Hello world. The following was written 09/13/2016.
I am sharing how I was Guided to look within at my choices to believe in and accept the labels which had been handed to me, as defining me. It started with Holy Spirit asking me the following questions and giving me the understanding of what it was He would have me look at and question.
Holy Spirit states, “My Brother, what is it you seek here? Is it a shallow superficial response which does no more than stoke an ego mind? Or do you seek a deeper connection of joining, on a spiritual level of mind and heart? What is it you are seeking? Do you know?
Consider for a moment, every label you use to define yourself. Now consider, every label handed to you by someone else. When you consider each of these labels you are holding forth as defining who you are, ask yourself if the label is a judgment. Is the label you are believing defines you a judgment and an opinion being handed to you by someone else? Why are you believing in this label or judgment as being true, as defining who you are? What purpose does the judgment serve? Who does it really benefit?”
When I willingly looked at what I was believing defined me and this world, I began to heal. I also began to see how every label being handed to me was a judgment, an opinion. All create a codependent relationship who’s only function is to place the Free Will of one Being into the control of another. The tools being used would be fear, shame, guilt, blame, violence, punishments, and the list goes on and on.
One must look below the surface of a “wound” or “hurt” to see where the true cause is hiding. Many times the true cause is a choice and decision we ourselves have made to judge ourselves, a situation, others and how we are being treated as us doing something wrong and being unworthy. When we are not being accepted as we are, we conform to try and fit in. In many instances we will accept another’s judgments and opinions just to gain acceptance from them and others. In many cases we learn and are taught to blindly accept, follow and believe the dictates, judgments and opinions of those around us and those we “believe” have “authority” over us.
What I am talking about is bucking the system. Of no longer following, believing and judging everything you hear, see, read and experience to be this or that. To instead go within your heart and mind and question each item, each thought, each feeling with Higher Self or Holy Spirit and ask questions. Ask what it is for, why it is there, what is the lesson, what is your misconception, what is the correction, and my favorite, IS THIS TRUE? Then I sit and wait in silence for the answers.
Each time I have done this, healing has occurred on some level. Mental, emotional, physical pain and suffering have been healed. Cancers and other diseases healed. When I healed my mind of the judgments I was believing defined me, my body was healed. I had to willingly look within at what was hurting before I could begin to heal it. I had to play a game of connect the dots to see how each item was connected to the ones next to it and as such was a part of the whole. The whole being my body which was dying of cancers, diseases and broken bones.
I reached a very rocky bottom and my last resort was calling on Source, God, Holy Spirit, Angels and all Beings of the Light to show me the way or I was checking out and coming home. I was done picking and choosing what everything was for and who I thought I was supposed to be. I was done believing the rapes, molestations, mental, emotional and physical abuses defined who I was and was going to be because someone told me this is who I am. I reached a point or moment of recognizing I needed to stop listening to what Holy Spirit and my Guides call “The Peanut Gallery”. They say, “They are nuts slowly roasting in the blood, sweat and tears of the “Hell” of their own making. If you want nuts go to the Peanut Gallery. If you want the “Real Peanut Butter” come to “HIM”, Holy Spirit!
Guess where I go to for all the latest and greatest info on my awakening now? I go Within to HIM, Holy Spirit.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.