Hello world. The following was written 4/28/2015.
Been up for a little over an hour so far. Alex left for work about 30 minutes ago. Been having some interesting things happening the last couple of days. Holy Spirit has had me sitting in stillness and silence.
Yesterday morning I was sitting on my patio and watched my hands adjusting the lap blanket I was using. As I was watching my hands I realized I had no idea what they were doing. I had no thoughts going through my mind. It was as if my body was moving around and I was just watching it all. Very surreal feeling. It continues as I am watching a light pattern on the ground. The feeling is similar to tunnel vision or even vertigo without the dizziness. I felt like I was looking out a very small window and was only able to see so far to each side in a slow moving car or something. So far I have had this experience of being separated from the body and just observing it a few times. Each time they seem a bit longer and stronger too. Sounds even seem distant. There is no fear with it just peace. Very surreal.
At first it was a little shocking, but as it progresses all fear has gone. The impression or message I get from Holy Spirit is that this body is my car. I am to observe whatever is happening around me as it happens and watch my thoughts, feelings, and emotions if there are any. Holy Spirit is showing me “the uses” for my body. To observe without attachment to the body and the world around me. To no longer associate the Soul within this shell to the beliefs society would have me believe. So far this has been a pretty intense ride.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.