Hello world. The following was written 1/4/2016.
Come One, Come All, it is time to play a game called Connect the Dots. One at a time as these thoughts cross your mind see how they manifest into these things we cannot seem to resist. The pain and suffering continues to burst upon us without sign of stopping any time soon in sight. What is it that I am believing in as Truth here? If it is causing me pain, why am I believing in it?
As I walk the Labyrinth of my mind, each thought is a step into the center. Each thought is a step back to finding my center of being. Of learning who I am and what I have been doing to myself. Holy Spirit and my Guides have had me looking at every thought and belief I hold onto as being true. To see how each of them are lies I was taught to believe in. How each one is no more than a judgment or opinion that was handed to me by someone else. That I chose to believe them and enact those judgments on myself. That any and all pain and suffering I endure is of my own making. My own choices in what it is I wanted to believe in as Truth is what has caused me to suffer so completely.
Holy Spirit and my Guides have been showing me very clearly how my thoughts, feelings, and body are connected one unto the other seamlessly. How my thoughts are directly connected to my emotions and my emotions are directly connected to my physical body. That whatever thoughts are in my mind cause me to react in an emotional way. These emotions then cause a reaction within my body. Sometimes it is a simple tightening of muscles. Other times it is expressed with extreme pain and suffering such as headaches, migraines, vomiting, cramps, excessive bleeding and many other ways.
In willingly looking at these things Holy Spirit and my Guides have shown me the Truth of what I was doing to myself. That in believing everything I was told I accepted a lie as Truth and enacted it on myself continuously. Holy Spirit and my Guides have had me connecting these dots to see these Truths. They say to me it is all part of the process of letting go. Letting go of anything that does not suit you anymore. Letting go of all the things you learned to survive the world you found yourself in. As I did these processes I have watched one ailment after another fall away from my physical form. Every disease I was diagnosed with has disappeared all without modern medicines.
Yet, every day someone is telling me that I am doing something wrong here. If being healed of all my diseases and gaining inner peace is the wrong path and way then I am happy to continue on MY PATH thank you very much. I have yet to hear of anyone else being healed of their diseases in a similar way and this is only after doing this Course for 3, THREE, years. Obviously, I am and have been doing something right here. I am and have been looking within at everything Holy Spirit and my Guides would have me look at without exception. Each time I do I am healed again in a deeper way. This is my Truth. I can only speak of what I have direct experiences of. I learn what I need to know as I need to know it. All answers will be given me when I ask, in Their time and not my own.
I started ACIM(A Course in Miracles) 4 years ago. I started my journey 11 years ago before I ever heard of the Course. I have learned from Holy Spirit and my Guides that I am only responsible for myself and whatever it is I am thinking, feeling, and experiencing. That I am not nor have I ever been responsible for what another being is thinking, feeling, and experiencing. That is and will always be their choice and only their choice. I have no say in what they do ever. Just as no one has any say in what I do either. We each have Free Will. We choose what it is we will believe in and experience at all times. We have just forgotten this Truth in lieu of the lies we have been taught to believe in as being the Truth.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.