Hello world. The following was written 4/29/2015.
Holy Spirit would love for you all to play a game with Him this day. I began to seek out the experiences within me with Holy Spirit so I could heal. Holy Spirit chose to make a game of it for me so it was easier for me to comprehend what He was asking me do at the time. Holy Spirit would give me visions to accompany the lessons he was teaching me.
Holy Spirit speaks, “Connect the Dots!
Come one, come all, it is time to play a game. The game is called connect the dots. One at a time as these thoughts cross your mind see how they manifest into these things you cannot seem to resist. The pain and suffering continues to burst upon you without sign of stopping any time soon in sight. What is it you are believing in as Truth here? If it is causing you pain why are you believing in it?”
As I walk the labyrinth of my mind each thought is a step into the center. Each thought is a step back to finding my center of being. Of learning who I AM and what I have been doing to myself.
Holy Spirit has me looking at every experience had, thought and belief I hold onto as being true. To see how each of them are lies or illusions I was taught to believe in or judgments I made about them. How each one is no more than a judgment or opinion handed to me by someone else or I made myself. I chose to believe them and enact those judgments on myself and others. Any and all pain and suffering I endured was of my own making and choices to believe. My own choices in what it is I wanted to believe in as Truth, is what has caused me to suffer so completely.
Holy Spirit has been showing me very clearly how my thoughts, emotions, and body are connected one unto the other seamlessly. How my thoughts are directly connected to my emotions and my emotions are directly connected to my body’s physical responses. Whatever thoughts are in my mind, cause me to react in an emotional way. These emotions then cause a reaction within my body. Sometimes it is a tightening of muscles. Other times it is expressed with extreme pain and suffering such as headaches, migraines, vomiting, cramps, excessive bleeding and many other ways.
In willingly looking at these things, Holy Spirit has shown me the Truth of what I was doing to myself. In believing everything I was told, I accepted a lie as Truth and enacted it on myself continuously creating an illusion for myself of victimization. Holy Spirit has me connecting these dots to see these Truths.
Holy Spirit speaks, “It is all part of the process of letting go. Letting go of anything which does not suit you or resonate within or with you anymore. Letting go of all the things learned to survive the world you found yourself in.”
As I did these processes I have watched one ailment after another fall away from my physical form. Every disease I was diagnosed with has disappeared all without modern medications or surgeries. Yet every day someone tries to tell me I am doing something wrong.
If being healed of all diseases, trials, traumas, and tribulations experienced so gaining inner peace is the wrong path or way, then I am happy to continue on MY PATH, thank you very much. I have yet to hear of anyone else being healed of their diseases in a similar way and this is only after doing this Course for 3, THREE, years.
Obviously I am and have, been doing something right. I am and have been looking within at everything Holy Spirit would have me look at without exception. Each time I do I am healed again in a deeper way. This is my Truth. I can only speak of what I have had direct experiences of. I learn what I need to know as I need to know it. All answers will be given me when I ASK in Holy Spirit time and not my own.
I did the ACIM course workbook in 2013. I started my journey well before I ever heard of A Course in Miracles. I have learned from Holy Spirit I am only responsible for myself and whatever it is I am thinking, feeling, and experiencing. I am not and have never been responsible for what another Being is thinking, feeling, and experiencing. Those are and will always be their choice and only their choice. I have no say in what they do or choose. Just as no one has any say in what I do or choose. We each have Free Will. We choose what it is we will believe in and experience at all times. We have just forgotten this Truth in lieu of the lies and illusions we have been taught to believe in as real.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.