Hello world. The following was written 10/17/2017.
I was responding to a brothers calls for love when Holy Spirit stepped in and I began to channel.
Holy Spirit speaks, “Little One. Hear my words! Everything you think you know and believe in to be true has been taught to you. It was taught to you just as it was taught to those who taught you. You were taught to blindly follow and believe whatever was placed before you. You have yet to ask if any of it is True. Every label you use to define you was a label created to control and manipulate you to someone else’s dictates and will. You are blind and in the dark, for you do not even know who you really are. You still label yourself by the labels that have been handed to you by the Being standing next to you.
You deny there is a God, yet you are God brother. Each one of you are God. God is within you as you are within God. You are each a part of the whole. Each Being is needed to complete the whole. Each Being is a separate whole piece of the puzzle that is the face of God. Each unique in it’s size, color, shape, and variation of perspective or place of Being.”
The vision I was given is of a jigsaw puzzle and its pieces.
I too had denied there was a God. I blamed God for every rape, molestation, beating, exorcism, caning and all the myriad abuses I experienced growing up. I could not understand how any God could create me to only be used and abused. I could not understand why God and my family hated me. Why was I always singled out for abuse and left out of family functions? Why did I never get a birthday party and everyone else did? Why do you hate me God? I used to believe in all of that.
I reached a point where death looked better than living my brother. My pain and misery reached so deep a level that suicide began to look like the best way out. It was then that I cried out to a God I hated and no longer believed in to show me the Truth without wading through more bull shit or I was checking out. I was done.
At that point I began to question. I began to question everything I was believing in and everything I had ever experienced. I began to recognize how in every single situation I was judging or accepting a judgment as Truth. I was choosing to believe in lies. My first judgment happening at nine months old when I judged what I was experiencing based on how I was being treated.
As I let go my judgments I began to understand the brainwashing I went through and Humanity has gone through. How we have been trained to think and believe God is out there and separate from us. Taught we are our bodies and are in danger of dying. Taught everyone is our enemy and are out to get us. None of this stuff is true. It was all a lie created to control you, me and all of Humanity.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.