Hello world. The following was written 01/22/2016. Inside of Me My mind, twists and turns. My throat fills, with an acid burn. Fear and guilt, an emotional blur. The wrongs I perceive, have never occurred. Yet my child’s mind, cannot perceive. The holy and good, inside of me. The judgments of those, who care for me. Are what I am taught, to only perceive. I feel the Truth, deep inside. Being told what to feel, is only a lie. The twisted thinking, they do not perceive. This is what, they would have me believe. Holy Spirit I ask, you come to my aide. The Ego’s thinking, gets in my way. Thinking by pushing them, far away. I will be safe, where ever I stay. I look for your Truth, inside of me. The pure and innocent, Truth of me. The fearful lies, in others I see. As a reflection of what’s, been told to me. I see these as, no longer true. I see them as, the Ego’s glue. To keep us blind, in misery. To keep us from, the Truth we seek. Lord, I give myself, into your care. Filled with love, I need to share. I ask you Continue Reading
The fear falls away, as if it had never been there.
Hello world. The following was written 1/22/2016. I stepped on a scale, the day before yesterday. The last time I stepped on a scale was at my doctors office, where it registered at 174 Lbs. a year ago and 275 lbs. the year before. Well this time around, I weighed in at 155 Lbs. I am still losing weight. I am finding it, very hilarious too. I have been using medical cannabis since 2011, after my second motorcycle accident. All the opiates and other meds the doctors had me on, where literally killing me. So I started using the pot and am using it almost daily in different forms, such as topicals, edibles, and flowers. The reason I am finding this so funny, is because anytime someone hears I smoke pot, they ask how much weight have I gained. Buwahahaha! I haven’t been gaining weight! I have been losing weight, with it! Buwahahahaha! Oh the irony! There have been so many lies fed to us, about everything we think we know and believe in as being true. Most of the things we believe in, are lies. They are illusions created to twist what it is we think we are perceiving, Continue Reading
An open dialogue, can bring forth healing.
Hello world. The following was written 1/22/2017. My brother speaks, “Sabrina you are way too open on FB… in my opinion. Also so sensitive.” My response, “That is a judgment, you are welcome to keep. What you call or judge as “sensitive”, is a manifestation of an ability within me. It is called being a Psychic Intuitive Empathic or Mystic. What you judge as being “too open”, is also a judgment based out of your own fear, shame, blame and guilt, in regards to how you “think” others are judging you, because it is how you DO, judge yourself. Consider what you have stated here and this Truth may be seen, buried within it.” My brother speaks, “Sabrina — thanks. I was putting myself in your shoes. Obviously from this post of it does not fit you. Sorry. To me it is putting pearls before swine. Why do it? Again my opinion dear….” My response, “My purpose here in this life, is to accept who I AM, where I am on my journey, as I am experiencing it. I am to be an example of what it means, to not live in fear of the judgments and recriminations of others. Their opinions Continue Reading