Hello world. The following was written 2/24/2019.
For the past week Holy Spirit has been showing me some very deep revelations in regards to Religion and ACIM in particular. Holy Spirit has been pointing out the fallacy of my brothers choices to believe and how they continue to pick and choose or judge based on the egoistic beliefs that were taught to them.
Brother one states, “Everyone here is born with a corrupted, evil heart. And we are only here to overcome ( Salvation)”
My response, “This statement IS NOT TRUE brother. All come into this carnation pure of heart without knowing or understanding of what anything is or is for. All they come to know here is TAUGHT to them on their journey. It is not until one reaches an stage, place or situation on their journey that causes them great pain and suffering unto the point they begin to actively seek death as the answer that they will then begin to SEEK healing and to change what is happening within them and within their own lives. This stage can be reached at any point on our journey so is not subject to some specific age, race, job position or sexual preference. It is a place reached when we can no longer stand the pain we are in. Blessings to you.”
Brother one asks, “Sabrina Reyenga anyone in there right mind would never come here. Don’t you agree?
Being Born In Sin
Psalm 51:5 ESV / 273 helpful votes
Behold, I was brought forth in iniquity, and in sin did my mother conceive me.
Psalm 58:3 ESV / 192 helpful votes
The wicked are estranged from the womb; they go astray from birth, speaking lies.
Ecclesiastes 7:20 ESV / 178 helpful votes
Surely there is not a righteous man on earth who does good and never sins.
Romans 5:12 ESV / 177 helpful votes
Therefore, just as sin came into the world through one man, and death through sin, and so death spread to all men because all sinned —
Romans 3:23 ESV / 156 helpful votes
For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,
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And when the Lord smelled the pleasing aroma, the Lord said in his heart, “I will never again curse the ground because of man, for the intention of man’s heart is evil from his youth. Neither will I ever again strike down every living creature as I have done
Among whom we all once lived in the passions of our flesh, carrying out the desires of the body and the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, like the rest of mankind.
1 John 1:9 ESV / 56 helpful votes
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
1 John 3:4 ESV / 55 helpful votes
Everyone who makes a practice of sinning also practices lawlessness; sin is lawlessness.
1 Corinthians 15:22 ESV / 44 helpful votes
For as in Adam all die, so also in Christ shall all be made alive.
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The soul who sins shall die. The son shall not suffer for the iniquity of the father, nor the father suffer for the iniquity of the son. The righteousness of the righteous shall be upon himself, and the wickedness of the wicked shall be upon himself”
My response, “That is a judgmental belief you hold and are choosing to hold onto and believe in as defining what it is you have judged your experience here as being. Every single thing one experiences here is for their benefit and has a reason and purpose for happening as it is for them.”
Brother one asks, “Sabrina Reyenga so the Bible is wrong? Lol”
My response, “You continue to blindly follow and believe what you are reading in some book written by man to control and manipulate one to another’s dictates and beliefs with a judgment handed them that they are REQUIRED to accept it or be punished. In this respect YES your bible is wrong as is EVERY SINGLE RELIGION that MAN has created.
ALL religion creates a system of enslavement that is used to control and manipulate the masses to conform and comply willingly to the dictates, rules and laws being handed to them by those holding an illusionary mantle of a title called AUTHORITY. You are trained to believe in an illusion that someone has authority over you and can punish you at any time if they so choose to.
Your mind and emotions are the tools being used against you to enslave you and control all you would choose to do. To keep from being punished and persecuted, you willing accept and permit another to control you and abuse you as they choose to. You are accepting this abuse willingly!
By the way brother, ACIM is NOT and was never meant to be a RELIGION. These so called teachers and ministers of ACIM are liars, frauds and hypocrites. They are teaching a lie to enslave their brothers, just as religions do, so they may get a paycheck and nothing more. They divide themselves into hierarchies telling everyone around them they know the way and to follow them. If you want help you must pay them first. Truth is Truth and what they are selling are Egoistic LIES! Just as the bible and every other religion has been doing since the beginning of time.
I was raised Catholic and received many an exorcism and beating for my abilities given me by God above. Each and every situation I was being forced, coerced, manipulated and beaten into submission until I denounced and denied who I AM, what I am experiencing, perceiving until I accepted the judgments and labels being handed to me by my family and the priests and nuns. I know first hand what religion is and does and how it is and has been used as the basis for the enslavement of Humanity. All is created as a form of psychological indoctrination. Look it up for yourself and do some research into the PSYCHOLOGY of INDOCTRINATION. Until you see it for yourself you will continue to repeat and regurgitate that which you are told without question as you have been doing. You laugh now brother yet I say to you the Truth is going to make you angry and enraged once you realize and accept that you are the one who chose to accept what you have so blindly.”
Brother two states, “Sabrina Reyenga your just making up shit lol he’s giving you the Bible”
My response, “I do not make anything up brother. Everything I share and know comes from Holy Spirit, My Guides and the experiential aspects of my journey and the lessons learned through them. Feel free to go read some of the things I share and write about. I share how every rape, molestation, exorcism, beating, mental and emotional abuse has been of benefit to me in learning who I am and am meant to be above and beyond what I had been trained to believe and perceive myself and my reality as being.”
Brother two responds, “Sabrina Reyenga I’m not a man”
My response, “YOU ARE NOT YOUR BODY. You are the Soul within that shell. Your form will change yet who you are remains the same. YOU ARE AN ETERNAL BEING. The use of brother is no more than a title to show we are EQUALS in ALL WAYS.”
Brother two responds, “Your delusional”
My response, “That would be your judgmental opinion. It has no merit nor meaning other than to tell me what it is you are choosing to believe yourself to be. You project.”
Brother three responds, “Sabrina Reyenga nobody is walking on water in our lifetime”
My response, “Are you sure about that statement brother? Have you done any research to see if there has been anyone walking on water since Jesus? Or are you blindly believing in something someone told you is true?”
Brother one responds, “Sabrina Reyenga that is a woman lol”
My response, “My brothers, Holy Spirit would ask you, “Why do you choose to believe as you do?” Have you stopped to question yet that which has been handed to you of Holy Spirit whether it is true or not? These questions require no response other than to turn within and ask yourself why you believe as you do.”
Brother three responds, “Sabrina Reyenga I think if they had, the whole world would know about it and there would still be talking about it to this day. Yet you have this one lowly Carpenter’s son who walked on water and we are still reading about it today. And I am not your brother.”
My response, “Really now? Like the world has been told about these uprisings happening all over the world were our brothers are donning yellow vest to unite against their governments?
I have yet to see the mainstream media talking about any of these things happening nor of these things happening with child sex trafficking and human trafficking within our own country and around the world. Nor is the mainstream media talking about these politicians that are being arrested for being part of these human trafficking rings. Ever wonder why so many politicians suddenly left office?
Nothing is at it may seem. Everything you think you know and believe in is a LIE that has been taught to you. You have been trained to blindly accept all of it without question.”
Brother three responds, “Sabrina Reyenga then you’re watching the wrong news channel. I see it every single day, talking about child sex trafficking and human trafficking within our country in the round the world. President Trump even made January human trafficking awareness month. My son worked in this field for years, his girlfriend works in it now, it is upfront and in my face every day. No I don’t wonder why so many politicians suddenly left office. There’s going to be many many more who are going to be arrested really soon when everything comes to the surface, so hold onto your hat. That still doesn’t mean anybody’s walking on water. Not right at the moment. Not since Jesus.
I don’t think you know who you’re talking to. I have done nothing else in my life besides question everything. I wake up questioning everything, I always have. You don’t know me.”
My response, “You tell me where you are and what you believe of yourself and your reality brother. Every word used has an emotional attachment and meaning given to it that are connected to what you believe in as being real and true for you. In sharing your perspectives you share what your choices are in these moments. All that I am sharing are the understandings Holy Spirit has given me on my own journey. I am severely dyslexic. Everything I share IS what Holy Spirit has taught me. I am not able to read what is shared in books nor what is shared in videos and audios. Holy Spirit uses my dyslexia as a tool to block anything that IS NOT in alignment with Truth.”
Brother three responds, “Sabrina Reyenga I was a teacher for Voice for Love. I didn’t need books, either.”
Brother one asks, “Sabrina Reyenga have you ever suffered?”
My response, “Have you ever been raped, molested, beaten, exorcised, mentally and emotionally abused by your family and those who are supposed to be caring for you?”
Brother one asks, “Sabrina Reyenga and there was suffering right?”
My response, “You have read the things I have shared before. Answer your own question brother. Anyone who has experienced their Free Will being taken from them has experienced a form of suffering.
Also remember that all suffering is a choice that you are making to believe and judge whatever is being experienced to be something it is not in those moments. This is part of the lessons that all are here to learn. They are to learn how it is their own choices to believe so perceive and judge manifest the reality they are experiencing.
I would also remind you that I have shared how I made my first judgments of what it was I was experiencing at 9 months old when my paternal grandmother chose to force feed me and then kick me across a room into a brick fireplace killing me. I have shared how I was the one who judged what I was experiencing as me doing something wrong, being bad, unworthy of love, affection, human touch, gentleness or kindness. I judged and chose to believe that I must be here to be used and abused. I judge my first rape at 10 months old of being what it was for me and every subsequent rape, molestation, beating and other abuse I experienced from then on as being what they were for me. I was judging all myself or accepting the judgments being handed to me at the time. In each instant I was actively choosing to conform and comply to get the abuses to stop and they never did.
It was not until I accepted responsibility for myself and the CHOICES I had made to judge or accept the judgments that were being handed to me that I could SEE what I had done and change my mind. It was not until I could see how my choices were killing me with cancers and other diseases that I could let them go and HEAL my body INSTANTLY without medications or surgeries. It was MAKING a CHOICE to TURN within and LOOK at what was experienced and how I was choosing to judge and perceive them as being that I began to heal fully on all levels of my being.
By the way, we are all innocent or as you put it an Angel up to the instant we understand what it is we are doing and make an active choice to continue doing so. It is in those moments all innocents through lack of understanding and knowing is removed and one is and becomes COMPLETELY RESPONSIBLE for the CHOICES they are making. As soon as you understand what it is you do and why you do it, if you choose to continue you are responsible for all that you experience from that point on. You have no excuse except that you were choosing to use and abuse those around you just as had been done to you.”
Brother four states, “Wow first time I would have realized dyslexic was a gift. Thank you.”
My response, “Holy Spirit and my Guides use my dyslexia as a tool to teach me and to block me from taking in anything that is not in alignment with Truth. I used to see it as a curse due to the abuses I received from it. My family would get angry at my lack of comprehension so would start with verbal recriminations then move onto physical violence. I was often asked why I couldn’t be intelligent like my little brother and cousins or my other classmates. I was told I was an idiot and was to stupid to learn anything and would never amount to anything of value or worth. That was on top of the sexual abuses I was experiencing at the time. Holy Spirit chose a very difficult beginning for me. Yet that beginning had a purpose and reason that has been of great benefit to me on my journey. Blessings to you.”
Brother one responds, “Sabrina Reyenga
T-25.IV.3. You maker of a world that is not so, take rest and comfort in another world where peace abides. 2 This world you bring with you to all the weary eyes and tired hearts that look on sin and beat its sad refrain. 3 From you can come their rest. 4 From you can rise a world they will rejoice to look upon, and where their hearts are glad. 5 In you there is a vision that extends to all of them, and covers them in gentleness and light. 6 And in this widening world of light the darkness that they thought was there is pushed away, until it is but distant shadows, far away, not long to be remembered as the sun shines them to nothingness. 7 And all their “evil” thoughts and “sinful” hopes, their dreams of guilt and merciless revenge, and every wish to hurt and kill and die, will disappear before the sun you bring.”
My response, “You are picking and choosing here, SEEING what it is you want to see. May I suggest you go back and start from the beginning of the BOOK and ASK Holy Spirit to GUIDE you this time instead of your brothers. That paragraph is stating that YOU are the one who is deciding or PICKING AND CHOOSING what everything is and is going to be. YOU are the one in JUDGMENT and would HOLD ONTO your JUDGMENTAL BELIEFS as being real and true. You are being OFFERED a different perspective in which to VIEW this world you THINK you are perceiving. Brother once again I state to you that you are and have been blindly following and believing what you read in a book and is being handed to you by your chosen authority figures. You are blinded by the LIES of the enlightened ego minds you surround yourself with.”
Brother one responds, “happiness comes from the living God.
Not from evil lolool”
My response, “ EVIL is a JUDGMENT you are choosing to make REAL and TRUE. It is a LIE you have been taught to believe in. Nothing can be bad, wrong, evil or anything else you would deem NEGATIVE since EVERYTHING we experience IS for our BENEFIT.
You are choosing to BLINDLY propagate the LIES being fed to you by your chosen gurus and teachers. You are now choosing to do this brother. You reap what you sow. Holy Spirit has placed the Truth before you and you deny what you do.
Let me share with you what I stated to David Fishman about his so called ministry.
I stated, “ACIM IS NOT and was NEVER MEANT to be a religion. It is a Self Study course based in Psychology that redirects ones thought processes to look at and question all they have been taught, trained and indoctrinated into believing and perceiving their reality and themselves as being.
What YOU and the rest of these so called teachers and ministers have done is twisted it into an EGO BASED RELIGION so you may get paid. You are using and abusing your brothers in a belief in a lie created by you to maintain an illusion of control and power over all who would come to you for help on their journey.
You and the rest of your cohorts are the epitome of the enlightened ego mind at work to hide the Light from their brothers. All you work towards is the enslavement of Humanity and yourself.”
This is what you are choosing here brother. Consider that!”
Brother one asks, “Sabrina Reyenga what do you call acts of violence?”
My response, “EXPERIENCES with LESSONS carried within the EXPERIENCE we are to learn of ourselves and how we are choosing to judge so perceive our reality as being.
Another aspect is that ONE MUST take RESPONSIBILITY for THEMSELVES and how they are choosing to respond and perceive. One is REQUIRED to stand up for themselves by STANDING in their LIGHT of TRUTH no matter what it is another is choosing or forcing on them.
It is a CHOICE one MUST MAKE to CONFORM and COMPLY with what is being dictated and or FORCED on them. They still have to actively make that choice brother. That makes them RESPONSIBLE for it!
It is a bitter pill to swallow the Truth of. Yet swallow it you will. All of Humanity will be required to do so if they are to heal themselves. TRUTH IS TRUTH!”
Brother one asks, “Sabrina Reyenga is it not evil in your heart? Lol”
My response, “Something to consider here that I pointed out to David is that he is dying of cancer right now because of his choices to enslave his brothers and his refusal to take responsibility for himself and his choices to blindly follow and believe. His choices are a direct reflection of how his body is dying.
TRUTH IS TRUTH! I have healed all cancers and other diseases when I did the work needed to do so by following the COURSE as IT STATES and not as David and the fools following him keep doing!
By the way, when I was doing the inner work with Holy Spirit to understand how I was in judgment of what I was experiencing I asked Holy Spirit why did they do the things they did to me. Holy Spirit stated succinctly, “They are NO DIFFERENT than you here. Just as you chose to blindly follow and believe so repeat the patterns taught to you. So to did they choose to blindly follow and believe what was taught to them without questioning what it was they do. They never questioned what they were being taught and forced to believe in. Unlike you, they had the desire to question beaten out of them completely. Your will to LIVE and to understand what it is you do here and why is what has given you the power over your self will to control what it is you do. You are making the choice to be responsible for you and all you do here and choose to manifest for yourself. You choose to accept your power and who you are willingly.”
What that means brother is that I AM accepting responsibility for myself through my Free Will to be a Sovereign Being who is Self Governing so Self Reliant. In choosing this I understand that what I do to my brother I do to myself. If I would be free to choose what resonates within my being as Truth for me and create my own desired reality of Love, joy and peace, I must extend that to my brothers with the understandings of how to reach that place within. This is why Holy Spirit has had me sharing the experiential aspects of my journey with the lessons I have learned of myself through them of who I AM and am meant to be. It is through this sharing of understanding that another perspective is given to view ones journey from so heal what was believed. Is this CLEAR ENOUGH for you brother?”
Brother one responds, “Sabrina Reyenga yes. Your basically confirming my post. Thank you”
My response, “NO! I was pointing out the FALLACY of your post and your chosen beliefs in bibles and what you are believing ACIM to be.”
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.