A call for love, Suicide.

Hello world. The following was written 01/24/2016.

In making these ACIM lesson videos with my Husband, we have had a call for love in the form of someone saying, they are going to commit suicide. Stating their Higher Self has told them they are done here, it is time for them to come home. Stating they are done, with this world of illusion. They have forgiven, are at peace and are being called, to kill themselves. They are saying, they can no longer stand this world of illusion, they find themselves in.

In all my years of pain and suffering, I have contemplated suicide many times. I have talked freely of this, on many occasions. I have also died and been resuscitated over 100 times in my life, complete with out of body experiences, with Spirits and Angels communicating with me, during those times. Each time, they told me I had a choice, to continue on here or move on to another life. I had the choice, to stay or go. Each time I thought to go, Holy Spirit showed me why I wanted to stay. He showed me another way, and I chose each time to continue here.

I have come to understand, Higher Self or Holy Spirit will never ask me, to kill myself. If someone is believing, Holy Spirit would ask this of them, they are not in their right mind. For Holy Spirit, is a call to life, not death. Thoughts of suicide, are mired in a belief which is not true. A belief something has gone wrong, I am bad and must be punished. I am to look at what I am believing and placing my faith and trust into, if suicide is what is uppermost in my mind.

The response I was guided to give to this person was, the voice they are listening to, is not the Holy Spirit I hear. For He would never call for me, to kill myself. This is not, His way. Whatever they may be experiencing which has them seeing the world as they do, is a belief they are holding forth as being true. If they were truly at peace, then death is not what they would be seeking, but life and love. The turmoil they voiced, was not one at peace within themselves. Though they stated they have done this course and the work within it, every word they said to me, spoke the opposite.

The understanding Holy Spirit gave me, was they had only looked at the surface, of what they perceived. They refused to look deeper into their beliefs, out of fear. They decided for themselves, to pick and choose what it was they needed to look at, and what the answer would be. Holy Spirit is saying, they have attached themselves to a concept or an idea, having no understanding of it’s true depths and meaning. For if they had done the work, suicide would never have entered their minds. In everything they would recognize as Holy Spirit has told them, they do it to themselves. No one, is doing anything to them. They made the choice to believe, as they do. They may also decide to stop believing in it and choose again, choosing differently this time.

As this person continued to say, they are choosing death. They also started to try and accuse me, of judging them and suicide in general, as being bad. They forgive me my judgments, as if I was responsible, for the choices they are making. I asked them to quote me, where I said suicide was bad, for I would see this judgment I have made. They cannot do so, for I never said this. They are choosing to think, I am attacking them, in some way. I answered their questions, as I was guided to by Holy Spirit. I shared with them, the understanding I have been given, through my own personal experiences. In everything I do, I share from what I know and have experienced. I do not quote people or lines, from a book. This is not where my faith, trust, and belief in Truth, comes from. I found this, only in one place. I found this within myself, when I did the work Holy Spirit laid before me.

I can only speak the Truth. I can only speak, from my own personal experiences, with the lessons I have learned. In extending the Truth I learn by sharing my experiences, I offer my brothers another way of seeing their own situations. To see there may be another way, of looking at things. There is Light at the end, of the long dark tunnel. I am responsible, for my thoughts, feelings, emotions, beliefs, and experiences. No one else is responsible, for what I choose to experience here. The choice, is mine and mine alone. In this same way, the choices you make, are yours and no one else may take the choice from you. In all things, we do everything to ourselves with what it is we are choosing, to believe in as being true.

Do the work. Hand everything to Holy Spirit, doing as He guides you to do. Do not pick, choose and decide, what is or is not of value, to look at. You cannot hold anything back from Holy Spirit, if you truly wish to be healed. Please, do the work.

Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.