Hello world. The following was written 1/02/2018.
I have been experiencing some pretty intense energies of late. I awoke yesterday to tears, which continued throughout the day. Today I seem to be experiencing, a righteous fury. I am having images pop into my mind, which are dark in nature. Images of violence being done, to those who have abused and harmed others. Molesters, rapists, adulterers, thieves, liars, manipulators. One and all being held accountable for their actions and stoned to death for their crimes against Humanity. As I stated these are some very dark images.
As I read the myriad posts my brothers are sharing, I listen to my Husband share what is being said in the groups he is in, this righteous fury mounts to an even higher elevation within me. The amount of blind following I am witnessing, is literally making me gag and fight back the need to vomit, as they force feed their worshiping of a book or the idolization of some teacher they have placed on a pedestal. The belief everyone is required, to believe as they have chosen to and do as they are saying things must be done.
What is being Witnessed, is my brothers unwillingness to take responsibility for themselves. I am Witnessing my brothers choices, to seek out there in the world and in another, that which is within them. They seek outside of themselves instead of turning inward, looking at their own choices to believe as they do.
I am hearing my brothers place Beings like Ken Wapnick, on a pedestal. Telling others he was the greatest, the only one who understood ACIM fully. These brothers are blind, deaf and caught up in the egoistic beliefs, of another. Ken Wapnick, did not understand ACIM. He did not comprehend, what it was stating. If he had understood what ACIM was stating, he would never have died of cancer. The very fact he died of diseases, states plainly he did not do the inner work needed and he did not understand what The Course was actually teaching. Instead he chose to change what he did not understand or remove it entirely.
If you are seeking a Guide out there in the world to help you on your journey, then seek someone who is actually honest and authentic with you and everyone around them. Seek someone who hides nothing and shares everything which is experienced and what they learned from it. It is the SHARING of these UNDERSTANDINGS, which help to heal and not these books or the judgmental beliefs being hand picked and force fed to you. Learn to discern the Truth, from the lies being fed to you. All Ken did was dangle a carrot on a stick, so he could pick your pockets or get a pay check.
Six years ago, I was Guided to read ACIM. Since then I have healed two forms of cancer and every other disease I was diagnosed with, without using modern medications or surgeries. In turning inward and NOT outward, I was able to heal and heal completely on all levels of my Being, everything I had experienced in my life. I healed every rape, molestation, beating, exorcism, caning, mental and emotional abuse I ever experienced. I have healed every illness and disease which had manifested within this body.
I did all of this by looking at every experience I have had since birth, questioning what I had been taught to think, believe, judge and perceive it to be. I turned inward, asking questions of God, Holy Spirit and any Spiritual Guides God had chosen for me, on this journey. I stopped listening to those out there in the world, and the crap I was seeing on TV, watching in videos, listening to in audios and reading in books. Every one of those are no more than someone else’s judgments, opinions and beliefs being fed to me. Those items do no more than dictate how I am to conform to someone else’s will.
I was shown how each time I chose to accept someone else’s judgmental beliefs of who I am, who I am supposed to be, how I am to act, think, say, and do, I experienced pain and suffering. Each choice I made to believe them, created a bar to a cage I was building in my own mind. Each bar entrapped me in a fear, of being judged to be that which I was accepting as being true, defining me and everyone around me. Each time I chose to judge myself or another, I added a new bar to my own cage.
This is what blindly following and believing what another is saying or what you read in a book can do to you. It can entrap you in a mental cage which is slowly strangling the very life and breath from you. You are literally choking yourself to death, every time you judge or choose to blindly follow and believe what you read or what another is dictating to you.
Each of you are a Sovereign Being, given Free Will. Your Free Will allows you to choose, what resonates as Truth for you, within your Being. You are not required, to accept or believe in what the Beings next to you are. You are not and have never been required to accept the beliefs and dictates of anyone, not even your families or government. Those Beings and Entities exist solely in your own mind, as having anything resembling authority. It is your own choice, to hand your rights away to another. This is why, you are never a victim in anything. You are the one, who is choosing to believe and accept these things, you have and do. No one is forcing you, to judge as you do. This shit, is all yours and has always been yours.
If you want to heal, turn inward and start seeking the answers, inside of you. Stop seeking out there in the world in a book, video or another brother. It will only reflect back to you, that which you are choosing to think and believe in. Change your own mind and the world will change with you. Question everything which has been taught to you! Blind belief and following someone or something, will not give you peace or bring you the healing you are so desperately seeking. Those things come when one turns within and stops listening, to the world outside of them.
Can you see the cage you built, and the bars you made for it?
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.