deep a level, suicide began to look like the best way out. It was then I cried out to a God I hated and no longer believed in. Demanding He show me the Truth, without wading through more bull shit or I was checking out. I was done.
At this point, I began to question. I began to question everything I was believing in and everything I had ever experienced. I began to recognize, in every situation I was judging or accepting a judgment as Truth. I was choosing to believe in lies. My first judgment happening at nine months old, when I judged what I was experiencing based on how I was being treated.
As I let go my judgments, I began to understand the brainwashing I went through. I began to understand, all of Humanity has gone through this brainwashing to. We have been trained to think and believe, God is out there and separate from us. Taught we are our bodies, so are in danger of dying. Taught everyone is our enemy and are out to get us. None of this stuff is true. It was all a lie created to control you, me and all of Humanity.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.