Hello world. The following was written 1/4/2016.
Come One, Come All, it is time to play a game, called Connect the Dots. One at a time, as these thoughts cross your mind, see how they manifest into these things, we cannot seem to resist. The pain and suffering continues to burst upon us, without sign of stopping any time soon in sight. What is it, I am believing in as Truth here? If it is causing me pain, why am I believing in it?
As I walk the Labyrinth of my mind with Holy Spirit guiding me, each thought is a step into the center. Each thought is a step back, to finding my center of being. Of learning who I am and what I, have been doing to myself. Holy Spirit and my Guides, have had me looking at every thought and belief, I hold onto as being true. To see how each of them, are lies I was taught to believe in. How each one, is no more than a judgment or opinion, handed to me by someone else. I chose to believe them, to enact those judgments on myself. All pain and suffering I endure, is of my own making. My own choices, in what it is I wanted to believe in as Truth, is what has caused me to suffer so completely.
Holy Spirit and my Guides have been showing me, very clearly how my thoughts, feelings, and body are connected one unto the other seamlessly. How my thoughts, are directly connected to my emotions and my emotions, are directly connected to, my physical body. Whatever thoughts are in my mind, cause me to react in an emotional way. These emotions then cause a reaction, within my body. Sometimes, it is a simple tightening of muscles. Other times, it is expressed with extreme pain and suffering, such as headaches, migraines, vomiting, cramps, excessive bleeding and many other ways.
In willingly looking at these things, Holy Spirit and my Guides have shown me the Truth, of what I was doing to myself. In believing everything I was told, I accepted a lie as Truth and enacted it on myself continuously. Holy Spirit and my Guides have had me, connecting these dots, to see these Truths. They say to me, it is all part of the process of letting go. Letting go of anything, which does not suit you anymore. Letting go of all the things, you learned to survive the world, you found yourself in. As I did these processes, I have watched one ailment after another, fall away from my physical form. Every disease I was diagnosed with, has disappeared, without modern medicines.
Yet, every day someone is telling me, I am doing something wrong here. If being healed of all my diseases and gaining inner peace, is the wrong path and way, then I am happy to continue on MY PATH, thank you very much. I have yet to hear, of anyone else being healed of their diseases, in a similar way, and this is after doing this Course for 3 years. Obviously, I am and have been, doing something right here. I am and have been, looking within at everything, Holy Spirit and my Guides would have me look at, without exception. Each time I do, I am healed again, in a deeper way. This is my Truth. I can only speak, of what I have direct experiences of. I learn what I need to know, as I need to know it. All answers will be given me when I ask, in Their time and not my own.
I started ACIM(A Course in Miracles) 4 years ago. I started my journey 11 years ago, before I ever heard of the Course. I have learned from Holy Spirit and my Guides, I am only responsible for myself and whatever it is, I am thinking, feeling, and experiencing. I am not nor have I ever been, responsible for what another being is thinking, feeling, and experiencing. That is and will always be, their choice and only their choice. I have no say, in what they do, ever. Just as no one has any say, in what I do either. We each have, Free Will. We choose what it is we will believe in and experience, at all times. We have just forgotten this Truth, in lieu of the lies we have been taught, to believe in as being the Truth.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.